{"id":7265,"date":"2026-05-26T20:36:20","date_gmt":"2026-05-26T20:36:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=7265"},"modified":"2026-05-26T20:36:20","modified_gmt":"2026-05-26T20:36:20","slug":"kayinvalide-gelinine-bebegin-gece-rahat-uyuyacagini-soyleyerek-pahali-bir-kutu-sut-hediye-etti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kayinvalide-gelinine-bebegin-gece-rahat-uyuyacagini-soyleyerek-pahali-bir-kutu-sut-hediye-etti\/","title":{"rendered":"Kay\u0131nvalide, gelinine bebe\u011fin gece rahat uyuyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek pahal\u0131 bir kutu s\u00fct hediye etti."},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-7265 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kayinvalide-gelinine-bebegin-gece-rahat-uyuyacagini-soyleyerek-pahali-bir-kutu-sut-hediye-etti\/ss-35\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-7266\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-2-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-2-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-2-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-2.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-7266'>\n\t\t\t\tNermin, kay\u0131nvalidesi G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n getirdi\u011fi alt\u0131 kutu pahal\u0131 bebek mamas\u0131n\u0131, e\u015fi Emre\u2019nin g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7\u00f6p kutusuna bo\u015faltt\u0131. O s\u0131rada d\u00f6rt ayl\u0131k Asil be\u015fikte a\u011fl\u0131yor, Emre ise \u201cSeni asla affetmeyece\u011fim!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.\n\n\u0130stanbul\u2019un l\u00fcks bir sitesindeki o parlak apartman dairesinin mutfa\u011f\u0131nda birka\u00e7 saniyeli\u011fine her \u015fey dondu. Mermer tezg\u00e2ha sa\u00e7\u0131lan beyaz toz, \u00e7\u00f6p kutusuna d\u00fc\u015fen metal kutular\u0131n sesi, bebe\u011fin huzursuz a\u011flamas\u0131 ve Emre\u2019nin k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fc\u2026 Sanki evin duvarlar\u0131nda saklanan bir \u00e7atlak bir anda ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nBirka\u00e7 saat \u00f6nce mutfak garip bir \u015fekilde d\u00fczenliydi. Baharat kavanozlar\u0131 G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m taraf\u0131ndan kendi d\u00fczenine g\u00f6re hizalanm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7aydanl\u0131k Nermin\u2019in asla koymayaca\u011f\u0131 bir k\u00f6\u015feye ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dua taba\u011f\u0131 bile yer de\u011fi\u015ftirilmi\u015fti. G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m her geli\u015finde \u201cyard\u0131m etmeye\u201d gelirdi ama her seferinde Nermin\u2019e bu evin onun de\u011fil, kendi alan\u0131 oldu\u011fu hissini b\u0131rak\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nAsil do\u011fdu\u011fundan beri bu ziyaretler bir s\u0131nav gibi olmu\u015ftu.\n\n\u2014Bebe\u011fi b\u00f6yle tutma, boynu zarar g\u00f6r\u00fcr.\n\n\u2014Bu kadar s\u0131k emzirme, \u00e7ocuk al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k yapar.\n\n\u2014Senin s\u00fct\u00fcn yetmiyor olabilir, o y\u00fczden s\u00fcrekli a\u011fl\u0131yor.\n\n\u2014Anne olmak sadece sevgi de\u011fil, beceri ister.\n\nEmre \u00e7o\u011fu zaman sessiz kal\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cAnnem b\u00f6yledir\u201d der, konuyu kapat\u0131rd\u0131. Ama Nermin, sessizli\u011fin bile taraf tuttu\u011funu biliyordu.\n\nO g\u00fcn G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m, pahal\u0131 deri \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 mutfak tezg\u00e2h\u0131na koydu. Alt\u0131n bilezikleri \u015f\u0131k\u0131rdarken y\u00fcz\u00fcnde her zamanki o tatl\u0131 ama buyurgan g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme vard\u0131.\n\n\u2014E\u011fer \u00e7ocu\u011fu do\u011fru d\u00fczg\u00fcn besleyemiyorsan s\u00f6yle, ben hallederim.\n\nNermin bebe\u011fini daha s\u0131k\u0131 sard\u0131.\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m \u00e7antas\u0131ndan alt\u0131 parlak kutu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u00dczerlerinde yabanc\u0131 yaz\u0131lar ve aceleyle yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f T\u00fcrk\u00e7e etiketler vard\u0131: \u201c\u0130thal premium bebek mamas\u0131.