{"id":6640,"date":"2026-05-11T20:45:57","date_gmt":"2026-05-11T20:45:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=6640"},"modified":"2026-05-11T20:45:57","modified_gmt":"2026-05-11T20:45:57","slug":"kocam-beni-agir-hasta-annesiyle-yalniz-birakti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-beni-agir-hasta-annesiyle-yalniz-birakti\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam beni a\u011f\u0131r hasta annesiyle yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-6640 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-beni-agir-hasta-annesiyle-yalniz-birakti\/rteter\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/rteter-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6641\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6641'>\n\t\t\t\tKocam beni a\u011f\u0131r hasta annesiyle yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131, kendisi neredeyse bir y\u0131l s\u00fcrecek bir i\u015f seyahatine \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: bu s\u00fcre boyunca her g\u00fcn onunla ilgilendim, ka\u015f\u0131kla besledim ve son paramla ila\u00e7 ald\u0131m &#x1f622;.\n\u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce kay\u0131nvalidem elimi tuttu ve sessizce dedi ki: \u201cK\u00f6ye git ve bodrumda patates kutusunun alt\u0131n\u0131 kaz.\u201d Cenazeden sonra oraya gittim ve topra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda ne oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ger\u00e7ek bir deh\u015fetle sars\u0131ld\u0131m Kocam annesini sonbahar\u0131n ge\u00e7 d\u00f6neminde getirdi. Art\u0131k neredeyse y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyor ve konu\u015fmakta zorluk \u00e7ekiyordu. Doktorlar hemen kanserin son a\u015famada oldu\u011funu ve fazla ya\u015fam s\u00fcresi kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylediler. Ayn\u0131 ak\u015fam kocam bana, neredeyse bir y\u0131l s\u00fcrecek uzun bir yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6revine g\u00f6nderilece\u011fini bildirdi.\nAnnesinin kanepeye yatmas\u0131na yard\u0131mc\u0131 oldu, aln\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc ve bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Bunun iyi para kazanmak i\u00e7in bir f\u0131rsat oldu\u011funu ve benim bunu ba\u015farabilece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledi. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra gitti.\nO andan itibaren t\u00fcm sorumluluk bana kald\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r hasta bir ki\u015fiyle yaln\u0131z kald\u0131m. Kay\u0131nvalidemin tek pozisyonda yatmas\u0131 zor oldu\u011fundan \u015fafak vakti kalkard\u0131m. Onu y\u0131kad\u0131m, giydirdim, ka\u015f\u0131kla besledim ve ila\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 takip ettim. Geceleri neredeyse uyumad\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc a\u011fr\u0131 birka\u00e7 saatte bir geri geliyordu.\nKocam\u0131n g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi paralar d\u00fczensizdi ve neredeyse ila\u00e7lara yetiyordu. Geri kalan her \u015feyi ben \u00f6dedim. Zamanla birikimler t\u00fckendi ve bor\u00e7 almak zorunda kald\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hasta birini yard\u0131ms\u0131z b\u0131rakamazd\u0131m.\nK\u0131\u015fa do\u011fru kay\u0131nvalidem tamamen zay\u0131flad\u0131. Bir gece, d\u0131\u015far\u0131da kar ya\u011f\u0131yor ve ev ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc sessiz oldu\u011funda, beni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Beklenmedik \u015fekilde elimi s\u0131kt\u0131 ve sessizce \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra k\u00f6ye gitmem gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Yazl\u0131k mutfa\u011fa gitmemi ve patates kutusunun alt\u0131n\u0131 kazmam\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey a\u00e7\u0131klamad\u0131. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra vefat etti.\nCenazeden sonra gitmeye bir s\u00fcre cesaret edemedim, ama kay\u0131nvalidemin s\u00f6zleri akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Sonunda cesaretimi toplad\u0131m ve k\u00f6ye gittim.\nEski mutfakta her \u015fey y\u0131llar \u00f6nceki gibiydi. Patates kutusunu kayd\u0131rd\u0131m, bir k\u00fcrek ald\u0131m ve kazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yakla\u015f\u0131k yar\u0131m metre derinlikte k\u00fcrek sert bir \u015feye \u00e7arpt\u0131. Dizlerimin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm ve topra\u011f\u0131 ellerimle kazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. O anda, kay\u0131nvalidemin bunu otuz y\u0131ldan fazla saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti\u011fimde t\u00fcylerim diken diken oldu.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-beni-agir-hasta-annesiyle-yalniz-birakti\/tgf-7\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6642\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6642'>\n\t\t\t\t\u00c7ukurun i\u00e7inde Topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde eski bir metal kutu vard\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r ve pasl\u0131yd\u0131. Zorlukla kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m ve hemen paketlenmi\u015f \u015fekilde para g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Yan\u0131nda belgeler ve ismimin yaz\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu bir zarf vard\u0131.\nHemen yere oturdum ve uzun s\u00fcre hareket edemedim. Daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 bu kadar para elime ge\u00e7memi\u015fti. Hemen anlad\u0131m ki, y\u0131llarca biriktirmi\u015f ve kimseye s\u00f6ylememi\u015fti.\nZarf\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir mektup vard\u0131. Kay\u0131nvalidem, bu paray\u0131 otuz y\u0131ldan fazla bir s\u00fcre biriktirdi\u011fini yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O\u011flu sadece kendini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve zor zamanlarda basit\u00e7e gidece\u011fini biliyordu. Bana ona hi\u00e7bir \u015fey vermemi ve su\u00e7luluk hissetmememi s\u00f6yledi.\nBana, onunla ilgileni\u015fimi, geceleri uyumad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve son param\u0131 ila\u00e7lara harcad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Beni, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi onu terk etmedi\u011fim i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmi\u015fti.\nMektubun sonunda tek bir c\u00fcmle vard\u0131: Bana yeni bir hayata ba\u015flamam\u0131 ve art\u0131k kimseye bir \u015fey kan\u0131tlamamam\u0131 istemi\u015fti.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6641,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6640","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6640","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6640"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6640\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6643,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6640\/revisions\/6643"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6641"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6640"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6640"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6640"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}