{"id":6037,"date":"2026-04-29T20:39:51","date_gmt":"2026-04-29T20:39:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=6037"},"modified":"2026-04-29T20:39:51","modified_gmt":"2026-04-29T20:39:51","slug":"babamin-giysilerimi-kitaplarimi-atese-atti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-giysilerimi-kitaplarimi-atese-atti\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam\u0131n giysilerimi kitaplar\u0131m\u0131 ate\u015fe att\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-6037 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-giysilerimi-kitaplarimi-atese-atti\/oglm\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6038\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6038'>\n\t\t\t\tBabam\u0131n giysilerimi kitaplar\u0131m\u0131 annemin son foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 hayat\u0131m\u0131n hi\u00e7bir anlam\u0131 yokmu\u015f gibi ate\u015fe atmas\u0131n\u0131 izledim. Sonra bana bakt\u0131 ve dedi ki: &#8220;Bana kar\u015f\u0131 gelirsen i\u015fte b\u00f6yle olur.&#8221; \u201d Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim. Alt\u0131 y\u0131l sonra onu arad\u0131m ve f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m: &#8220;Posta kutunu kontrol et. \u201d \u0130\u00e7inde evinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde dururken bir foto\u011fraf\u0131m vard\u0131. Yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ev. Ve bu sadece ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131.\nBabam ben on dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken sahip oldu\u011fum her \u015feyi arka bah\u00e7ede yakt\u0131.\nSadece bir ka\u00e7 g\u00f6mlek ya da garajda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feylerin oldu\u011fu kutu de\u011fil. Giysilerimi, defterlerimi, i\u015f botlar\u0131m\u0131, dolab\u0131mda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m annemin eski kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131, lise mezuniyetimden \u00e7er\u00e7eveli foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131, hatta o yaz \u00e7at\u0131 i\u015flerinden para ile ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ikinci el diz\u00fcst\u00fc bilgisayar\u0131 bile s\u00fcr\u00fckledi. Hepsini Dayton, Ohio&#8217;daki evimizin arkas\u0131ndaki metal bir varile att\u0131 ve aile ad\u0131n\u0131 temizler gibi yakt\u0131.\n&#8220;Bana kar\u015f\u0131 gelirsen olaca\u011f\u0131 budur&#8221; dedi.\nDuman\u0131n y\u00fckseli\u015fini izledim ve hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim.\nKavga ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ona ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. Columbus&#8217;ta bir ticaret program\u0131na kabul edilmi\u015ftim ve orada k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir in\u015faat \u015firketinde yar\u0131 zamanl\u0131 bir i\u015fim vard\u0131. Babam, Walter Hayes, Dayton&#8217;da kalmaya, onun alt\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ve \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcne kadar s\u00f6ylediklerini aynen yapmaya karar verdi. Onun akl\u0131nda ben gelece\u011fi olan bir o\u011ful de\u011fildim. Onun soyad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan maa\u015fs\u0131z bir i\u015f\u00e7iydim.\n\u0130zin almadan bir karar vermemden nefret etti. Ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda geri ad\u0131m atmamamdan daha \u00e7ok nefret etti. Bana bencil, zay\u0131f, aptal ve nank\u00f6r dedi. Sonra hakaretler i\u015fe yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamay\u0131 denedi.\nDetaylar\u0131 \u00e7ok net hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Yaz sonu s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131. Ka\u011f\u0131t yakalaman\u0131n kuru \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131. Eriyen plasti\u011fin \u00e7arp\u0131k kokusu. Kemer tokam\u0131n namlunun i\u00e7ine \u00e7arpma sesi. Babam orada kollar\u0131n\u0131 kavu\u015fturmu\u015f, sanki sahip oldu\u011fum k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feyi yok etmek yerine bana asil bir \u015feyler \u00f6\u011fretiyormu\u015f gibi duruyor.\nBilmedi\u011fi \u015fey, o sabah en \u00f6nemli \u015feyi m\u00fclkten \u00e7oktan ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131: belgelerim, biriktirdi\u011fim para ve arkada\u015f\u0131m Nate&#8217;in arabas\u0131n\u0131n bagaj\u0131ndaki manila bir zarfa katlanm\u0131\u015f kabul mektubu.\nYang\u0131n s\u00f6n\u00fcnce telefonumu ald\u0131m, Nate&#8217;i arad\u0131m ve ondan gelip beni almas\u0131n\u0131 istedim.\nBabam bunu duydu\u011funda g\u00fcld\u00fc.\nNefesindeki biray\u0131 koklayabilece\u011fim kadar yakla\u015farak &#8220;Bu evden ayr\u0131l\u0131yorsun&#8221; dedi ve geri d\u00f6nm\u00fcyorsun. \u201c\nSonunda g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m.\nAlt\u0131 y\u0131l sonra onu arad\u0131m ve dedim ki, &#8220;Posta kutunu kontrol et. \u201c\n\u0130\u00e7inde evinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde dururken benim bir foto\u011fraf\u0131m vard\u0131.\nA\u00e7\u0131k art\u0131rmada yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m&#8230;.