\u201d\n\n\u2014\u0130stanbul\u2019da herkes bunu bulamaz, dedi gururla. Almanya\u2019dan \u00f6zel getirtiyoruz. B\u00fcy\u00fck ailelerin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bunu i\u00e7iyor, o y\u00fczden sakin ve sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 oluyorlar.\n\n\u2014G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m, doktor Asil\u2019in gayet sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi, dedi Nermin sakin ama net bir sesle.\n\nEmre hemen araya girdi:\n\n\u2014Nermin, her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kma. Annem u\u011fra\u015f\u0131p getirmi\u015f.\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir zafer parlad\u0131.\n\n\u2014\u0130yi anne, hatas\u0131n\u0131 kabul edendir. \u00c7ocu\u011fun ihtiyac\u0131 egodan b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fcr.\n\nBu s\u00f6z Nermin\u2019in i\u00e7ine keskin bir \u015fey gibi sapland\u0131. Do\u011fumdan sonraki geceleri hat\u0131rlad\u0131; ate\u015fler i\u00e7inde bile bebe\u011fini b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlar\u0131\u2026 doktorun \u201cgeli\u015fimi iyi\u201d dedi\u011fi g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 ve G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n Asil\u2019i yar\u0131m saat al\u0131p geri getirdi\u011finde bebe\u011fin uzun s\u00fcre uyudu\u011fu o an\u0131\u2026 O zaman herkes \u201canneanne eli de\u011fdi\u201d demi\u015fti. Ama Nermin\u2019in i\u00e7ine ilk kez bir \u015f\u00fcphe d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m gitmeden \u00f6nce kutulardan birini a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u2014Bu ak\u015fam ba\u015flars\u0131n\u0131z. Bak, a\u011flamas\u0131 kesilecek.\n\n\u2014Bug\u00fcn de\u011fil, dedi Nermin.\n\n\u2014Neden? diye ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131 G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m.\n\n\u2014\u00d6nce doktora soraca\u011f\u0131m.\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m Emre\u2019ye d\u00f6n\u00fcp g\u00fcld\u00fc:\n\n\u2014G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc? Art\u0131k \u00e7ocu\u011fa mama vermek i\u00e7in bile izin gerekiyor.\n\nEmre\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fc ak\u015fama do\u011fru de\u011fi\u015fti. Asil\u2019in a\u011flamas\u0131 artt\u0131k\u00e7a sabr\u0131 azald\u0131.\n\n\u2014Yeter art\u0131k, dedi bir kutuyu alarak. Ben biberon haz\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131m.\n\n\u2014Hay\u0131r.\n\nNermin\u2019in sesi sertti.\n\n\u2014Ne demek hay\u0131r? \u00c7ocuk a\u00e7.\n\n\u2014Bu mamay\u0131 i\u00e7meyecek.\n\n\u2014Delirdin mi sen? Bu kadar para verilmi\u015f \u015feyi \u00e7\u00f6pe mi atacaks\u0131n?\n\nEmre mutfa\u011fa y\u00f6neldi. Su \u0131s\u0131tmak i\u00e7in bir \u015feyler haz\u0131rlarken Nermin kutuyu elinden kapt\u0131. Titriyordu ama g\u00f6zleri kararl\u0131yd\u0131. Kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131 ve t\u00fcm tozu \u00e7\u00f6p kutusuna bo\u015faltt\u0131.\n\n\u2014Nermin!\n\n\u0130kinci kutuyu ald\u0131. Sonra \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcy\u00fc.\n\nEmre onun bile\u011fini tuttu.\n\n\u2014Ne yap\u0131yorsun sen? Bu binlerce lira! Annenden \u00f6z\u00fcr dile!\n\nNermin cevap vermedi. Son kutuyu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nEmre di\u015flerini s\u0131kt\u0131:\n\n\u2014E\u011fer \u00e7ocu\u011fa zarar verirsen, bunun hukuki sonu\u00e7lar\u0131 olur. Gerekirse velayet meselesi a\u00e7ar\u0131m. Beni su\u00e7lama.\n\nNermin ilk kez do\u011frudan onun g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131.\n\n\u2014\u00d6nce kutunun arkas\u0131n\u0131 oku, Emre.\n\nEmre alay etti ama sesinde ince bir tedirginlik vard\u0131.\n\n\u2014Yeni oyun mu bu?\n\nNermin son kutuyu ona uzatt\u0131:\n\n\u2014Oku. Sonra kim hakl\u0131, karar ver.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kayinvalide-gelinine-bebegin-gece-rahat-uyuyacagini-soyleyerek-pahali-bir-kutu-sut-hediye-etti\/ss-36\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-7267\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-3-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-3-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-3-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ss-3.