{"id":5833,"date":"2026-04-24T19:52:57","date_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:52:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5833"},"modified":"2026-04-24T19:52:57","modified_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:52:57","slug":"73-yasindayim-on-yil-once-bir-gece-yarisi-kapim-calindi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/73-yasindayim-on-yil-once-bir-gece-yarisi-kapim-calindi\/","title":{"rendered":"73 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. On y\u0131l \u00f6nce bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 kap\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5833 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/73-yasindayim-on-yil-once-bir-gece-yarisi-kapim-calindi\/dvdv-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dvdv-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5834\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5834'>\n\t\t\t\t73 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. On y\u0131l \u00f6nce bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 kap\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131; tek o\u011flum Murat\u2019\u0131n bir trafik kazas\u0131nda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011fini s\u00f6ylediler. Kar\u0131s\u0131 Pelin ise o kazadan burnu bile kanamadan kurtulmu\u015ftu. Cenazeden sadece iki g\u00fcn sonra Pelin kap\u0131ma geldi. Yan\u0131nda pijamalar\u0131yla duran iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ikiz torunlar\u0131m Can ve Cem, arkas\u0131nda ise bir \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015feti dolusu k\u0131yafet vard\u0131. Pelin po\u015feti \u00fczerime do\u011fru itip, &#8220;Ben bu yoksullu\u011fa ve \u00e7ocuk bakmaya gelemiyorum, art\u0131k kendi hayat\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m,&#8221; dedi ve arabas\u0131na binip gitti. O \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131ma ben b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm. Gecemi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcme kat\u0131p \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; pazarlarda kendi haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ay kar\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 satarak ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck i\u015fi, bug\u00fcn hayal edemeyece\u011fim kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve de\u011ferli bir \u015firkete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Ama hayat\u0131mdaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck kazanc\u0131m hala o \u00e7ocuklard\u0131. Tam her \u015fey yoluna girdi derken, \u00fc\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce Pelin yan\u0131nda bir avukatla kap\u0131mda belirdi. Hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bile sormadan elime velayet belgelerini tutu\u015fturdu. Mutfakta beni k\u00f6\u015feye s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p as\u0131l niyetini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6yledi: &#8220;\u015eirketin %51 hissesini \u00fczerime yaparsan davay\u0131 geri \u00e7ekerim. E\u011fer reddedersen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 al\u0131r, seni bir daha asla g\u00f6remeyecekleri bir yere giderim.&#8221; Elbette reddettim ama avukat\u0131m mahkemelerin biyolojik anneye her zaman ikinci bir \u015fans verme e\u011filiminde oldu\u011fu konusunda beni uyard\u0131. Duru\u015fmada Pelin, timsah g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 d\u00f6kerek &#8220;\u00e7ocuklar\u0131na kavu\u015fmak isteyen ma\u011fdur anne&#8221; rol\u00fcn\u00fc oynad\u0131 ve benim art\u0131k \u00e7ok ya\u015fl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu, onlara bakamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 iddia etti. Hakimin ona inanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordum. Tam o s\u0131rada, normalde s\u0131n\u0131fta bile parmak kald\u0131rmaya \u00e7ekinen torunum Can aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Karde\u015fi Cem de hemen yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. Pelin, davay\u0131 \u00e7oktan kazanm\u0131\u015f gibi gururla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. Can \u00f6nce hakime bakt\u0131, sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp annesinin g\u00f6zlerinin tam i\u00e7ine bakarak derin bir nefes ald\u0131 ve o 5 kelimeyi s\u00f6yledi: &#8220;B\u0130Z\u0130 O GECE \u00c7\u00d6PE ATTIN.&#8221; Mahkeme salonunda i\u011fne atsan\u0131z sesi duyulacak bir sessizlik oldu. Hakimin havada kalan kalemi masaya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Pelin\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki o sahte g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme, sanki bir maske gibi \u00e7atlay\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Can\u2019\u0131n sesi titremiyordu; aksine on y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7inde biriktirdi\u011fi t\u00fcm o h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve ger\u00e7eklik, sesinde \u00e7elik gibi bir sertli\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Can, hakime do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m daha att\u0131. &#8220;Say\u0131n hakim,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;annem oldu\u011funu iddia eden bu kad\u0131n bizi o gece kap\u0131ya bir \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015fetiyle b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda biz sadece iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131k. Belki \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fck ama o po\u015fetin so\u011fu\u011funu, bizi b\u0131rakan araban\u0131n uzakla\u015fan sesini hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131k. On y\u0131l boyunca bir kez bile nas\u0131ls\u0131n\u0131z diye sormayan biri, bug\u00fcn gelip bizi sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Ama asl\u0131nda o bizi de\u011fil, babaannemin t\u0131rnaklar\u0131yla kaz\u0131yarak kurdu\u011fu \u015firketi istiyor.