{"id":5863,"date":"2026-04-25T19:16:48","date_gmt":"2026-04-25T19:16:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5863"},"modified":"2026-04-25T19:16:48","modified_gmt":"2026-04-25T19:16:48","slug":"38-yillik-evliligimiz-bir-ihanetle-bitti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/38-yillik-evliligimiz-bir-ihanetle-bitti\/","title":{"rendered":"38 Y\u0131ll\u0131k Evlili\u011fimiz Bir \u0130hanetle Bitti"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5863 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/38-yillik-evliligimiz-bir-ihanetle-bitti\/tgfg-7\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgfg-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5864\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5864'>\n\t\t\t\tE\u015fim Kemal ile \u00fcniversite y\u0131llar\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Daha 20 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken evlendik. Y\u0131llarca mutlu bir hayat\u0131m\u0131z oldu. \u0130ki \u00e7ocu\u011fumuz, be\u015f torunumuz vard\u0131. Ta ki bir g\u00fcn her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fene kadar. Kemal i\u00e7ine kapanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Geceleri salonda kal\u0131yor, kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131yordu. Ne sorsam \u201ci\u015f stresi\u201d diyordu. Alt\u0131 ay boyunca bu b\u00f6yle s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sonra bir ak\u015fam mutfak masas\u0131na oturdu ve g\u00f6zlerime bakmadan s\u00f6yledi: \u201cSeni ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131nla aldatt\u0131m.\u201d O an d\u00fcnyam y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. 38 y\u0131l\u2026 bir c\u00fcmleyle silinmi\u015f gibiydi. Ne kadar sorsam da hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131klamad\u0131. Bu ger\u00e7ekle ya\u015fayamad\u0131m. Bo\u015fand\u0131k. Be\u015f y\u0131l boyunca hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmad\u0131k. Sadece \u00e7ocuklar arada onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. Sonra bir g\u00fcn hastaneden arand\u0131m. Kemal kalp krizi ge\u00e7irmi\u015f\u2026 ve \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. D\u00fcn cenazesi vard\u0131. Herkes oradayd\u0131. Tan\u0131d\u0131k y\u00fczler\u2026 ama bir ki\u015fi hari\u00e7. En arkada oturan bir kad\u0131n. Onu hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. T\u00f6ren bittikten sonra yan\u0131na gittim. \u201cE\u015fimi nereden tan\u0131yordunuz?\u201d diye sordum. Kad\u0131n gerildi. Ka\u00e7amak cevap vermek istedi ama \u0131srar ettim. Sonunda beni kenara \u00e7ekti. \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi bilmiyorsunuz,\u201d dedi. \u201cBe\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce olanlar\u0131\u2026 e\u015finizin sizin i\u00e7in ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026\u201d Kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131. \u201cNe demek istiyorsunuz?\u201d Kad\u0131n derin bir nefes ald\u0131. \u201cBen o kad\u0131n de\u011filim,\u201d dedi. \u201cYani sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ki\u015fi de\u011filim.\u201d Kafam kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cE\u015finizin size s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u2018aldatma\u2019 hikayesi do\u011fru de\u011fildi.\u201d Bir an nefesim kesildi. \u201cYalan m\u0131yd\u0131?\u201d Kad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u201cEvet. Ama sizi incitmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil\u2026 sizi korumak i\u00e7in yapt\u0131.\u201d \u0130\u00e7imde \u00f6fke kabard\u0131. \u201cBeni korumak m\u0131? 38 y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fi y\u0131karak m\u0131?\u201d Kad\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cBe\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce size bir te\u015fhis kondu\u011funu hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musunuz?\u201d Donup kald\u0131m. Evet\u2026 hat\u0131rl\u0131yordum. Ama o zaman kesin de\u011fildi. Kad\u0131n devam etti: \u201cDurum sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan daha a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Uzun ve riskli bir tedavi gerekiyordu. E\u015finiz ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frendi ama sizin bunu bilmenizi istemedi.\u201d Titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u201cNeden?\u201d Kad\u0131n \u00e7antas\u0131ndan bir zarf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u201cBunu size vermemi istedi.\u201d Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Kemal\u2019in el yaz\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131&#8230;\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/38-yillik-evliligimiz-bir-ihanetle-bitti\/38-yil\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/38-yil-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5865\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5865'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cE\u011fer bunu okuyorsan art\u0131k her \u015fey bitmi\u015f demektir. Sana yalan s\u00f6yledim ama bu seni kaybetmemek i\u00e7indi. Doktorlar ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda iki se\u00e7ene\u011fim vard\u0131. Ya seni korku i\u00e7inde b\u0131rakacakt\u0131m ya da seni benden nefret ettirerek uzakla\u015ft\u0131racakt\u0131m. \u0130kincisini se\u00e7tim.\u201d G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cSenin benimle kal\u0131p bu s\u00fcreci ya\u015faman\u0131 istemedim. Kendini feda etmeni istemedim. Bu y\u00fczden seni incittim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyordum\u2026 nefret bazen sevgiden daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir kopu\u015f sa\u011flar.\u201d Devam\u0131n\u0131 zor okuyordum. \u201cBe\u015f y\u0131l boyunca seni uzaktan izledim. \u0130yi oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek bana yetti. E\u011fer bu bir ihanetse\u2026 evet, sana ihanet ettim. Ama seni korumak i\u00e7in.\u201d Ka\u011f\u0131t elimden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Dizlerim titredi. Kad\u0131n sessizce konu\u015ftu: \u201cBen hastanedeki hem\u015fireydim. O s\u00fcre\u00e7te onunla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Size olan sevgisini her g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u201d \u201cPeki neden bana s\u00f6ylemedi?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. Kad\u0131n g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o zaman siz onu b\u0131rakmazd\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d Bu c\u00fcmle i\u00e7imi par\u00e7alad\u0131. Hakl\u0131yd\u0131. Asla b\u0131rakmazd\u0131m. Ama o\u2026 benim bunu ya\u015famam\u0131 istememi\u015fti. Cenaze alan\u0131na bakt\u0131m. Toprak art\u0131k her \u015feyi sakl\u0131yordu. Be\u015f y\u0131l boyunca ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6fke bir anda \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Yerine a\u011f\u0131r bir ger\u00e7ek geldi. Ben onu ihanetle hat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O ise beni sevgiyle b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki bazen en b\u00fcy\u00fck fedak\u00e2rl\u0131klar, en yanl\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnen kararlar\u0131n arkas\u0131nda sakl\u0131d\u0131r. Ve bazen bir insan\u2026 seni kaybetmeyi g\u00f6ze alacak kadar \u00e7ok sevebilir.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5864,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5863","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5863","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5863"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5863\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5866,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5863\/revisions\/5866"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5864"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}