{"id":6741,"date":"2026-05-12T21:42:08","date_gmt":"2026-05-12T21:42:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=6741"},"modified":"2026-05-12T21:42:08","modified_gmt":"2026-05-12T21:42:08","slug":"hadi-birlikte-hesap-yapalim-dedi-cemile-esyalari-bavula-atarak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/hadi-birlikte-hesap-yapalim-dedi-cemile-esyalari-bavula-atarak\/","title":{"rendered":"Hadi birlikte hesap yapal\u0131m, \u2014 dedi Cemile, e\u015fyalar\u0131 bavula atarak."},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-6741 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/hadi-birlikte-hesap-yapalim-dedi-cemile-esyalari-bavula-atarak\/uu-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/uu-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6742\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6742'>\n\t\t\t\t\u2014 Hadi birlikte hesap yapal\u0131m, \u2014 dedi Cemile, e\u015fyalar\u0131 bavula atarak. \u2014 Maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 annenin cebine. Market al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fi bizden. Dana eti, kremler, levrek, hep ona. Bana kalan bor\u00e7lar ve uykusuzluk. Harika bir b\u00fct\u00e7e, de\u011fil mi? \u2014 Cemile, dur art\u0131k! \u2014 diye yakla\u015ft\u0131 Onur. \u2014 Ya\u015flan\u0131yor, kolay de\u011fil! \u2014 Elini tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Cemile elini \u00e7ekti. \u2014 Ya\u015flanm\u0131yor, y\u00f6netiyor. Sen de ona e\u015flik ediyorsun. Sen koca de\u011fil, annesinin ete\u011finde ya\u015famaktan ho\u015flanan bir \u00e7ocuksun. Seni besliyor, \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcyor, senin yerine karar veriyor. Benim i\u00e7inse bir g\u00f6rev tan\u0131m\u0131y\u0131m sadece. Cemile derin bir nefes ald\u0131, evraklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bavula att\u0131. Pasaportlar, diplomalar, evlilik c\u00fczdan\u0131. Bir an belgelerin \u00fczerine bakakald\u0131 \u2014 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f bir \u015feyin sembol\u00fc gibiydiler. Sonra yana cebe koydu. Onur hareketsiz kald\u0131. Diren\u00e7 dolu bir \u00e7aresizlikle yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturdu, sanki a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kacak bir s\u00f6z onun hayat\u0131n\u0131 darmada\u011f\u0131n edecekti. \u2014 Cemile, yar\u0131n konu\u015fal\u0131m. Bir yol bulurum. Annemle konu\u015furum. Her \u015fey d\u00fczelir. \u2014 Bunu ge\u00e7en y\u0131l da demi\u015ftin, \u2014 dedi sessizce Cemile. \u2014 Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmedi. Yar\u0131n da ayn\u0131 s\u00f6zleri biraz farkl\u0131 s\u00f6yleyeceksin. Ama ben\u2026 ben art\u0131k sabah be\u015fte uyan\u0131p ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde nefes alma hakk\u0131m\u0131 savunmak istemiyorum. Bavulu kapatt\u0131. Fermuar sesi silah gibi yank\u0131land\u0131.\n\nArkas\u0131ndan sessizlik \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc \u2014 f\u0131rt\u0131na \u00f6ncesi kadar saf. Kap\u0131 araland\u0131, Kadriye i\u00e7eri girdi. Elinde bir mendil, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde sars\u0131lmaz bir kibir. \u2014 Gitmeye mi karar verdin sonunda? \u2014 dedi buz gibi bir sesle. \u2014 Baz\u0131 ku\u015flar, camlara \u00e7arpa \u00e7arpa do\u011far. \u2014 Baz\u0131lar\u0131 kafesinde kal\u0131r ve bununla gurur duyar, \u2014 diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi Cemile, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rmadan. \u2014 Ben g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc se\u00e7tim. Kadriye yava\u015f\u00e7a ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131: \u2014 G\u00f6rece\u011fiz nereye varacak. Hayat, k\u0131z\u0131m, cesareti pahal\u0131ya \u00f6\u011fretir. Cemile bavulu kavrad\u0131. Onur aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131, birden canl\u0131l\u0131k geldi sesine. \u2014 Cemile, ne olur! Sensiz ben ne yapar\u0131m? Cemile ona bakt\u0131 \u2014 ne \u00f6fkeyle, ne ac\u0131mayla, sadece i\u00e7ten bir yorgun \u015fefkatle. \u2014 Al\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n. Annen sana telvesiz kahve pi\u015firmeyi \u00f6\u011fretir. Onur\u2019un