{"id":6978,"date":"2026-05-17T21:02:32","date_gmt":"2026-05-17T21:02:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=6978"},"modified":"2026-05-17T21:02:32","modified_gmt":"2026-05-17T21:02:32","slug":"uvey-annemin-bakimevi-icin-her-ay-para-gonderiyordum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annemin-bakimevi-icin-her-ay-para-gonderiyordum\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcvey annemin bak\u0131mevi i\u00e7in her ay para g\u00f6nderiyordum"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-6978 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annemin-bakimevi-icin-her-ay-para-gonderiyordum\/tgf-10\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6979\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6979'>\n\t\t\t\t\u00dcvey annemin bak\u0131mevi i\u00e7in her ay 80 bin lira \u00f6d\u00fcyordum, \u00e7antas\u0131nda buldu\u011fum o s\u0131rla hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fokunu ya\u015fad\u0131m! Ben 40 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m, ad\u0131m Aylin. \u201cAnne\u201d dedi\u011fim kad\u0131n, Cavidan, asl\u0131nda biyolojik annem de\u011fil. Annemi kaybetti\u011fimde hen\u00fcz sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m ve o hayat\u0131ma girip bana hep kendi \u00e7ocu\u011fuymu\u015fum gibi \u015fefkat g\u00f6sterdi. Asla annemin yerini almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131 ama okul m\u00fcsamerelerimde en \u00f6nde oturdu, hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sabahlara kadar ba\u015fucumda bekledi. \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce babam da vefat edince hayatta sadece ikimiz kald\u0131k. \u0130\u015fim gere\u011fi g\u00fcnde 12-14 saat \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum ve Cavidan\u2019\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ona yetemedi\u011fimi anlad\u0131m. Tam o d\u00f6nemde bana kendisi i\u00e7in harika bir bak\u0131mevi buldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Ayl\u0131k masraf\u0131 80 bin lirayd\u0131. Bu miktar, faturalar\u0131mdan geriye kalan param\u0131n neredeyse y\u00fczde seksenini al\u0131yordu ama o benim i\u00e7in her \u015feyini feda etmi\u015fti, bu y\u00fczden hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden kabul ettim. Tam bir y\u0131l boyunca her ay bu paray\u0131 t\u0131k\u0131r t\u0131k\u0131r \u00f6dedim. Ancak ge\u00e7en hafta ziyaretine her zamankinden bir g\u00fcn erken gittim ve o g\u00fcn her \u015fey darmada\u011f\u0131n oldu. Resepsiyondaki hem\u015fire beni durdurdu. Sesini al\u00e7altarak, \u201cBunu biliyor musunuz emin de\u011filim ama\u2026 \u00dcvey anneniz burada kalmak i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir \u00fccret \u00f6demiyor. O emekli bir \u00f6\u011fretmen ve y\u0131llar \u00f6nce buran\u0131n yap\u0131m\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fck bir fon sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in burada \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u00fccretsiz kalma hakk\u0131 var,\u201d dedi. Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki yerin kayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. \u201cPeki o zaman benim her ay verdi\u011fim o paralar nereye gidiyor?\u201d diye sorabildim. Hem\u015fire etraf\u0131na bak\u0131nd\u0131 ve kula\u011f\u0131ma e\u011filip, \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmek istiyorsan\u0131z, yan\u0131ndan bir an bile ay\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o \u00f6rg\u00fc \u00e7antas\u0131na bak\u0131n,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Titreyen ad\u0131mlarla odas\u0131na girdim. \u00c7anta her zamanki gibi koltu\u011funun yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. O lavaboya girdi\u011fi an ellerim titreyerek \u00e7antay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130plerin en dibine gizlenmi\u015f, so\u011fuk ve naho\u015f bir \u015feye dokundu\u011fum an nefesim kesildi. \u201cAman Tanr\u0131m\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldayabildim sadece. Bana y\u0131llarca annelik yapan bu kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rg\u00fc \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131n derinliklerinde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve ke\u015fke hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmeseydim diyece\u011fim o sars\u0131c\u0131 \u015fey neydi? Elimi o y\u00fcn \u00e7ilelerinin aras\u0131na dald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ma de\u011fen o so\u011fuk, metalik ve a\u011f\u0131r nesneyi kavrad\u0131m. \u0130plerin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, bunun eski, siyah ve paslanm\u0131\u015f demirden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kilitli kasa oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kasan\u0131n so\u011fuklu\u011fu adeta parmaklar\u0131mdan b\u00fct\u00fcn bedenime yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kilit k\u0131sm\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131kt\u0131, sanki aceleyle a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p kapanmaktan yalama olmu\u015ftu. Titreyen ellerimle kapa\u011f\u0131 aralad\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde ne bir \u00f6rg\u00fc \u015fi\u015fi, ne de masum bir hat\u0131ra vard\u0131. Kasan\u0131n i\u00e7i, benim her ay binbir zorlukla kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, uykusuz kalarak \u00f6dedi\u011fim o 80 bin liral\u0131k banknot desteleriyle doluydu! Ama beni as\u0131l deh\u015fete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcren paralar de\u011fildi. Paralar\u0131n hemen alt\u0131nda, lastiklerle s\u0131k\u0131ca ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f, rutubet kokan bir tomar mektup ve resmi banka dekontlar\u0131 duruyordu. En \u00fcstteki dekontu elime ald\u0131m. G\u00f6nderici Cavidan, al\u0131c\u0131 ise y\u00fcksek g\u00fcvenlikli bir cezaevi hesab\u0131yd\u0131. Miktar tam olarak benim ona o ay g\u00f6nderdi\u011fim parayd\u0131. Nefes al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fim h\u0131zlan\u0131rken, dekontlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki ilk mektubu \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Ka\u011f\u0131t buru\u015f buru\u015ftu, sanki defalarca okunmu\u015ftu. \u0130lk sat\u0131r\u0131 okudu\u011fumda kalbimin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimi par\u00e7alayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim: \u201cSevgili Anneci\u011fim\u2026\u201d Anneci\u011fim mi? Cavidan\u2019\u0131n hi\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131! Y\u0131llarca bana, \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in beni kendi \u00f6z k\u0131z\u0131 gibi sevdi\u011fini, hayat\u0131n\u0131 bana adad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Sat\u0131rlar\u0131 deh\u015fet i\u00e7inde okumaya devam ettim. \u201cG\u00f6nderdi\u011fin paralar i\u00e7erideki bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kapatmaya yetiyor. Avukat da temyiz i\u00e7in o aptal k\u0131z\u0131n yat\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 son taksiti bekledi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. \u0130yi ki babas\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde t\u00fcm o birikimleri kendi \u00fczerine ge\u00e7irmeyi ba\u015fard\u0131n. Yoksa o i\u015fkolik Aylin bize z\u0131rn\u0131k koklatmazd\u0131. Az kald\u0131 anne, buradan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m ve sen o numaradan yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n l\u00fcks huzurevinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p yan\u0131ma geleceksin.\u201d Mektubun alt\u0131ndaki imza, \u201cO\u011flun, Tar\u0131k\u201d \u015feklindeydi .\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annemin-bakimevi-icin-her-ay-para-gonderiyordum\/tt-53\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tt-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6980\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6980'>\n\t\t\t\tBeynimin i\u00e7i u\u011fulduyordu. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m \u00f6fkeden ve hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kurumu\u015ftu. Benim fedakar, melek gibi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcvey annem asl\u0131nda beni y\u0131llarca korkun\u00e7 bir yalan\u0131n i\u00e7inde ya\u015fatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Benim haberim bile olmayan biyolojik bir o\u011flu vard\u0131; \u00fcstelik bir su\u00e7luydu ve cezaevindeydi. Cavidan, babam\u0131n vefat\u0131ndan sonra onun miras\u0131n\u0131 gizlice kendi \u00fczerine ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, yetmezmi\u015f gibi o \u201chastay\u0131m, bak\u0131ma muhtac\u0131m\u201d yalan\u0131yla beni g\u00fcnde 14 saat \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya mahkum edip t\u00fcm kazanc\u0131m\u0131 bu su\u00e7lu o\u011flunu kurtarmak i\u00e7in kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ben, beni sevdi\u011fini sanarak ona minnet duyarken; o, arkamdan bana \u201captal k\u0131z\u201d diyen o adamla i\u011fren\u00e7 planlar yap\u0131yordu. Tam o s\u0131rada banyo kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kilidi t\u0131k\u0131rdad\u0131. Cavidan, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde her zamanki o tatl\u0131, yorgun ve \u015fefkatli g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesiyle d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 att\u0131. \u201cAylinci\u011fim, can\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m, sen \u00e7ay\u2026\u201d S\u00f6zleri, elimdeki o a\u00e7\u0131k siyah metal kasay\u0131 ve mektuplar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc an bo\u011faz\u0131na dizildi. O sevecen, titrek ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n maskesi saniyeler i\u00e7inde parampar\u00e7a oldu. G\u00f6zlerindeki o sahte \u015fefkat silindi, yerine buz gibi, hesap\u00e7\u0131 ve sert bir ifade yerle\u015fti. Y\u00fcz hatlar\u0131 gerildi, duru\u015fu bile dikle\u015fti. \u201cO \u00e7antay\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya nas\u0131l c\u00fcret edersin?