{"id":725,"date":"2025-02-15T21:06:13","date_gmt":"2025-02-15T21:06:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=725"},"modified":"2025-02-15T21:06:13","modified_gmt":"2025-02-15T21:06:13","slug":"esim-cok-fazla-yakisikliydi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esim-cok-fazla-yakisikliydi\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015fim \u00e7ok fazla yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131yd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-725 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esim-cok-fazla-yakisikliydi\/yakisikli-kocam\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/yakisikli-kocam-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-726\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-726'>\n\t\t\t\tE\u015fim \u00e7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131klyd\u0131, herkes e\u015fime hayrand\u0131 k\u0131zkarde\u015fim bile surekli bana kocana sahip \u00e7\u0131k diyordu&#8230;. annemlerle ayn\u0131 mahallede oturuyoruz, kizkardesim e\u015finden ayr\u0131ld\u0131 annemlerde kal\u0131yordu e\u015fim bana ne alsa kardesimede al\u0131yordu, birgun elbise alm\u0131\u015f bana, ama k\u0131zkardesimede alm\u0131\u015f ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, ikimizde denedik elbiseleri ama tabi ben kilolu oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in ho\u015f durmad\u0131, e\u015fim bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc &#8221; bak karde\u015fine neguzel yakisti sende biraz zay\u0131fla art\u0131k dedi&#8221; karde\u015fim e\u015fime \u00e7ok k\u0131zd\u0131 nebicim konu\u015fuyorsun ablamla biraz sayg\u0131l\u0131 ol kar\u0131na eni\u015fte dedi. Bu \u00e7ok ho\u015fuma gitti, ilkkez biri beni e\u015fime kar\u015f\u0131 savundu. Karar vermi\u015ftim e\u015fimin ho\u015funa gidebilmek i\u00e7in neolursa olsun zayiflayacaktim, e\u015fim eline telefonu al\u0131nca d\u00fcnyay\u0131 unutan bir insan, neyapiyorsun dedigimde ya oyun oynuyorum yada video izliyorum diyordu, o gece bana ba\u015f\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131yor ila\u00e7 getir i\u00e7ip yatay\u0131m dedi ,g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm i\u00e7ti, Bi s\u00fcre sonra Bi ila\u00e7 daha istedi ge\u00e7memi\u015f ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131,iki ilac\u0131n verdi\u011fi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kla yatt\u0131 uyudu, bende tam yatmak \u00fczereyken e\u015fimin telefonuna mesaj geldiii, \u015feytan bak o mesaja diyordu, ama uyanirsa diye de korkuyordum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc mesaj\u0131 okumak i\u00e7in parmak izini okutmam gerekiyordu, telefonu yava\u015f\u00e7a aldim e\u015fimin elinin yan\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp parmagini dokundurdum ilk denemede a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 telefon, nerden bilirdim o mesaj\u0131n hayat\u0131m\u0131n sonu olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131..\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esim-cok-fazla-yakisikliydi\/esim\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/esim-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-727\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-727'>\n\t\t\t\tO an kalbim deli gibi \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, elim titredi ama mesaj\u0131g\u00f6rmeden duramazd\u0131m. Telefonu a\u00e7t\u0131m, mesaj\u0131 okudum\u2026 \u201cCan\u0131m, bu gece \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi, seni \u015fuandan \u00f6zledim.\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcren bir \u015fok dalgas\u0131 sard\u0131 bedenimi, g\u00f6zlerim doldu ama g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m akm\u0131yordu, sanki donmu\u015f gibiydim. \u0130\u00e7imde hem hiddet hem de korku vard\u0131. O mesaj\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 kabul etmek istemedim, belki bir hatal\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131lma, belki bir oyun, ama i\u00e7imde bir ses bunun ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordu.\n\nBir an durdum, ne yapmal\u0131y\u0131m diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Uyand\u0131r\u0131p hesap sormal\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131m, yoksa sessiz sedas\u0131z sabah\u0131 m\u0131 beklemeliydim? Kafamda binbir fikir dola\u015f\u0131rken, g\u00f6z\u00fcm telefona tak\u0131ld\u0131. Mesaj kimden gelmi\u015fti? Ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordum, yaln\u0131zca kalp emojisiyle kaydedilmi\u015f bir isimdi. O an mideme bir yumruk yemi\u015f gibi hissettim. Bu, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden de k\u00f6t\u00fcyd\u00fc.\n\nTelefonu yerine koydum ve yata\u011fa gittim. Yan\u0131nda yatmak bile dayan\u0131lmazd\u0131 bundan sonra. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m yava\u015f yava\u015f akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, sessiz sedas\u0131z a\u011flad\u0131m, solukim d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi, ama sesimi \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m. O ise derin bir uykudayd\u0131, sanki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi. Kafam karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131; kalbim k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcvenim yerle bir olmu\u015ftu.\n\nSabah ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyordum. T\u00fcm hayat\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7iyordu. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n y\u00fczlerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, onlar\u0131 bu hale nas\u0131l sokacakt\u0131m? Ya annem, karde\u015fim? Hepsini akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7irirken, i\u00e7imde artan bir g\u00fc\u00e7 hissettim. Bir \u015fey yapmal\u0131yd\u0131m. Ama ne?Sabah olur olmaz e\u015fim kalkt\u0131, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi telefonunu ald\u0131 ve banyoya gitti. Ben de derin bir soluk ald\u0131m ve karar\u0131m\u0131 verdim.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":726,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-725","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=725"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":728,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725\/revisions\/728"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/726"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=725"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=725"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=725"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}