{"id":963,"date":"2025-02-20T22:26:11","date_gmt":"2025-02-20T22:26:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=963"},"modified":"2025-02-20T22:26:11","modified_gmt":"2025-02-20T22:26:11","slug":"fakir-bir-ailenin-kiziydim-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kiziydim-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Fakir bir ailenin k\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-963 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kiziydim-2\/temelin-is-kazasi-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Temelin-is-kazasi-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-964\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-964'>\n\t\t\t\tFakir bir ailenin k\u0131z\u0131 olarak zor \u015fartlarda okudum \u00f6\u011fretmen oldum.\n\u0130lk tayinim Malatya P\u00fct\u00fcrge\u2019ye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 sene da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde vazife yapt\u0131m. Beni hayat\u0131mda g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim ve g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim ilgi, ilgi ve \u015fefkatle ba\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131na bast\u0131lar.\nOkulun ufak bir tek odal\u0131 lojman\u0131na yerle\u015ftim ama bir g\u00fcn bile orada yatmad\u0131m. K\u00f6y\u00fcn ac\u0131ma mele\u011fi \u0130mmihan Teyze ve kocas\u0131 Dervi\u015f Amca \u201cBizde kalacaks\u0131n, seni katiyen yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmay\u0131z\u201d dediler.\nEvin k\u0131z\u0131 oldum. Yedirdiler, i\u00e7irdiler, hastaland\u0131lar, a\u011flad\u0131lar, g\u00fcld\u00fcler\u2026\nKocas\u0131 da bana \u00e7ok iyi davrand\u0131. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 sene onlarda kald\u0131m. S\u0131cac\u0131k soban\u0131n yan\u0131ndayd\u0131m evde tek ba\u015f\u0131mayd\u0131m. Sonunda olan oldu, a\u011flamaktan bitap d\u00fc\u015fb\u00fct\u00fcn o g\u00fcn\nDEVAMI HEP\u0130M\u0130Z\u0130 A\u011eLATTI\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kiziydim-2\/farkli\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/farkli-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-965\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-965'>\n\t\t\t\tAd\u0131m, Z\u00fcleyha. Boluluyum yoksul bir ailenin k\u0131z\u0131 olarak zor \u015fartlarda okudum \u00f6\u011fretmen oldum. \u0130lk tayinim Malatya P\u00fct\u00fcrge\u2019ye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 sene da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde vazife yapt\u0131m. Beni hayat\u0131mda g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim ve g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim ilgi, ilgi ve \u015fefkatle ba\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131na bast\u0131lar. Okulun ufak bir tek odal\u0131 lojman\u0131na yerle\u015ftim ama bir g\u00fcn bile orada yatmad\u0131m. K\u00f6y\u00fcn ac\u0131ma mele\u011fi \u0130mmihan Teyze ve ihtiyar kocas\u0131 Dervi\u015f Amca \u201cBizde kalacaks\u0131n, seni katiyen yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmay\u0131z\u201d dediler. Evlatlar\u0131 oldum. Evin k\u0131z\u0131 oldum. Bildi\u011finiz bir evin k\u0131z\u0131 nas\u0131lsa aynen ben de \u00f6yleydim. Yedirdiler, i\u00e7irdiler, hastaland\u0131lar, a\u011flad\u0131lar, g\u00fcld\u00fcler\u2026 bunlar\u0131n hepsini birlikte ya\u015fad\u0131k. Onlar yar\u0131m T\u00fcrk\u00e7e ile bana ana baba oldular. Ben de yar\u0131m K\u00fcrt\u00e7e ile onlara s\u0131rda\u015f oldum yolda\u015f oldum..\n\n\u00dc\u00e7 senenin sonucunda tayinim memleketime Bolu\u2019ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z a\u011f\u0131tlarla, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla oldu. Bolu\u2019ya yuva kurdum evlendim. \u0130mmihan Anama \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131 g\u00f6nderdim. Davetiyeye \u00e7eyrek alt\u0131n\u0131 bantlam\u0131\u015f bana g\u00f6nderdi. Ailem \u015fok oldu. \u201cBu nas\u0131l vefa? Bizim buralarda pek g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz \u015fey\u201d dediler. \u00c7ok ama \u00e7ok duyguland\u0131m. Bir vakit sonra o\u011fluma hamile kald\u0131m. \u0130mmihan Ana\u2019ya telefon a\u00e7t\u0131m s\u00f6yledim. Havalara u\u00e7tu z\u0131lg\u0131t \u00e7ekti. \u201cTorunum olacak\u201d dedi. \u201cS\u00f6z ver torunumun 40\u2019\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar \u00e7\u0131kmaz P\u00fct\u00fcrge\u2019ye geleceksin, tamam m\u0131?