\u201d dedi, sesi daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar t\u0131slar gibi ve tehditkard\u0131. Elimdeki mektubu havaya kald\u0131rd\u0131m. Dudaklar\u0131m titriyordu ama sesimdeki \u00f6fke her \u015feyden daha bask\u0131nd\u0131. \u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar ne Cavidan? Tar\u0131k kim? Benim her ay \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktan peri\u015fan halde sana getirdi\u011fim o paralar\u0131, babam\u0131n miras\u0131n\u0131 bu cezaevindeki adama m\u0131 yediriyorsun? Bana y\u0131llarca annelik masal\u0131 anlatt\u0131n, hepsi bu sinsi plan i\u00e7in miydi?\u201d Cavidan zerre kadar utanmad\u0131. Koltu\u011fa do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc ve alayc\u0131 bir \u015fekilde g\u00fcld\u00fc. \u201cSana sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndan beri ben bakt\u0131m Aylin. Alt\u0131n\u0131 ben temizledim, yeme\u011fini ben yapt\u0131m, o baban\u0131n kahr\u0131n\u0131 ben \u00e7ektim! Benim \u00f6z o\u011flum gen\u00e7li\u011fini o d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcrken, sen d\u0131\u015far\u0131da rahat\u00e7a geziyordun. Elbette bana olan borcunu \u00f6deyecektin! Ben sadece hakk\u0131m olan\u0131, bana bor\u00e7lu oldu\u011funuzu ald\u0131m.\u201d Y\u0131llarca u\u011fruna sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrge etti\u011fim kad\u0131n\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131mda s\u00f6yledi\u011fi bu ac\u0131mas\u0131z s\u00f6zler, kalbimdeki son merhamet k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da yok etti. Demek ben onun i\u00e7in sadece sa\u011fmal bir inek, hayat\u0131n\u0131 kolayla\u015ft\u0131racak bir ara\u00e7t\u0131m. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim. Ba\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131m, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131m, a\u011flamad\u0131m. Metal kasay\u0131, i\u00e7indeki dekontlar\u0131 ve mektuplar\u0131 \u00e7antama koydum. \u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun? B\u0131rak onlar\u0131!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rarak \u00fczerime do\u011fru hamle yapt\u0131 ama onu sert\u00e7e iterek kendimden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. \u201cSenin benden alaca\u011f\u0131n hi\u00e7bir hak kalmad\u0131 Cavidan,\u201d dedim buz gibi bir sesle. \u201cBaban\u0131n miras\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bu cezaevine akan kara paralar\u0131 avukat\u0131mla ve polisle uzun uzun tart\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Sana bu l\u00fcks yalan\u0131nda, o \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fin hapisteki o\u011flunla mutluluklar dilerim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc benden art\u0131k tek bir kuru\u015f bile alamayacaks\u0131n.\u201d Arkam\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp o odadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, i\u00e7eriden gelen \u00f6fkeli \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131na ve lanet okumalar\u0131na hi\u00e7 ald\u0131rmad\u0131m. O koridoru y\u00fcr\u00fcrken i\u00e7imdeki o devasa y\u00fck kalkm\u0131\u015f, yerini so\u011fuk bir ger\u00e7e\u011fin ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck yalan\u0131ndan uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ve art\u0131k o yalan\u0131n bana zarar vermesine asla izin vermeyecektim.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6979,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6978","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6978","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6978"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6978\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6981,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6978\/revisions\/6981"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6979"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6978"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6978"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6978"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}