{"id":7269,"date":"2026-05-26T20:38:09","date_gmt":"2026-05-26T20:38:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=7269"},"modified":"2026-05-26T20:38:09","modified_gmt":"2026-05-26T20:38:09","slug":"esinin-cenazesinden-donen-yasli-dul-kadin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esinin-cenazesinden-donen-yasli-dul-kadin\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015finin cenazesinden d\u00f6nen ya\u015fl\u0131 dul kad\u0131n."},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-7269 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esinin-cenazesinden-donen-yasli-dul-kadin\/yu-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-7270\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-7270'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cBug\u00fcnden itibaren sen art\u0131k Bruno\u2019nun odas\u0131nda uyuyacaks\u0131n, anne. Bu evin han\u0131m\u0131ym\u0131\u015f gibi davranma oyunu da burada bitiyor.\u201d\n\nMehmet Demir\u2019in cenazesinden kalan toprak h\u00e2l\u00e2 Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n siyah \u015fal\u0131n\u0131n ucuna sinmi\u015f gibiydi. Karacaahmet Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019ndan d\u00f6neli hen\u00fcz bir saat bile olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130stanbul\u2019daki Bo\u011faz\u2019a bakan b\u00fcy\u00fck konakta salonun ortas\u0131nda Mehmet\u2019in dev foto\u011fraf\u0131 siyah \u00e7er\u00e7eveyle \u00e7evriliydi; \u00f6n\u00fcnde mumlar yan\u0131yor, Kur\u2019an tilaveti sesi evin i\u00e7ine a\u011f\u0131r bir yas sessizli\u011fi yay\u0131yordu. Tam o foto\u011fraf\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda gelini Elif, bu s\u00f6zleri sanki bir hizmet\u00e7iye emir verir gibi s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m 68 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Siyah sade bir elbise, \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f g\u00f6zler, titreyen eller\u2026 Sabah h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir e\u015fti. Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda ise kendi evinde \u201cy\u00fck\u201d ilan edilmi\u015fti.\n\nO\u011flu Emre hemen oradayd\u0131. \u00c7ocukken ate\u015fler i\u00e7inde kuca\u011f\u0131nda sabahlad\u0131\u011f\u0131, okul masraf\u0131 i\u00e7in babas\u0131n\u0131n eski montunu bile satt\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u015fini kurarken annesinin bileziklerini bozdurdu\u011fu Emre\u2026 Ama o an ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fmi\u015fti. Ne Elif\u2019i durdurmu\u015ftu, ne de annesinin elini tutmu\u015ftu.\n\nMerdivenlerde iki \u00e7ocuk duruyordu. 11 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Zeynep sessizce a\u011fl\u0131yordu. 7 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Kerem ise oyuncak arabas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; sanki o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oyunca\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak vard\u0131.\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m yava\u015f\u00e7a sordu: \u201cElif\u2026 ne diyorsun sen?\u201d\n\nElif g\u00fcld\u00fc. O kahkaha keskin bir b\u0131\u00e7ak gibiydi. \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum. Amca gitti. Bu yal\u0131 art\u0131k Emre\u2019nin. Senin ne gelir getiren bir g\u00fcc\u00fcn var, ne dayanaca\u011f\u0131n biri. Seni soka\u011fa atmad\u0131k ya, buna \u015f\u00fckretmelisin. Ama art\u0131k \u00fcst kattaki oda misafirlere laz\u0131m. Toplum i\u00e7inde de y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz olmal\u0131.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m bir an g\u00f6zlerini Mehmet\u2019in foto\u011fraf\u0131na \u00e7evirdi. Bu Bo\u011faz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki k\u00f6\u015fk, 35 y\u0131l boyunca Mehmet\u2019le birlikte kurulmu\u015ftu. Her ta\u015f\u0131nda emekleri vard\u0131. Bah\u00e7edeki zeytin a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 Mehmet, \u201cbir g\u00fcn torunlar g\u00f6lgesinde oynar\u201d diye dikmi\u015fti.\n\nElif parma\u011f\u0131yla arka taraftaki servis b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015faret etti. \u201cBruno art\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki kul\u00fcbede kalacak. Eski odas\u0131 temizlendi ama kokusu kalm\u0131\u015f. Senin ya\u015f\u0131nda insan\u0131n \u00e7ok da konfor aramamas\u0131 laz\u0131m.\u201d\n\nZeynep a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ko\u015ftu. \u201cAnne, anneanneye b\u00f6yle konu\u015fma.