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-7267'>\n\t\t\t\tEmre kutuyu sert\u00e7e eline ald\u0131; sanki Nermin\u2019in yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu hemen kan\u0131tlamak ister gibiydi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Asil art\u0131k daha y\u00fcksek sesle a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Minik yumruklar\u0131 havada titriyordu. Nermin bebe\u011fi kuca\u011f\u0131nda tutuyor ama g\u00f6zlerini e\u015finin y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ay\u0131rm\u0131yordu.\n\n\u2014Burada \u201cpremium infant nutrition\u201d yaz\u0131yor, dedi Emre. Daha ne istiyorsun?\n\n\u2014\u00dcst\u00fcndeki etiketi kald\u0131r.\n\n\u2014Senin s\u00fcrekli \u015f\u00fcpheci tav\u0131rlar\u0131ndan b\u0131kt\u0131m.\n\n\u2014Kald\u0131r.\n\nSesteki kararl\u0131l\u0131k Emre\u2019yi durdurdu. T\u0131rna\u011f\u0131yla etiketin kenar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6nce sadece yap\u0131\u015fkan izi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Sonra alt\u0131ndan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 harfler belirdi. Emre g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131sarak okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6fkesi yava\u015f yava\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00e7ekilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nNermin sakin bir sesle:\n\n\u2014Tamam\u0131n\u0131 oku.\n\nEmre kutuyu mutfak tezg\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131n beyaz \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na tuttu. Alt\u0131nda bas\u0131l\u0131 uyar\u0131 k\u0131smen yabanc\u0131 bir dildeydi, k\u0131smen \u0130ngilizceydi; ama baz\u0131 kelimeler a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: \u201c\u0130nsan bebek t\u00fcketimi i\u00e7in uygun de\u011fildir. Kontroll\u00fc kullan\u0131m. Hayvan yem katk\u0131s\u0131.\u201d\n\nEmre\u2019nin eli gev\u015fedi.\n\n\u2014Bu\u2026 bu nas\u0131l olabilir?\n\n\u2014D\u00fcn ak\u015fam annenin kurye ile g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi bir kutuda ayn\u0131 ibare vard\u0131. Etiketi kald\u0131rd\u0131m. Foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektim. Parti numaras\u0131n\u0131 kontrol ettim. Sonra Dr. Mehra\u2019ya g\u00f6nderdim.\n\nEmre\u2019nin nefesi kesildi.\n\n\u2014Bana neden s\u00f6ylemedin?\n\n\u2014\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her seferinde konu\u015ftu\u011fumda abartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun.\n\nAsil\u2019i daha s\u0131k\u0131 tuttu.\n\n\u2014Ge\u00e7en pazar hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun? Annen onu yar\u0131m saat odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sonra be\u015f saat uyanmad\u0131. Hepiniz \u201canneanne kuca\u011f\u0131 rahat\u201d dediniz. Ben o zaman da korkmu\u015ftum.\n\nEmre sandalyeye \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnden t\u00fcm renk \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti.\n\nTam o s\u0131rada Nermin\u2019in telefonu \u00e7ald\u0131. Ekranda Dr. Mehra\u2019n\u0131n ad\u0131 vard\u0131. Hoparl\u00f6r\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\n\u2014Nermin, dedi doktorun ciddi sesi, son kutuyu kesinlikle a\u00e7may\u0131n. G\u00fcvenli \u015fekilde saklay\u0131n. G\u0131da g\u00fcvenli\u011fi birimine bildirim yap\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nEmre titreyen bir sesle sordu:\n\n\u2014Doktor\u2026 i\u00e7inde ne var?\n\nBirka\u00e7 saniye sessizlik oldu.\n\nSonra doktor konu\u015ftu:\n\n\u2014Gelen raporlara g\u00f6re bu art\u0131k ev i\u00e7i bir tart\u0131\u015fma de\u011fil.\n\nB\u00d6L\u00dcM 3\n\n\u2014Bu \u00fcr\u00fcn ta\u011f\u015fi\u015f edilmi\u015f, dedi Dr. Mehra\u2019n\u0131n sesi telefondan net bir \u015fekilde. Ve ilk incelemelere g\u00f6re bu, bebekler i\u00e7in \u00fcretilmi\u015f bir s\u00fct tozu de\u011fil.\n\nMutfak duvarlar\u0131 Nermin\u2019in etraf\u0131na kapan\u0131yormu\u015f gibi hissettirdi. Emre iki elini tezg\u00e2ha koydu; ayakta duracak g\u00fcc\u00fc kalmam\u0131\u015f gibiydi.