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-giysilerimi-kitaplarimi-atese-atti\/ayak-23\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ayak-4-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-6039\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-6039'>\n\t\t\t\tB\u00f6l\u00fcm 2\nO foto\u011fraf sadece intikam i\u00e7in olmad\u0131. Oldu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00f6nce o ate\u015fin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dururken kendime s\u00f6z verdim bir daha g\u00fcc\u00fcm olsa babam gibi kullanmam\nNate ayn\u0131 gece beni bir s\u0131rt \u00e7antas\u0131, 43 dolar nakit ve bagaj\u0131ndaki zarfla Columbus&#8217;a g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ticaret program\u0131 ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce iki hafta kuzeninin kanepesinde uyudum. G\u00fcn i\u00e7inde, kimsenin istemedi\u011fi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 i\u015fe almay\u0131 seven bir m\u00fcteahhit i\u00e7in y\u0131k\u0131mda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Geceleri tahmin, i\u015f g\u00fcvenli\u011fi ve proje planlamas\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. H\u0131zl\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ba\u015fka se\u00e7ene\u011fim yoktu.\n\u0130lk y\u0131l i\u00e7in plan hayatta kalmakt\u0131. Kirala. Yemek. Benzin. Okul harc\u0131. Ucuzluk ma\u011fazalar\u0131ndan kot pantolon ve indirimli raflardan \u00e7elik parmakl\u0131 bot ald\u0131m. Her vardiyaya evet dedim. K\u0131\u015f\u0131n evleri \u00e7er\u00e7eveledim, ilkbaharda \u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131 yamalad\u0131m, Temmuz s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda al\u00e7\u0131pan \u00e7ektim, hangi ustaba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n dinlemeye de\u011fer oldu\u011funu, hangilerinin havlamay\u0131 bildi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim. 22 ya\u015f\u0131mda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ekipler \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordum. 24 ya\u015f\u0131mda, m\u00fcteahhitlik lisans\u0131m\u0131 ve yan\u0131nda \u015firketimin isminin m\u0131knat\u0131sl\u0131 oldu\u011fu kullan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir pikap vard\u0131: Hayes Restorasyon &#038; \u0130n\u015faat. Soyad\u0131n\u0131 saklad\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onu yeniden tan\u0131mlamak istedim, ondan ka\u00e7mak de\u011fil.\n\u0130nsanlar bana g\u00fcvendi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc zaman\u0131nda geldim, i\u015fi temiz bitirdim ve kimseyle a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamad\u0131m. Emekli bir \u00e7ift beni bir emlak\u00e7\u0131ya tavsiye etti. O emlak\u00e7\u0131 beni bir yat\u0131r\u0131mc\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Yat\u0131r\u0131mc\u0131 bana kimsenin dokunmak istemedi\u011fi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 m\u00fclkler getirdi. Su hasar\u0131, kod ihlali, k\u00f6t\u00fc kablolama, \u00e7\u00f6ken veranda. \u00c7irkin i\u015fleri ald\u0131m ve onlar\u0131 karl\u0131 hale getirdim.\nBir gecede zengin olmad\u0131m. \u00c7o\u011fu y\u0131l, bir fatura i\u00e7in yolumu t\u0131rmalamak gibi geldi. Ama yava\u015f yava\u015f say\u0131lar de\u011fi\u015fti. \u0130ki i\u015f\u00e7i tuttum, sonra be\u015f. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ofis a\u00e7t\u0131m. Kredi olu\u015fturdum. \u0130l\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131k art\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131n nas\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. Bankalar\u0131n nas\u0131l durdu\u011funu, vergilerin nas\u0131l birikti\u011fini, gururun insanlara aylar \u00f6nce satmalar\u0131 gereken evleri kaybettirdi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim.\nBabam hakk\u0131nda eski kom\u015fulardan ve kamu kay\u0131tlar\u0131ndan duydum, do\u011frudan ondan de\u011fil. Ben gittikten sonra insanlara ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yledi. Sonra onlara ortadan kayboldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yledi. Sonunda insanlar sormay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131. Bu arada emlak vergisi \u00f6demelerini ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, ev aleyhine iki kez bor\u00e7 alm\u0131\u015f ve yeri \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f. Bir zamanlar o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck beyaz saray\u0131 kendi krall\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi yapan adam yeti\u015femedi.\nA\u00e7\u0131k art\u0131rma bildirimi ya\u011fmurlu bir Per\u015fembe sabah\u0131 \u00e7evrimi\u00e7i olarak yay\u0131nland\u0131. Paket numaras\u0131, adres, minimum teklif.\nHissettiklerimi kaydetmeden \u00f6nce uzun uzun s\u00fcre ekrana bakt\u0131m.\nNe\u015fe de\u011fildi.\nBeni k\u0131rmak i\u00e7in kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 an sonunda geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn so\u011fuk ve istikrarl\u0131 bir fark\u0131na vard\u0131m.\nVe bu sefer ma\u00e7\u0131 tutan bendim.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6038,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6037","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6037","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6037"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6037\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6040,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6037\/revisions\/6040"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6038"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6037"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6037"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6037"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}