{"id":7273,"date":"2026-05-26T20:40:52","date_gmt":"2026-05-26T20:40:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=7273"},"modified":"2026-05-26T20:40:52","modified_gmt":"2026-05-26T20:40:52","slug":"gece-yarisi-milyoner-baba-mutfakta-kizini-yerde-uyuyakalmis-halde-buldu-ardindan-kucuk-kizin-sesi-haykirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/gece-yarisi-milyoner-baba-mutfakta-kizini-yerde-uyuyakalmis-halde-buldu-ardindan-kucuk-kizin-sesi-haykirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"Gece yar\u0131s\u0131, milyoner baba mutfakta k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yerde uyuyakalm\u0131\u015f halde buldu, ard\u0131ndan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n sesi hayk\u0131rd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-7273 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/gece-yarisi-milyoner-baba-mutfakta-kizini-yerde-uyuyakalmis-halde-buldu-ardindan-kucuk-kizin-sesi-haykirdi\/c-49\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-7274\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-7274'>\n\t\t\t\tSaat 03:20\u2019ydi. \u0130stanbul Bo\u011faz\u0131\u2019na bakan dev yal\u0131da, milyonlarca dolarl\u0131k mutfa\u011f\u0131n parlak \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 alt\u0131nda 6 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Defne Demir, so\u011fuk fayanslar\u0131n \u00fczerinde k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yat\u0131yordu. Yan\u0131ndaki k\u0131r\u0131k plastik tabakta kurumu\u015f pilav ve yar\u0131s\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015f ekmek vard\u0131; bu evin i\u00e7indeki g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez yoksullu\u011fun nerede sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131ldayan sessiz bir kan\u0131t gibi.\n\nArda Demir kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ok sessiz a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir elinde pahal\u0131 deri bir valiz, di\u011fer elinde uzun i\u015f seyahatlerinin yorgunlu\u011fu vard\u0131. Dubai ve Singapur\u2019daki yat\u0131r\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerinden d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u015eof\u00f6r\u00fc onu do\u011frudan Sar\u0131yer\u2019deki o dev yal\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; d\u0131\u015far\u0131da mermer bir havuzdan su ak\u0131yor, i\u00e7eride ise her odada otomatik koku sistemleri \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\nAma o gece mutfakta koku yoktu. Bayat yemeklerin, kapal\u0131 havan\u0131n ve bast\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir korkunun kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 vard\u0131 sadece.\n\nArda\u2019n\u0131n ad\u0131mlar\u0131 oldu\u011fu yerde dondu.\n\nPaslanmaz \u00e7elik buzdolab\u0131 ile geni\u015f beyaz tezg\u00e2h\u0131n aras\u0131nda, eski bir karton kutunun \u00fczerinde Defne uyuyordu. Pembe pijamas\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, kollar\u0131 bileklerinden yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Pantolon pa\u00e7alar\u0131 inciklerine kadar \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti. \u00c7\u0131plak ayaklar\u0131 so\u011fuktan bembeyazd\u0131. Dizlerini karn\u0131na \u00e7ekmi\u015fti; sanki d\u00fcnyadan korunman\u0131n son yolunu arar gibi.\n\nArda\u2019n\u0131n valizi elinden kay\u0131p yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nSes b\u00fct\u00fcn mutfa\u011fa yay\u0131ld\u0131 ama Defne uyanmad\u0131.\n\nAdam dizlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Titreyen eliyle k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131na dokundu. Buz gibiydi.\n\nDefne\u2019nin g\u00f6zleri bir anda a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Ama i\u00e7inde bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun babas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce duymas\u0131 gereken sevin\u00e7 yoktu. Korku vard\u0131. \u00d6\u011fretilmi\u015f, evin i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir korku.