\n\n\u2014Parti numaras\u0131 resmi ithalat listelerinde yok, diye devam etti doktor. \u00dczerine yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lan sahte etiketin alt\u0131ndaki orijinal ambalaj b\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimalle hayvan yemine ait bir takviye \u00fcr\u00fcn. \u0130\u00e7eri\u011findeki baz\u0131 maddeler k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bebeklerde uyu\u015fukluk, ciddi sindirim sorunlar\u0131 veya toksik etki yaratabilir. Telefonda kesin tan\u0131 koyamam ama \u015funu net s\u00f6yleyebilirim: Bu \u00fcr\u00fcn Asil\u2019e asla verilmemeliydi.\n\nEmre k\u0131s\u0131k bir sesle:\n\n\u2014Hayvan yemi mi?\n\nSesi bir \u00e7ocu\u011funki gibi k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; inan\u00e7s\u0131z ve da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.\n\nNermin \u00e7\u00f6p kutusuna bakt\u0131. A\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kutular\u0131n tozu art\u0131k \u0131slak \u00e7\u00f6plerle kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. E\u011fer o an onlar\u0131 d\u00f6kmeseydi\u2026 e\u011fer Emre\u2019nin elinden kutuyu almasayd\u0131\u2026 e\u011fer korkusunu susturup \u201cabart\u0131yorsun\u201d denmesine izin verseydi\u2026 belki o gece Asil\u2019in biberonu haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f olacakt\u0131.\n\n\u2014Son kutu delil niteli\u011finde, dedi doktor. Kimseye vermeyin. Ayr\u0131 saklay\u0131n. G\u00f6nderen ki\u015fiyle ilgili mesajlar, aramalar, foto\u011fraflar\u2026 hepsini koruyun. Yetkililer gelebilir.\n\nTelefon kapan\u0131nca mutfak \u00f6yle bir sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc ki, Asil\u2019in hafif h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131 bile \u00e7ok daha y\u00fcksek duyuluyordu.\n\nEmre Nermin\u2019e bakt\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinde su\u00e7luluk vard\u0131. Ama Nermin o an merhamet hissetmedi. Sadece titreyen bebe\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc; en \u00e7ok g\u00fcvenmesi gereken evde, en b\u00fcy\u00fck m\u00fccadeleyi vermek zorunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u2014Ger\u00e7ekten\u2026 onu vermek \u00fczereydim, diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 Emre.\n\n\u2014Evet, dedi Nermin. Ve ondan \u00f6nce bana k\u00f6t\u00fc anne dedin. Avukat ve velayet tehdidi savurdun.\n\nEmre ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi. S\u00f6yleyecek kelime bulamad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcr, o an olan tehlikenin yan\u0131nda \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kal\u0131yordu.\n\nYakla\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rk dakika sonra kap\u0131 zili \u00e7ald\u0131. Bu kez G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m de\u011fildi. \u0130ki g\u0131da g\u00fcvenli\u011fi g\u00f6revlisi, bir kad\u0131n polis memuru ve site g\u00fcvenlik sorumlusu kap\u0131dayd\u0131. Son kutu m\u00fch\u00fcrlendi, foto\u011fraflar \u00e7ekildi, mutfaktaki t\u00fcm deliller kay\u0131t alt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131. Nermin ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn \u00e7ekti\u011fi foto\u011fraflar\u0131 ve G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n WhatsApp mesajlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi: \u201cBu \u00f6zel form\u00fcl, bebek gece rahat uyur.\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n g\u00f6revli mesaj\u0131 tekrar okudu:\n\n\u2014\u201cBebek gece rahat uyur\u201d mu?\n\nBak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 sertle\u015fti.\n\nEmre ilk kez konu\u015ftu:\n\n\u2014Annem bebe\u011fin \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sakinle\u015fmesi gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi\u2026\n\nNermin ona bakt\u0131. Bu, onun annesine kar\u015f\u0131 kurdu\u011fu ilk c\u00fcmleydi.