\u201d\n\nElif\u2019in bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fu oldu\u011fu yere \u00e7iviledi. \u201cOdan\u0131za \u00e7\u0131k\u0131n.\u201d\n\nEmre k\u0131s\u0131k sesle konu\u015ftu: \u201cAnne, biraz zaman ver. Evde \u00e7ok gerginlik var.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m o\u011fluna bakt\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendi evlad\u0131 de\u011fil, omurgas\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir yabanc\u0131 vard\u0131 sanki. G\u00f6zlerinde su\u00e7luluk vard\u0131 ama irade yoktu.\n\nO an Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi. Bu k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn asl\u0131nda Emre\u2019nin \u00fczerine olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da s\u00f6ylemedi. Mehmet\u2019in ger\u00e7ek vasiyetinin g\u00fcvenli bir kasada sakl\u0131 oldu\u011funu da\u2026 \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7 astar\u0131na dikilmi\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anahtara dokunmad\u0131. Banka hesaplar\u0131, hisseler, \u0130stanbul, \u0130zmir ve Antalya\u2019daki m\u00fclkler, Bodrum\u2019daki sahil villas\u0131n\u0131n belgeleri\u2026 Hi\u00e7birini a\u00e7mad\u0131.\n\nYakla\u015f\u0131k 140 milyon liral\u0131k bir servetin ger\u00e7ek sahibi, o gece k\u00f6pek kul\u00fcbesine benzeyen nemli ve so\u011fuk bir odaya g\u00f6nderildi.\n\nOda rutubet kokuyordu. Zeminde a\u011f\u0131r bir temizlik maddesi kokusu vard\u0131. K\u00f6\u015fede eski mama kaplar\u0131 duruyordu. Duvarlarda t\u0131rnak izleri\u2026 Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 yere koydu, ince \u015filteye oturdu ve Mehmet\u2019siz ilk kez a\u011flad\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan yemek masas\u0131ndaki \u00e7atal-ka\u015f\u0131k sesleri geliyordu. Kimse onu yeme\u011fe \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nGece ilerledik\u00e7e a\u011flama sustu. G\u00f6zlerindeki ya\u015f\u0131n yerini sert, so\u011fuk bir fark edi\u015f ald\u0131. Elif\u2019in onu sadece uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmak istemedi\u011fini anlad\u0131; onu silmek istiyordu. Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n, \u00f6zellikle de ya\u015fl\u0131 ve dul bir kad\u0131n\u0131n hi\u00e7bir de\u011feri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ona inand\u0131rmak\u2026\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m karanl\u0131kta Mehmet\u2019in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rd\u0131 ve kendi kendine f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\n\u201cArt\u0131k konu\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Sadece izleyece\u011fim.\u201d\n\nHen\u00fcz bilmiyordu\u2026 \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki \u00fc\u00e7 ay, bu evde sadece bir gelinin sertli\u011fini de\u011fil, b\u00fct\u00fcn bir ailenin temelini sarsacak \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi ortaya \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131.\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esinin-cenazesinden-donen-yasli-dul-kadin\/yu-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-7271\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-1-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/yu-1.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-7271'>\n\t\t\t\t3 ay boyunca Elif, Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131 kendi evinde adeta bir hizmet\u00e7iye \u00e7evirmi\u015fti. Sabah 5\u2019te \u0131hlamur ve ada\u00e7ay\u0131 haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ard\u0131ndan kahvalt\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n okul \u00e7antalar\u0131, temizlik, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar, mutfak i\u015fleri, misafir ikramlar\u0131\u2026 En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir hata bile b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.\n\nE\u011fer kahvalt\u0131daki po\u011fa\u00e7a biraz sert olursa Elif, misafirlerin yan\u0131nda alayc\u0131 bir sesle \u201cYa\u015fland\u0131 art\u0131k, eli aya\u011f\u0131 eskisi gibi tutmuyor ama biz yine de ay\u0131p olmas\u0131n diye yan\u0131nda tutuyoruz,\u201d diyordu.\n\nEmre her \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Ama hep ayn\u0131 c\u00fcmleyi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu: \u201cAnne, Elif\u2019e de \u00e7ok y\u00fck biniyor. L\u00fctfen b\u00fcy\u00fctmeyelim.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131 en \u00e7ok yakan Elif\u2019in sertli\u011fi de\u011fil, o\u011flunun sessizli\u011fiydi.