\n\n\u201cBaba?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131, sanki ses \u00e7\u0131karmak bile su\u00e7tu.\n\nArda\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde bir \u015fey k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nK\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131. Hafifti\u2026 fazlas\u0131yla hafif. Sanki bedenden \u00f6nce g\u00fcveni eksilmi\u015fti. \u0130ncecik kemikleri k\u0131yafetin alt\u0131ndan hissediliyordu.\n\nSadece 14 g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne uzaktayd\u0131. Ama bu 14 g\u00fcnde k\u0131z\u0131 kendi evinde yere indirilen bir g\u00f6lgeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cDefne, neden burada uyuyorsun?\u201d diye \u00e7ok yava\u015f sordu.\n\nK\u0131z babas\u0131n\u0131n yakas\u0131n\u0131 tuttu.\n\n\u201cBana\u2026 iyi k\u0131zlar yata\u011f\u0131nda uyur dediler. A\u011flayanlar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da.\u201d\n\nArda\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri ta\u015f kesildi.\n\n\u201cKim dedi?\u201d\n\nDefne cevap vermedi. Sadece yukar\u0131ya, odalar\u0131n oldu\u011fu kata bakt\u0131. Orada, \u00fcst katta Elif Demir\u2019in odas\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nElif, Arda\u2019n\u0131n ikinci e\u015fiydi.\n\n\u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce Defne\u2019nin annesi Narin\u2019in ani \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra Arda, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bir \u201canne \u015fefkatine\u201d ihtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funa inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7evresi, akrabalar, herkes bunu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Elif zarifti, e\u011fitimliydi, iyi bir aileden geliyordu ve herkesin yan\u0131nda Defne\u2019nin sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fay\u0131p \u201cbenim k\u0131z\u0131m\u201d diyordu.\n\nArda buna inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc inanmak daha kolayd\u0131.\n\nDefne\u2019yi yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Oda bir \u00e7ocuk i\u00e7in masal gibiydi. Duvarlarda bulut desenleri, beyaz yatak, d\u00fczg\u00fcn dizilmi\u015f oyuncaklar\u2026 her \u015fey kusursuzdu.\n\nAma \u00e7ocuklu\u011fun kokusu yoktu.\n\nYatak hi\u00e7 bozulmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Oyuncaklar\u0131n \u00fczerinde ince bir toz vard\u0131.\n\nArda Defne\u2019yi orada b\u0131rakmad\u0131. Kendi odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, battaniyeye sard\u0131, su i\u00e7irdi. Defne barda\u011f\u0131 iki eliyle tuttu; sanki elinden al\u0131nacakm\u0131\u015f gibi.\n\n\u201cBug\u00fcn ne yedin?\u201d diye sordu.\n\nDefne g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u015eefiye teyze biraz verdi\u2026 han\u0131m ibadetteyken.\u201d\n\n\u201cBa\u015fka?\u201d\n\nK\u0131z sustu.\n\nO sessizlikte Arda her \u015feyi anlad\u0131.\n\nDefne uyuyana kadar ba\u015f\u0131nda bekledi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck en ufak seste bile bedeni irkiliyordu.\n\nSonra Arda kalkt\u0131.\n\nA\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inmedi. G\u00fcvenlik odas\u0131na gitti. Son 30 g\u00fcne ait kamera kay\u0131tlar\u0131 oradayd\u0131.\n\nEkranda tarih ilerledi.\n\nMutfak g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n\nElif g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n\nVe Arda\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u015feyle birlikte elindeki mouse bir anda yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/gece-yarisi-milyoner-baba-mutfakta-kizini-yerde-uyuyakalmis-halde-buldu-ardindan-kucuk-kizin-sesi-haykirdi\/c-50\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-7275\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-1-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/c-1.