\n\nYetkililer G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n adresini ald\u0131. Kad\u0131k\u00f6y taraf\u0131nda, eski ama g\u00f6steri\u015fli bir sitede ya\u015f\u0131yordu; bah\u00e7ede yaseminler, i\u00e7eride mermer merdivenler, duvarlarda aile foto\u011fraflar\u0131\u2026 G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m y\u0131llard\u0131r sayg\u0131nl\u0131k ve \u00e7evre g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn kendisini koruyaca\u011f\u0131na inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nAma o ak\u015fam kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bu inan\u00e7 ilk kez sars\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nNermin gitmek istemedi. Ama kad\u0131n g\u00f6revli, do\u011frulama i\u00e7in orada olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Asil\u2019i k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli\u011fine Nermin\u2019in k\u0131z karde\u015fine b\u0131rakt\u0131, bebe\u011finin aln\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc ve \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Emre onunla geldi ama art\u0131k koca gibi de\u011fil; kendi evinin ger\u00e7e\u011finden korkan bir adam gibi.\n\nVillaya girildi\u011finde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi. G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m salonda oturuyordu; sanki h\u00e2l\u00e2 evin otoritesiymi\u015f gibi.\n\n\u2014Bu g\u00f6steri de ne? dedi y\u00fcksek sesle. Yine ne dram\u0131?\n\nNermin art\u0131k titremiyordu.\n\nG\u00f6revli m\u00fch\u00fcrl\u00fc kutuyu masaya koydu.\n\n\u2014Bu \u00fcr\u00fcn sizden mi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131?\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m bir an Emre\u2019ye bakt\u0131. O\u011flunun onu yine koruyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordu. Ama Emre bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmad\u0131.\n\n\u2014Anne\u2026 do\u011fruyu s\u00f6yle.\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.\n\n\u2014Ben torunum i\u00e7in en iyisini yapt\u0131m. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz anneleri kendini doktor san\u0131yor. \u00c7ocuk a\u011fl\u0131yordu, zay\u0131f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Ben k\u00f6t\u00fc m\u00fcy\u00fcm?\n\n\u2014Bunu nereden ald\u0131n\u0131z? diye sordu g\u00f6revli.\n\n\u2014Bir tan\u0131d\u0131k vas\u0131tas\u0131yla.\n\n\u2014\u0130sim?\n\nSessizlik.\n\nKad\u0131n polis telefon incelemesi i\u00e7in izin istedi. \u00d6nce reddetti, sonra resmi prosed\u00fcr anlat\u0131l\u0131nca y\u00fcz\u00fc soldu. Mesajlar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a ger\u00e7ek ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: kay\u0131t d\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir tedarik\u00e7i, sahte etiketler, pahal\u0131 paketleme ve \u201cdaha sakin bebek\u201d vaadiyle da\u011f\u0131t\u0131lan \u00fcr\u00fcnler\u2026\n\nNermin\u2019in i\u00e7i buz gibi oldu. Bu art\u0131k sadece Asil de\u011fildi. Ba\u015fka bebekler de vard\u0131.\n\n\u2014Biliyor muydunuz? diye sordu Nermin.\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m di\u015flerini s\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u2014Etiketini ben mi okuyacakt\u0131m? Bana sadece bebe\u011fin daha az a\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6ylendi.\n\n\u2014D\u00f6rt ayl\u0131k bir bebe\u011fe, doktora sormadan nas\u0131l bir \u015fey verirsiniz?\n\n\u2014Ben iki \u00e7ocuk b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm! diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bana kimse \u00f6\u011fretemez!\n\n\u2014Ama siz benim \u00e7ocu\u011fumu bana kar\u015f\u0131 kulland\u0131n\u0131z, dedi Nermin. Onu sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 de\u011fil, sessiz bir \u00e7ocuk yapmak istediniz. A\u011flamayan, anne aramayan, sizin kuca\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda duran bir bebek\u2026 herkes \u201cger\u00e7ek anneanne\u201d desin diye.\n\nOdadaki herkes sustu.\n\nEmre ilk kez y\u00fcksek sesle konu\u015ftu:\n\n\u2014Anne, siz Nermin\u2019i y\u0131kt\u0131n\u0131z. Beni onun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na koydunuz. Ve ben neredeyse o\u011fluma zarar veriyordum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc size ger\u00e7e\u011fi de\u011fil, g\u00fcveni se\u00e7tim.\n\nG\u00fclseren Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00f6fkeyle gerildi.\n\n\u2014E\u015finin taraf\u0131na m\u0131 ge\u00e7tin?\n\n\u2014Hay\u0131r, dedi Emre. \u0130lk kez o\u011flumun taraf\u0131na ge\u00e7tim.\n\nNermin\u2019in g\u00f6zleri doldu ama a\u011flamad\u0131.