\u201d dedi \u201cS\u00f6z\u201d dedim. Bir g\u00fcn arad\u0131m \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m yan\u0131mda, rahats\u0131z\u0131m sesim \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor. Ben k\u0131z\u0131ma s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim, o da sana mesaj atacak.\u201d dedi \u201cTamam\u201d dedim. Hamileli\u011fim boyunca yazd\u0131m \u201c\u00c7ok iyiyim. Biraz rahats\u0131z\u0131m ama m\u00fchim bir \u015feyim yok.\u201d S\u00fcrekli yazd\u0131m hep g\u00fczel cevaplar ald\u0131m. O\u011flum do\u011fdu. 20 g\u00fcnl\u00fck oldu. Ad\u0131n\u0131 Bolulu babam Ahmet ile P\u00fct\u00fcrgeli Dervi\u015f Babam\u0131n ad\u0131 olan Ahmet Dervi\u015f koydum\u2026 Bu kez g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcml\u00fc arayay\u0131m \u0130mmihan Ninesine torununu g\u00f6stereyim dedim. G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcde gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n. \u201c\u0130mmihan Ana\u201d dedim. \u201cKaybettik\u201d dedi. Y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m. \u201cNas\u0131l, ne vakit?\u201d dedim \u201c4 ay oldu\u201d dedi. \u201cBen aylard\u0131r kiminle yaz\u0131\u015ft\u0131m peki?\u201d dedim. K\u0131z\u0131, \u201cAnam Z\u00fcleyha hamile, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, peri\u015fan oldu\u011fumu sak\u0131n s\u00f6ylemeyin. \u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcr hamileli\u011fine \u00e7ocu\u011funa zarar gelir. Ben yaz\u0131yormu\u015f gibi yap\u0131n. \u00d6l\u00fcrsem de do\u011fum yapana kadar gizleyin. Bir g\u00fcn buraya gelirse\nBir g\u00fcn buraya gelirse mezar\u0131m\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131na elindeki tebe\u015f\u015firle ben geldim yazs\u0131n yeter.\u201d dedi. Ya Rabbim! Bu nas\u0131l bir metanet, bu nas\u0131l bir \u015fefkat, bu nas\u0131l bir azamet! P\u00fct\u00fcrge\u2019nin k\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015f Z\u00fcleyha \u00f6\u011fretmen bu Dar-ul R\u0131fat olan topraklar senin memleketin. Ac\u0131lar, zorluklar, gurbet yollar\u0131 beklemi\u015f analar\u0131n ayak izleriyle doludur P\u00fct\u00fcrge.. Bu insanlar y\u00fcrekte iz b\u0131rak\u0131r.. G\u00f6n\u00fclde s\u00f6z b\u0131rak\u0131r. Sonras\u0131nda k\u00f6z b\u0131rak\u0131r\u2026 \u0130\u015fte bu t\u00fcr bir hayat \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc dostlar.. Bir ay evvelce kaleme alay\u0131m dedim. \u201cZ\u00fcleyha \u00d6\u011fretmen evlad\u0131na s\u00fct sa\u011fl\u0131yor belki \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr zarar verir\u201d dedim. Bo\u015flu\u011fuma geldi telefonunu kaydetmedim, kayboldu. E\u011fer bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 okur irtibata ge\u00e7erse \u0130mmihan Ana\u2019n\u0131n mezar\u0131na ben de gidece\u011fim\u2026 Ana karn\u0131nda bir bebe\u011fe zarar gelmesin diye, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc bile gizleyip ba\u011fr\u0131na basan -K\u00fcrt,T\u00fcrk farketmez- topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn analar\u0131n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcyorum. \u00d6m\u00fcr boyu yollar\u0131n\u0131z \u0130mmihan Analarla Dervi\u015f Amcalarla kesi\u015fsin!\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":964,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-963","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/963","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=963"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/963\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":966,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/963\/revisions\/966"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/964"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=963"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=963"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=963"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}