elindeki anahtarlar\u0131 ald\u0131, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ayak sesleri merdivende yank\u0131land\u0131. Arkas\u0131na bakmad\u0131. \u2014 \u22ef \u2014 Bir ay ge\u00e7ti. Sonbahar \u015fehirle beraber geldi, so\u011fukla birlikte yeni bir Cemile do\u011fdu. Eski bir apartman\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131 kat\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev kiralad\u0131. Kom\u015fular\u0131 onu pek g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu \u2014 hep i\u015f, nadir dost telefonlar\u0131, yeni projeler \u00fczerine e\u011fitimler. Ama ak\u015famlar\u0131 balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, ucuz \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumluyordu. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakarken \u015fehir sisinin aras\u0131ndaki \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kokusunu hissediyordu \u2014 keskin, hafif ac\u0131 ama canl\u0131. Bir ak\u015fam telefon \u00e7ald\u0131.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/hadi-birlikte-hesap-yapalim-dedi-cemile-esyalari-bavula-atarak\/ayak-26\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ayak-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6743\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6743'>\n\t\t\t\t\u2014 Cemile\u2026 Annem hastanede. Durumu k\u00f6t\u00fc. Kimi arayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedim, \u2014 dedi Onur. Uzun s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131 Cemile, kar\u015f\u0131dan gelen nefesi dinledi. Sonra yava\u015f\u00e7a sordu: \u2014 Neden arad\u0131n beni? \u2014 Bilmiyorum\u2026 sadece\u2026 sen hakl\u0131yd\u0131n demek istedim. Sen gidince onunla ya\u015famak istedim ama\u2026 bir evde iki ki\u015fi ayn\u0131 havay\u0131 t\u00fcketip birbirine g\u00f6re nefes alamazm\u0131\u015f. Bir oda tuttum. Ba\u015ftan ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u2014 Sevindirici, \u2014 dedi Cemile. \u2014 \u0130\u015fte bu ger\u00e7ek hayat. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7izelgeleri olmadan. Onur bir \u015fey diyecekti ki hatt\u0131n di\u011fer ucunda klik sesi geldi \u2014 ba\u011flant\u0131 kesildi. Cemile telefonu kapatt\u0131 ve uzun zamand\u0131r ilk defa g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Ak\u015fam sakindi. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da ince bir ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yor, damlalar camdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp \u015fehir \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yans\u0131t\u0131yordu. Cemile pencere \u00f6n\u00fcne oturdu, defterini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve yazd\u0131: \u201cKatlanma. Bekleme. K\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131klar\u0131nda git.\u201d \u201cGit\u201d kelimesinin \u00fczerine bir \u00e7izgi \u00e7ekti, defteri kald\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kapad\u0131. \u015eehrin u\u011fultusunu dinlerken hissetti\u011fi \u015fey ne korkuydu ne su\u00e7luluk \u2014 sadece hafiflikti. Kadriye, onun sesi, o steril evin kokular\u0131 art\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015fte kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi ba\u015flayan kendi hayat\u0131yd\u0131 \u2014 sabah emirleri, g\u00f6rev listeleri olmadan. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da gece koyula\u015ft\u0131, Cemile elini pencere kenar\u0131ndaki fincan\u0131n \u00fczerinde tutarak uyudu. Sabah yeni olacakt\u0131. Hayat art\u0131k onundu.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6742,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6741","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6741","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6741"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6741\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6744,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6741\/revisions\/6744"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6741"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6741"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6741"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}