\n\nG\u00fcnler i\u00e7inde soru\u015fturma b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. Tedarik\u00e7i yakaland\u0131. Ba\u015fka aileler de ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m hakk\u0131nda ihmalk\u00e2rl\u0131k ve \u00e7ocuk g\u00fcvenli\u011fini tehlikeye atma soru\u015fturmas\u0131 ba\u015flat\u0131ld\u0131. Sosyal \u00e7evresi sessizle\u015fti. Bir zamanlar Nermin\u2019i \u201cyetersiz anne\u201d ilan etti\u011fi WhatsApp gruplar\u0131 art\u0131k suskundu.\n\nEmre defalarca \u00f6z\u00fcr diledi. Geceleri Asil a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile, Nermin bir an duruyor, eski korkunun geri geldi\u011fini hissediyordu.\n\n\u2014Ne zaman e\u015fim olmaktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p annemin avukat\u0131 oldum bilmiyorum, dedi bir gece.\n\nNermin uzun s\u00fcre sustu.\n\n\u2014Ben de \u00e7ocu\u011fumu korumak i\u00e7in bazen e\u015fimle bile sava\u015fmam gerekti\u011fini ge\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frendim.\n\nBir s\u00fcre ayr\u0131 kald\u0131lar. Nermin Asil ile birlikte memleketi \u0130zmir\u2019e gitti. Annesi onu hi\u00e7bir \u015fey sormadan sar\u0131larak kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Babas\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir sal\u0131ncak ald\u0131. Orada Nermin ilk kez \u015funu anlad\u0131: annelik tek ba\u015f\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131nacak bir \u015fey olmamal\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nEmre her hafta \u0130zmir\u2019e geldi. Kap\u0131da bekledi, i\u00e7eri girmeden \u00f6nce izin istedi. T\u00fcm doktor randevular\u0131n\u0131 o ald\u0131, ebeveyn dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131 ve en zor karar\u0131 verdi: yasal s\u00fcre\u00e7 bitene kadar o\u011flunun G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m ile g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesini durdurdu.\n\nAylar sonra G\u00fclseren Han\u0131m yaz\u0131l\u0131 bir \u00f6z\u00fcr g\u00f6nderdi. Daha \u00e7ok hukuki bir metindi. Nermin okudu, sonra katlay\u0131p dolaba koydu.\n\nAsil b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. A\u011flamas\u0131 normaldi, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc de. Geceleri uyan\u0131yor, annesinin parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutarak uyuyordu.\n\nBir g\u00fcn biri \u201c\u00e7ok ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131\u201d dedi\u011finde Nermin g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi:\n\n\u2014Evet. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc annesinin gitti\u011fini sanm\u0131yor.\n\nO g\u00fcn geriye sadece an\u0131lar kald\u0131: \u00e7\u00f6pe d\u00f6k\u00fclen beyaz toz, Emre\u2019nin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 uyar\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131, doktorun sesi\u2026\n\nAma en \u00e7ok da \u015fu ger\u00e7ek:\n\nAnneler bazen yanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc tehlikeyi herkesten \u00f6nce hissederler.\n\nVe o gece, Asil Nermin\u2019in kollar\u0131nda uyurken, Emre kap\u0131da sessizce durdu.\n\nNermin ona bakmad\u0131. Sadece bebe\u011finin sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131 ve f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\n\u2014Bir annenin korkusu her zaman zay\u0131fl\u0131k de\u011fildir.\n\nOdan\u0131n i\u00e7inde cevap yoktu.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o c\u00fcmlenin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, t\u00fcm a\u00e7\u0131klamalardan daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7266,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7265","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7265","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7265"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7265\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7268,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7265\/revisions\/7268"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7266"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7265"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7265"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7265"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}