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-7275'>\n\t\t\t\tKay\u0131tlarda Elif\u2019in, Defne\u2019nin elindeki s\u0131cak pideyi al\u0131p taba\u011f\u0131 mutfak lavabosuna ters \u00e7evirdi\u011fi g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Defne a\u011flamad\u0131; sadece duvara yaslan\u0131p k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fc. Bir ba\u015fka klipte Elif, \u00e7ocu\u011fun odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan kilitliyordu. Ba\u015fka bir gecede Defne, su istemek i\u00e7in merdivenlerde otururken, Elif telefonla konu\u015fup g\u00fclerek \u201c\u015e\u0131mar\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 babana g\u00f6sterirsin\u201d diyordu.\n\nSabah Arda, Defne\u2019yi \u00e7ocuk hastanesine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Doktor muayeneden sonra \u00e7ok sakin ama a\u011f\u0131r bir sesle konu\u015ftu:\n\n\u201cBeyefendi, bu \u00e7ocuk sadece zay\u0131f de\u011fil. Uzun s\u00fcredir yetersiz beslenme, korku ve ihmal alt\u0131nda. Bilek ve ayak bileklerinde eski bask\u0131 izleri de var.\u201d\n\nArda\u2019ya hastane duvarlar\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi geldi.\n\nDefne onun parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutuyordu. F\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\n\u201cBaba\u2026 iyi bir k\u0131z olursam, yine odada uyuyabilir miyim?\u201d\n\nBu tek c\u00fcmle Arda\u2019n\u0131n i\u00e7ini yakt\u0131.\n\nO ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcklerinde Elif g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek konu\u015ftu:\n\n\u201cYorgunsun, b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyorsun bu meseleyi.\u201d\n\nArda telefonunu masaya koydu.\n\nEkranda kay\u0131tlar oynuyordu.\n\nElif\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc ilk kez bembeyaz oldu.\n\nPART 3\nO gece \u0130stanbul\u2019daki yal\u0131da hava tamamen de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\nDaha \u00f6nce Elif\u2019in pahal\u0131 ipek \u015fallar i\u00e7inde oturup \u201ctoplumsal stat\u00fc\u201d ve \u201cyard\u0131m projeleri\u201dnden bahsetti\u011fi salon, art\u0131k bir mahkeme odas\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 Narin\u2019in foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde Arda Demir ayakta duruyordu. Defne yukar\u0131da, \u015eefiye teyze ile birlikte odas\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u0130lk kez odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7eriden kilitli de\u011fildi; d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan da kapat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nElif \u00f6nce g\u00fclmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBir \u00e7ocu\u011fun s\u00f6zlerine ve yar\u0131m yamalak kay\u0131tlara m\u0131 inanacaks\u0131n?\u201d\n\nArda ona bakt\u0131. O bak\u0131\u015fta ba\u011f\u0131ran bir \u00f6fke yoktu, acele bir a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lanma da yoktu. So\u011fuk, net ve kesin bir bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00c7ocu\u011fun s\u00f6zlerine de\u011fil,\u201d dedi, \u201ckemiklerine inan\u0131yorum. Korkusuna inan\u0131yorum. Ve i\u00e7inde yemek olmayan o taba\u011fa inan\u0131yorum; senin ger\u00e7e\u011fine.\u201d\n\nElif\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.\n\n\u201cBen bu evi ayakta tuttum,\u201d dedi. \u201cSenin i\u015flerini, davetlerini, itibar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 hepsini ben y\u00f6nettim. O \u00e7ocuk ise hep a\u011fl\u0131yordu. S\u00fcrekli annesini hat\u0131rl\u0131yordu. Beni hi\u00e7 anne gibi g\u00f6rmedi.\u201d\n\n\u201cNas\u0131l g\u00f6rs\u00fcn?\u201d dedi Arda, sesi a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131. \u201cAnne olmak, insanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemek ve g\u00fczel k\u0131yafetler giymek de\u011fildir. Anne olmak, \u00e7ocu\u011fun a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcp kendi yeme\u011fini unutabilmektir; onun lokmas\u0131n\u0131 elinden almak de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nElif bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nO s\u0131rada \u015eefiye teyze yava\u015f\u00e7a kap\u0131da belirdi. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 58 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131; sa\u00e7lar\u0131 beyaz, ince bir \u00f6rg\u00fcyle toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinde aylard\u0131r biriken bir korku vard\u0131. Narin zaman\u0131ndan beri, 12 y\u0131ld\u0131r bu evde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Defne\u2019ye s\u00fct i\u00e7iren, okul kurdelesini ba\u011flayan oydu.\n\n\u201cSahibim\u2026\u201d dedi sesi titreyerek.\n\nArda oturmas\u0131n\u0131 i\u015faret etti ama ayakta kald\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00d6nceden konu\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131m\u2026 \u00e7ok \u00f6nceden. Ama han\u0131m beni h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla su\u00e7lay\u0131p i\u00e7eri att\u0131rmakla tehdit etti. O\u011flumun i\u015fi bile onlar\u0131n ba\u011flant\u0131s\u0131yla oldu. Korktum.\u201d\n\nElif ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:\n\n\u201cSus!\u201d\n\nArda ilk kez sesini y\u00fckseltti:\n\n\u201cElif!\u201d\n\nEv bir anda sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc.\n\n\u015eefiye teyze a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cK\u0131z\u0131 geceleri a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyordu. \u2018Baban\u0131n yan\u0131nda hasta g\u00f6r\u00fcnme\u2019 diyordu. Siz arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda banyoya kilitliyordu. Yemekleri \u00e7o\u011fu zaman art\u0131klardan veriyordu. \u00c7ocuk Narin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131na bak\u0131p a\u011flay\u0131nca, \u2018Annen geri gelmeyecek\u2019 diyordu\u2026\u201d\n\nArda yumruklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131. Ama y\u0131k\u0131lmad\u0131. Y\u0131k\u0131lma hakk\u0131 yoktu. Defne\u2019ye k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir baba de\u011fil, ayakta duran bir baba laz\u0131md\u0131.\n\nElif art\u0131k a\u011fl\u0131yordu ama g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131nda pi\u015fmanl\u0131ktan \u00e7ok yakalanm\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n korkusu vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen hata yapt\u0131m,\u201d dedi. \u201cBask\u0131 alt\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Herkes bana sadece \u00fcvey anne dedi. Bu evde Narin\u2019in g\u00f6lgesi her yerdeydi.\u201d\n\nArda yava\u015f\u00e7a Narin\u2019in foto\u011fraf\u0131na bakt\u0131. Y\u0131llard\u0131r su\u00e7lulu\u011funun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o sakin g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme oradayd\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu g\u00f6lge de\u011fil,\u201d dedi, \u201conun k\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131. Ve sen ondan intikam ald\u0131n.\u201d\n\nErtesi sabah g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fdu\u011funda, yal\u0131lar\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ilk kez sadece l\u00fcks arabalar de\u011fil, polis ara\u00e7lar\u0131 da vard\u0131. Arda gece boyunca avukat\u0131na, \u00e7ocuk koruma birimlerine ve doktor raporlar\u0131na haber vermi\u015fti. Kamera kay\u0131tlar\u0131 g\u00fcvence alt\u0131na al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir g\u00f6steri yapmad\u0131 ama hi\u00e7bir kap\u0131y\u0131 da a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rakmad\u0131.\n\nElif hakk\u0131nda soru\u015fturma ba\u015flat\u0131ld\u0131. Evden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rma karar\u0131 verildi. Defne\u2019nin velayeti tamamen Arda\u2019ya ge\u00e7ti. Aile bask\u0131 yapt\u0131, \u201cb\u00fcy\u00fctme\u201d dedi, \u201citibar\u201d dedi, \u201cevin i\u00e7inde kals\u0131n\u201d dedi. Ama Arda ilk kez kimseyi dinlemedi.