\n\nYine de Zeynep ve Kerem ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yordu. Geceleri Zeynep gizlice gelip cebine bisk\u00fcvi b\u0131rak\u0131yordu. Bir gece f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131: \u201cAnneanne, siz ger\u00e7ekten fakir mi oldunuz?\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m torununun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131. \u201cHay\u0131r k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026 Anneannen sadece insanlar\u0131n paras\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nas\u0131l y\u00fcz de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fini izliyor.\u201d\n\nBir g\u00fcn Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m eski bir elbise giyip d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kma bahanesiyle Be\u015fikta\u015f\u2019a gitti. Orada Mehmet Demir\u2019in avukat\u0131 Selim Karahan onu bekliyordu. Masan\u0131n \u00fczerine dosyalar\u0131 koydu.\n\nKonak asl\u0131nda bir aile vakf\u0131na kay\u0131tl\u0131yd\u0131 ve ana yetkili Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019d\u0131. \u0130stanbul, \u0130zmir ve Antalya\u2019daki m\u00fclkler, \u015firket hisseleri, sigorta yat\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 ve Bodrum\u2019daki sahil villas\u0131\u2026 Hepsi yasal olarak g\u00fcvende ve onun kontrol\u00fcndeydi.\n\n\u0130stese o g\u00fcn her \u015feyi ortaya \u00e7\u0131karabilir, herkesi evden \u00e7\u0131karabilirdi. Ama Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m paradan \u00e7ok ger\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00f6rmek istiyordu.\n\nVe o ger\u00e7ek \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcrmedi.\n\nBir \u00f6\u011fleden sonra Elif, kad\u0131nlar g\u00fcn\u00fcne kat\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m sessizce onu takip etti. Elif, Ni\u015fanta\u015f\u0131\u2019ndaki l\u00fcks bir restoranda gen\u00e7 bir adamla bulu\u015ftu. Ellerini birbirlerine \u00f6yle bir tuttular ki, evli bir \u00e7iftin bile \u00e7ekinece\u011fi bir yak\u0131nl\u0131k vard\u0131. Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m titreyen ellerle birka\u00e7 foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekti.\n\nO gece bilgisayar a\u00e7\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ekranda Elif\u2019in mesajlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.\n\n\u201cYa\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131 avukata g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyin.\u201d\n\n\u201cO kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcn ki evraklar\u0131 kendi imzalas\u0131n.\u201d\n\n\u201cNe kadar mal\u0131 oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenirsek hepsini al\u0131r\u0131z.\u201d\n\nAdam\u0131n ad\u0131: R\u0131za.\n\nErtesi sabah kahvalt\u0131 masas\u0131nda Emre bir dosya buldu. Y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda bembeyaz kesildi. Tam o s\u0131rada Elif i\u00e7eri girdi ve Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n elindeki foto\u011fraflar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.\n\n\u0130lk kez Elif\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan tek bir kelime \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.\n\nB\u00d6L\u00dcM 3\n\nElif, foto\u011fraflara at\u0131lmak ister gibi sald\u0131rd\u0131 ama Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m elini geri \u00e7ekmedi. \u00dc\u00e7 ay sonra ilk kez dik duruyordu. Sesi titremiyordu. G\u00f6zlerinde ac\u0131n\u0131n yerine net bir kararl\u0131l\u0131k vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBir ad\u0131m daha atarsan,\u201d dedi Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m sakin ama keskin bir sesle, \u201cbu foto\u011fraflar hemen Selim Karahan\u2019a gider. Sonra e\u015fine, ailene ve herkesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u2018\u00f6rnek gelin\u2019 rol\u00fc oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n o insanlara.\u201d\n\nElif oldu\u011fu yerde kald\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u00f6fke vard\u0131 ama g\u00f6zlerinde ilk kez ger\u00e7ek bir korku belirmi\u015fti.\n\nEmre dosyalar\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. Her sayfa onun zihnindeki bir yan\u0131lg\u0131y\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131yordu. \u201cAnne\u2026 bu\u2026 bunlar\u0131n hepsi sizin ad\u0131n\u0131za m\u0131?