\n\nArt\u0131k anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131: Bazen toplum, bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok evin itibar\u0131n\u0131 korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Ve bu, en b\u00fcy\u00fck su\u00e7tu.\n\nDefne\u2019ye hastanede beslenme ve psikolojik destek plan\u0131 ba\u015flat\u0131ld\u0131. Psikolog ona her g\u00fcn ayn\u0131 soruyu sordu. \u0130lk g\u00fcnlerde Defne hep babas\u0131na bak\u0131yordu, sanki izin istiyormu\u015f gibi.\n\n\u201cEn \u00e7ok neyden korkuyorsun?\u201d\n\nDefne cevap verdi:\n\n\u201cKap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan kilitlenmesinden.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn Arda eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve yal\u0131daki t\u00fcm kap\u0131lar\u0131n d\u0131\u015f kilitlerini s\u00f6kt\u00fcrd\u00fc.\n\nUstaya sordular:\n\n\u201cTamam\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d\n\n\u201cTamam\u0131n\u0131,\u201d dedi Arda. \u201cBu evde art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u00e7ocuk kilitli kalmayacak.\u201d\n\nDefne\u2019nin odas\u0131 da de\u011fi\u015ftirildi. Ama pahal\u0131 oyuncaklarla de\u011fil. Arda bu kez ona sordu:\n\n\u201cNas\u0131l bir oda istiyorsun?\u201d\n\nDefne uzun s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cGece biraz \u0131\u015f\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k kals\u0131n,\u201d dedi. \u201cAnnemin foto\u011fraf\u0131 olsun. \u015eefiye teyze de masal anlats\u0131n.\u201d\n\nHepsi buydu.\n\nSahte s\u00fcsler kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Pembe perdeler kald\u0131 ama Narin\u2019in eski mavi \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc yata\u011fa serildi. Duvara Defne\u2019nin \u00e7izimleri as\u0131ld\u0131. Bir k\u00f6\u015feye k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ah\u015fap masa kondu. Renkler, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlar ve \u00e7izilmi\u015f e\u011fri g\u00fcne\u015fler\u2026 Kap\u0131ya ise i\u00e7eriden a\u00e7\u0131lan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir zil tak\u0131ld\u0131; gece korkarsa babas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rabilsin diye.\n\n\u0130lk gece Defne uyumad\u0131. Tavana bakt\u0131.\n\nArda sandalyesinde oturdu; laptop kapal\u0131, telefon sessizdeydi.\n\n\u201cBaba,\u201d dedi f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla, \u201cgece a\u011flarsam k\u0131zar m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d\n\n\u201cAc\u0131k\u0131rsam?\u201d\n\n\u201cMutfakta birlikte gideriz.\u201d\n\n\u201cAnnem akl\u0131ma gelirse?\u201d\n\nArda\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\n\u201cBiz de birlikte hat\u0131rlar\u0131z.\u201d\n\nDefne ilk kez g\u00f6zlerini biraz daha sakin kapatt\u0131.\n\nAma iyile\u015fme d\u00fcz bir yol de\u011fildi.\n\nBazen Defne yeme\u011fini taba\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine sakl\u0131yordu. Bazen ekmek k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda bulunuyordu. Bazen s\u00fct\u00fc h\u0131zl\u0131ca i\u00e7ip sonra endi\u015feyle soruyordu:\n\n\u201cBir daha var m\u0131?\u201d\n\nArda her seferinde ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu:\n\n\u201cBuras\u0131 ev, Defne. Burada yemek bitmez. Sevgi de bitmez.\u201d\n\nBir g\u00fcn \u015eefiye teyze mutfakta helva yapt\u0131. Defne ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 eline ald\u0131 ama birden a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe oldu k\u0131z\u0131m?\u201d diye panikledi \u015eefiye teyze.\n\n\u201cHan\u0131m\u2026 \u2018tatl\u0131y\u0131 sadece kilolu k\u0131zlar yer\u2019 derdi,\u201d dedi Defne.\n\n\u015eefiye teyze kendini zor tuttu. Ka\u015f\u0131ktan biraz helva ald\u0131, \u00f6nce kendi yedi, sonra dedi ki:\n\n\u201cTatl\u0131y\u0131 mutlu \u00e7ocuklar yer.\u201d\n\nDefne yava\u015f\u00e7a bir ka\u015f\u0131k ald\u0131. Sonra bir ka\u015f\u0131k daha. Sonra a\u011flarken g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\nArda kap\u0131dan izliyordu. \u0130lk kez anlad\u0131 ki, \u015fiddet sadece vurmakla de\u011fil, s\u00f6zlerle de insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine yerle\u015fiyordu. Ve iyile\u015fme ila\u00e7la de\u011fil, her g\u00fcn yeniden kurulan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00fcvenlerle oluyordu.\n\n\u015eirket d\u00fczenini de\u011fi\u015ftirdi. Y\u00f6netim toplant\u0131lar\u0131 art\u0131k \u00e7o\u011funlukla \u00e7evrim i\u00e7i yap\u0131l\u0131yordu. Yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131 seyahatleri azald\u0131. Baz\u0131lar\u0131, \u201cDemir Grubu yava\u015flar,\u201d dedi. Arda sakin bir \u015fekilde cevap verdi:\n\n\u201c\u00c7ocu\u011fu korku i\u00e7inde ya\u015fayan bir adam\u0131n zaten kaybedecek bir imparatorlu\u011fu vard\u0131r.\u201d\n\nAylar sonra mahkemenin son duru\u015fmas\u0131 yap\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nElif beyaz bir tak\u0131m elbiseyle geldi. Yorgundu. Avukatlar\u0131 onun psikolojik bask\u0131 alt\u0131nda oldu\u011funu, ikinci bir \u015fans verilmesi gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Mahkeme; doktor raporlar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcvenlik kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131, \u015eefiye teyzenin ifadesini ve \u00e7ocuk psikolo\u011funun de\u011ferlendirmelerini dinledi. Defne duru\u015fmaya \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lmad\u0131; Arda bunu \u00f6zellikle istedi, \u00e7ocu\u011fun yeniden o korkuya d\u00f6nmemesi i\u00e7in.\n\nH\u00e2kim a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6yledi: bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun g\u00fcvenli\u011fi hi\u00e7bir evlilik ba\u011f\u0131ndan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck de\u011fildir. Elif\u2019e Defne\u2019ye yakla\u015fmama karar\u0131 verildi. \u00c7ocuk ihmali ve psikolojik \u015fiddet davas\u0131 devam etti. Bo\u015fanma s\u00fcreci ba\u015flad\u0131. Elif\u2019in sosyal \u00e7evresindeki parlak g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. \u00d6nceden onunla foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirenler art\u0131k sessizdi.\n\nAma Arda bu sessizlikten tatmin olmad\u0131.\n\nOnun ger\u00e7ekten nefes ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 an, Defne\u2019nin okuldan d\u00f6n\u00fcp ilk kez ko\u015farak ona sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 and\u0131.\n\n\u00d6nceden yava\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc; evde ses \u00e7\u0131karmak sanki yanl\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibi. O g\u00fcn ayak sesleri mermer zeminde h\u0131zla yank\u0131land\u0131. Okul \u00e7antas\u0131 bir yana sallan\u0131yordu. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBaba!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nO ses t\u00fcm evi doldurdu.\n\nArda onu kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131. Bir zamanlar k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t gibi hafif olan \u00e7ocuk, art\u0131k biraz daha doluydu. Yana\u011f\u0131 dolgunla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinde korkunun yerine \u0131\u015f\u0131k vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBug\u00fcn ne yapt\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6\u011fretmene \u015fiir okudum. Y\u00fcksek sesle.\u201d\n\nArda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\n\u201c\u00c7ok iyi yapm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.\u201d\n\nDefne gururla ekledi:\n\n\u201c\u00d6\u011fretmen sesimin g\u00fczel oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi.\u201d\n\nArda i\u00e7inden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: bu ses bir zamanlar susturulmu\u015ftu.\n\nYal\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f ev olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. F\u0131skiyeler h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu ama art\u0131k bah\u00e7ede Defne\u2019nin bisikleti de vard\u0131. Mutfak h\u00e2l\u00e2 parlakt\u0131 ama art\u0131k un izleri, s\u00fct damlalar\u0131 ve \u00e7ikolata lekeleri de g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Narin\u2019in foto\u011fraf\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 duvardayd\u0131 ama art\u0131k \u00f6n\u00fcnde bir mum yan\u0131yordu.