\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m ona bakt\u0131. \u0130sterse o an onu yerle bir edebilirdi. \u201cBeni k\u00f6pek kul\u00fcbesine g\u00f6nderdiniz\u201d diyebilirdi. Ama demedi.\n\n\u201cBunlar benim de\u011fil,\u201d dedi sakin bir sesle. \u201cBunlar babanla benim eme\u011fimiz. Aradaki fark \u015fu: Baban, ben a\u00e7 kalmayay\u0131m diye her \u015feyi \u00f6nceden g\u00fcvenceye ald\u0131. Senin bildi\u011fin gibi de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nEmre sandalyeye \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Eli titriyordu. Elif\u2019e d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201cBana\u2026 her \u015feyin benim ad\u0131ma oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin.\u201d\n\nElif aniden ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cBana da \u00f6yle s\u00f6ylendi! Ben nereden bilebilirdim?\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n sesi bu kez sertle\u015fti. \u201cOyun mu diyorsun? \u00dc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fey neydi o zaman? Bir dul kad\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6pek kul\u00fcbesine g\u00f6ndermek mi? \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmek mi? Onu hizmet\u00e7iye \u00e7evirmek mi?\u201d\n\nBilgisayar ekran\u0131n\u0131 i\u015faret etti. \u201cPeki bu mesajlar da oyun mu?\u201d\n\nEmre ekrana bakt\u0131. Mesajlar a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u201cAvukata gitmesine izin vermeyin.\u201d\n\n\u201cOnu o kadar s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131n ki kendisi imzalas\u0131n.\u201d\n\n\u201cMal\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenirsek her \u015feyi al\u0131r\u0131z.\u201d\n\n\u0130sim: R\u0131za.\n\nEmre f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131: \u201cR\u0131za kim?\u201d\n\nElif di\u015flerini s\u0131kt\u0131. \u201cSadece bir arkada\u015f.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m foto\u011fraflar\u0131 masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131. Elif\u2019in Ni\u015fanta\u015f\u0131\u2019ndaki bir restoranda R\u0131za\u2019n\u0131n elini tuttu\u011fu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler\u2026 sonra daha fazlas\u0131\u2026 Emre\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz oldu.\n\n\u201cBu mu arkada\u015fl\u0131k?\u201d dedi Emre.\n\nElif a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cYaln\u0131zd\u0131m! Sen hep i\u015fteydin! O sadece beni dinledi!\u201d\n\nAma Emre art\u0131k duymuyordu. \u201cSen benim annemi yok etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131n.\u201d\n\nElif parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m\u2019a uzatt\u0131. \u201cAs\u0131l siz her \u015feyi saklad\u0131n\u0131z!\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m sakin kald\u0131. \u201cBen saklamad\u0131m. Sadece senin ger\u00e7ek y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmek istedim.\u201d\n\nZeynep merdivenlerdeydi. Kerem onun arkas\u0131nda. Her \u015feyi duymu\u015flard\u0131.\n\nZeynep a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi. \u201cAnneanne kalacak,\u201d dedi a\u011flayarak.\n\nElif ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cOdana git!\u201d\n\nBu kez Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m Zeynep\u2019i arkas\u0131na ald\u0131. \u201cArt\u0131k bu evde kimse bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa ba\u011f\u0131rmadan \u00f6nce iki kere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecek.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn Selim Karahan eve geldi. Belgeler incelendi. Vak\u0131f sistemi, m\u00fclkiyet yap\u0131s\u0131, mesajlar, planlar\u2026 her \u015fey a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Hukuki durum netti.\n\n\u201cBu art\u0131k aile meselesi de\u011fil,\u201d dedi Selim Karahan. \u201cBu, bask\u0131 ve m\u00fclkiyet \u00fczerinden kurulan bir manip\u00fclasyon dosyas\u0131.\u201d\n\nElif ilk kez ger\u00e7ekten korktu. \u201cBeni hapse mi atacaks\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d\n\nEmre cevap vermedi. Sadece annesinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. \u201cSizi koruyamad\u0131m.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m geri \u00e7ekildi. Bu bir reddetme de\u011fil, bir ger\u00e7e\u011fin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcr s\u00f6zle olmaz Emre. Davran\u0131\u015fla olur.\u201d\n\nSonraki haftalarda ev de\u011fi\u015fti. Elif ayr\u0131 odaya ge\u00e7ti. Bo\u015fanma s\u00fcreci ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar i\u00e7in d\u00fczen kuruldu.