\n\nHer pazar Arda ve Defne birlikte kahvalt\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. Bazen pankek yerine patatesli b\u00f6rek, bazen yumurtal\u0131 ekmek, bazen irmik helvas\u0131. Defne hamurla oynarken kendini de kirletiyordu. \u015eefiye teyze g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Arda sahte bir ciddiyet yap\u0131yordu. Sonra hep birlikte g\u00fcl\u00fcyorlard\u0131.\n\nBir pazar ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yordu.\n\nMutfak cam\u0131nda bu\u011fu vard\u0131. Ayn\u0131 mutfak, ayn\u0131 tezg\u00e2h, ayn\u0131 parlak y\u00fczey\u2026 Ama k\u00f6\u015fede art\u0131k karton kutu yoktu. Onun yerine Defne\u2019nin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sar\u0131 masas\u0131 vard\u0131; \u00fczerinde renkli kalemler da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nDefne taburenin \u00fcst\u00fcnde kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma yap\u0131yordu. Yanaklar\u0131nda un vard\u0131. Arda silmek istedi ama Defne kahkaha atarak ka\u00e7t\u0131.\n\nSonra birden durdu.\n\n\u201cBaba?\u201d\n\n\u201cEfendim?\u201d\n\n\u201cYine \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcre gidecek misin?\u201d\n\nArda ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\nBu soru h\u00e2l\u00e2 i\u00e7ini ac\u0131t\u0131yordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek \u015fuydu: gitmi\u015fti. Sadece bedenen de\u011fil, dikkat olarak da. Telefon ekran\u0131ndaki \u201ciyiyim\u201d mesajlar\u0131na inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u015f daha acildi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocuk sessizdi.\n\nO, Defne\u2019nin sessizli\u011fini yorgunluk sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nDizlerinin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\n\n\u201c\u00c7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m,\u201d dedi, \u201cama senden uzak de\u011fil. \u015eirketi y\u00f6netebilirim ama \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu u\u00e7akla b\u00fcy\u00fctemem.\u201d\n\nDefne g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cGer\u00e7ek mi?\u201d\n\n\u201cGer\u00e7ek.\u201d\n\n\u201cS\u00f6z m\u00fc?\u201d\n\nArda elini uzatt\u0131. Defne k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 onun parma\u011f\u0131na dolad\u0131.\n\n\u201cS\u00f6z.\u201d\n\nBir an sonra Defne sordu:\n\n\u201cBaba, ben ger\u00e7ekten mutfakta uyumu\u015f muydum?\u201d\n\nArda\u2019n\u0131n i\u00e7i s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar ac\u0131y\u0131 unutmaz; sadece ona ba\u015fka bir isim verirlerdi.\n\nYalan s\u00f6ylemedi.\n\n\u201cEvet,\u201d dedi, \u201cama bu senin su\u00e7un de\u011fildi.\u201d\n\nDefne\u2019nin g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\n\u201cBen k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u00e7ocuk de\u011fil miydim?\u201d\n\nArda onu sar\u0131ld\u0131.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r. K\u00f6t\u00fc olan \u00e7ocuklar de\u011fil, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 korkutup susturanlard\u0131r. Sen \u00e7ok cesurdun.\u201d\n\nDefne onun omzuna yasland\u0131. Ya\u011fmur sesi artt\u0131. Mutfakta s\u0131cak bir koku yay\u0131ld\u0131. \u015eefiye teyze oca\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131st\u0131.\n\nO g\u00fcn Defne kahvalt\u0131da iki g\u00f6zleme yedi, sonra yar\u0131m daha istedi. Arda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey demeden verdi. Her lokmay\u0131 izliyordu; sanki kaybolmu\u015f zaman geri geliyordu.\n\n\u00d6\u011fleden sonra Defne bir resim yapt\u0131.\n\nB\u00fcy\u00fck bir ev \u00e7izmi\u015fti. Bir odada sar\u0131 bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k yan\u0131yordu. Pencerenin yan\u0131nda bir adam ve bir \u00e7ocuk duruyordu. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir y\u0131ld\u0131z vard\u0131; alt\u0131nda e\u011fri harflerle \u201cNarin\u201d yaz\u0131yordu.\n\nArda sordu:\n\n\u201cBu kim?\u201d\n\nDefne dedi ki:\n\n\u201cBu benim. Bu sizsiniz. Yukar\u0131da da annem bak\u0131yor. Art\u0131k yerde uyumuyorum.\u201d\n\nArda resmi \u00e7er\u00e7eveletip mutfa\u011f\u0131n duvar\u0131na ast\u0131.\n\nSonra insanlar Demir yal\u0131s\u0131 hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fmaya devam etti.\n\n\u201cAdam kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 evden att\u0131,\u201d dediler.\n\n\u201cB\u00fcy\u00fck aile da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,\u201d dediler.\n\n\u201cZengin evlerde bile karanl\u0131k var,\u201d dediler.\n\nAma ger\u00e7ek daha basitti.\n\nGer\u00e7ek, bir baban\u0131n \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 de olsa k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6rmesiydi.\n\n\u00d6\u011frenmi\u015fti ki g\u00fcvenlik b\u00fcy\u00fck kap\u0131larda de\u011fil, kap\u0131lar\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131k kalmas\u0131nda olur. Sevgi pahal\u0131 e\u015fyalarla de\u011fil, gece yan\u0131nda oturabilmekle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr. Ve bir anne yerini kimse dolduramaz; ama bir baba uyan\u0131rsa, bir \u00e7ocuk yeniden ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenir.\n\nBir y\u0131l sonra Defne\u2019nin 7. do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi.\n\nBu kez parti l\u00fcks bir otelde de\u011fil, yal\u0131 bah\u00e7esinde yap\u0131ld\u0131. Balonlar vard\u0131, kom\u015fu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 gelmi\u015fti, \u015eefiye teyze g\u00fcl tatl\u0131s\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arda pastay\u0131 kesmeden \u00f6nce sordu:\n\n\u201cBir dilek tut.\u201d\n\nDefne g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.\n\nMumlar\u0131 \u00fcfledi ve dedi ki:\n\n\u201cHi\u00e7bir \u00e7ocuk, kendini sevilmeye lay\u0131k hissetmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in a\u00e7 uyumas\u0131n.\u201d\n\nBah\u00e7e bir an sessiz kald\u0131.\n\nArda k\u0131z\u0131na bakt\u0131.\n\nO h\u00e2l\u00e2 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc. H\u00e2l\u00e2 bazen korkuyordu. H\u00e2l\u00e2 geceleri uyan\u0131yordu. Ama sesi geri gelmi\u015fti. A\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 geri gelmi\u015fti. G\u00fcveni yava\u015f yava\u015f d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu.\n\nVe belki de en ger\u00e7ek adalet buydu.\n\nElif hakk\u0131nda mahkeme karar verdi, toplum konu\u015ftu, aileler da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Ama Defne i\u00e7in en \u00f6nemli \u015fey kimsenin kaybetmesi de\u011fildi; g\u00fcvende olmas\u0131yd\u0131. Onun i\u00e7in zafer, Elif\u2019in yenilmesi de\u011fil; geceleri uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kapal\u0131 bir kap\u0131 de\u011fil, a\u00e7\u0131k bir baba g\u00f6rmesiydi.\n\nO gece do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcnden sonra Defne uykuya dald\u0131. Arda odan\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda de\u011fil, i\u00e7inde bir sandalyede oturuyordu. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7eri vuruyordu. Narin\u2019in mavi \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc Defne\u2019nin \u00fcst\u00fcndeydi.\n\nDefne uykusunda m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131:\n\n\u201cBaba\u2026 \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kapatma.\u201d\n\nArda f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\n\u201cKapatmayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d\n\nUzun s\u00fcre orada kald\u0131.\n\nHayat\u0131nda g\u00f6kdelenler in\u015fa etmi\u015fti, anla\u015fmalar yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, servet kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. 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