\n\nR\u0131za ortadan kaybolmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama banka kay\u0131tlar\u0131 ve mesajlar onu da ele verdi. Elif\u2019e \u201co ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n bir \u015fey yapamaz\u201d demi\u015fti. \u015eimdi telefonu kapal\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nElif\u2019in ailesi geldi. \u201cBu i\u015fi kapatal\u0131m,\u201d dediler. \u201c\u0130tibar meselesi.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m ilk kez net konu\u015ftu: \u201c\u0130tibar, e\u015fimin \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fc beni k\u00f6pek kul\u00fcbesine g\u00f6nderdi\u011finiz anda bitti.\u201d\n\nOdaya sessizlik \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\n\nElif bir ara \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 kullanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m durdurdu: \u201c\u00c7ocuklar\u0131 kullan\u0131rsan bu i\u015f sadece evde kalmaz.\u201d\n\nSonunda Elif sustu.\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m o evde kalmad\u0131. Herkes onun orada kalmas\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordu. Ama o karar\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti.\n\nMehmet Demir\u2019in b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir mektubu buldu. Mavi bir zarfta.\n\n\u201cE\u011fer bir g\u00fcn yorulursan,\u201d yaz\u0131yordu Mehmet, \u201cBo\u011faz\u2019daki eve git. Ama as\u0131l gitmen gereken yer Goa\u2019daki ev. Orada deniz var. Orada sen vars\u0131n. Kimsenin seni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcltmedi\u011fi bir hayat var.\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m uzun s\u00fcre mektuba bakt\u0131.\n\nSonra evi g\u00fcvenli y\u00f6netime b\u0131rakt\u0131, vak\u0131f d\u00fczenini korudu ve Goa\u2019ya gitti.\n\nSabah ilk kez denizin sesiyle uyand\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015f perdelerden i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. \u00d6n\u00fcnde sonsuz su vard\u0131.\n\nVerandaya \u00e7\u0131plak ayakla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Mektubu elindeydi.\n\nG\u00f6zleri doluydu ama bu kez farkl\u0131yd\u0131.\n\n\u201cGeldim Mehmet,\u201d dedi.\n\nR\u00fczg\u00e2r y\u00fcz\u00fcne dokunuyormu\u015f gibi hafifti.\n\nEmre her pazar ar\u0131yor. Bazen a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor, bazen a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131yor. Ama art\u0131k eski de\u011fil.\n\nZeynep ve Kerem tatillerde geliyor. Kumda oynuyorlar. Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m onlara sadece masal anlatm\u0131yor; k\u0131r\u0131lmadan ayakta kalmay\u0131 anlat\u0131yor.\n\nBir g\u00fcn Zeynep sordu: \u201cAnneanne, kazand\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m denize bakt\u0131. \u201cKazan\u00e7, ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 yenmek de\u011fil. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclt\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yerden kalkabilmektir.\u201d\n\nKerem sordu: \u201cArt\u0131k seni k\u00f6pek kul\u00fcbesine g\u00f6ndermezler de\u011fil mi?\u201d\n\nAy\u015fe Han\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u201cArt\u0131k bana kimse nerede ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemez.\u201d\n\nG\u00fcne\u015f bat\u0131yordu. Deniz turuncuya d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nElif onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nAma bazen sessizlik yenilgi de\u011fil, haz\u0131rl\u0131kt\u0131r.\n\nBazen g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131, imza de\u011fil; bekleyen bir ger\u00e7ektir.\n\nVe bazen insanlar birini bir odaya kapatt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131rken, o ki\u015fi asl\u0131nda kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yordur.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7270,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7269","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7269","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7269"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7269\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7272,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7269\/revisions\/7272"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7270"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7269"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7269"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7269"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}