&#8221; Pelin panik i\u00e7inde yerinden kalkt\u0131, &#8220;Yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor! Onu babaannesi zehirlemi\u015f, ona bu s\u00f6zleri o ezberletmi\u015f!&#8221; diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ama Can susmaya niyetli de\u011fildi. Elini cebine att\u0131 ve telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p k\u00fcrs\u00fcye b\u0131rakt\u0131. &#8220;Babaannemi mutfakta tehdit ederken kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Hepsini kaydettim.&#8221; Avukatlar\u0131n ve hakimin \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda Can kayd\u0131 ba\u015flatt\u0131. Pelin\u2019in o h\u0131rsl\u0131, \u00e7i\u011f ve ac\u0131mas\u0131z sesi salonda yank\u0131lanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131: &#8220;Hisseleri ver yoksa bu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6remezsin&#8230; Onlar\u0131 eyalet d\u0131\u015f\u0131na ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m, ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131ktan \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde mezar\u0131na bile getirmem!&#8221; Kayd\u0131 dinleyen hakimin y\u00fcz\u00fc giderek sertle\u015fti. Pelin, az \u00f6nce d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc timsah g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silecek bir mendil bile bulam\u0131yordu; zira art\u0131k kimse ona ac\u0131m\u0131yordu. Kendi \u00f6z evlad\u0131n\u0131n zekas\u0131 ve d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, Pelin\u2019in on y\u0131ll\u0131k plan\u0131n\u0131 saniyeler i\u00e7inde yerle bir etmi\u015fti&#8230;\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/73-yasindayim-on-yil-once-bir-gece-yarisi-kapim-calindi\/dfgdfgdfg-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dfgdfgdfg-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5835\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5835'>\n\t\t\t\tO an g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne on y\u0131l \u00f6nceki o so\u011fuk gece geldi. Murat\u2019\u0131m\u0131 kaybetti\u011fim, kalbimin parampar\u00e7a oldu\u011fu o gece&#8230; Pelin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 kap\u0131ma b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dizlerim titriyordu ama Can ve Cem\u2019in elini tuttu\u011fum an, o titreme ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Onlar i\u00e7in ayakta kalmak zorundayd\u0131m. Emekli maa\u015f\u0131mla ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o ilk \u00e7ay harmanlar\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlarken, mutfaktaki ocakta hem \u00e7ay demlenir hem de \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n mamas\u0131 \u0131s\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. Bazen yorgunluktan pazar tezgah\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda uyuyakal\u0131rd\u0131m ama Cem gelip elimi tutar, &#8220;Anneannem, yoruldun mu?&#8221; diye sorard\u0131. Biz o yoksullu\u011fu, o \u00e7aresizli\u011fi birbirimize tutunarak a\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Hakim karar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamak i\u00e7in k\u00fcrs\u00fcye vurdu\u011funda kalbim duracak gibiydi. &#8220;Davac\u0131n\u0131n talebi reddedilmi\u015ftir,&#8221; dedi hakim, sesinde gizleyemedi\u011fi bir tiksintiyle. &#8220;Velayetin mevcut haliyle devam\u0131na, ayr\u0131ca davac\u0131 hakk\u0131nda nitelikli doland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k ve \u015fantaj \u015f\u00fcphesiyle su\u00e7 duyurusunda bulunulmas\u0131na karar verilmi\u015ftir.&#8221; Pelin, g\u00fcvenlik g\u00f6revlileri e\u015fli\u011finde salondan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131rken tek bir kelime bile edemedi. Bana de\u011fil, \u00e7ocuklara bakmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Can ve Cem ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bile \u00e7evirmediler. Onlar i\u00e7in o kad\u0131n, on y\u0131l \u00f6nce o \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015fetiyle birlikte kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Adliye binas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00fcne\u015f bat\u0131yordu. Arabaya y\u00fcr\u00fcrken torunlar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na girdim, her ikisi de boyumu ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ama benim g\u00f6z\u00fcmde hala o pijama tak\u0131mlar\u0131yla kap\u0131mda duran minik meleklerdi. Can koluma girdi, Cem ise di\u011fer elimi tuttu. &#8220;Seni asla b\u0131rakmayaca\u011f\u0131z babaanne,&#8221; dedi Cem sessizce. &#8220;\u015eirket, para&#8230; Hi\u00e7biri umurumuzda de\u011fil. Biz sadece senin \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131n kokusunu duydu\u011fumuz o huzurlu mutfa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 istiyoruz.&#8221; G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim. 73 y\u0131ll\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fcmde \u00e7ok \u015fey kaybetmi\u015ftim; e\u015fimi, o\u011flumu, gen\u00e7li\u011fimi&#8230; Ama o g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki, do\u011frulu\u011fu ve sevgiyi miras b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, d\u00fcnya \u00fczerindeki hi\u00e7bir g\u00fc\u00e7 o miras\u0131 elinizden alam\u0131yordu. Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7tim. En sevdi\u011fimiz o \u00f6zel harman\u0131 demledim. Evimizin i\u00e7ine yay\u0131lan o taze \u00e7ay kokusu, sadece bir i\u015fin ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fil, bir ailenin direni\u015finin zafer kokusuydu. Biz kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k; yalanlara, h\u0131rsa ve vefas\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 saf sevgiyle galip gelmi\u015ftik. O gece balkonumuzda \u00e7aylar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yudumlarken, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki y\u0131ld\u0131zlara bakt\u0131m. Murat&#8217;\u0131n bizi bir yerlerden izledi\u011fini ve &#8220;Aferin anne, onlar\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel yeti\u015ftirmi\u015fsin&#8221; dedi\u011fini hissettim. Art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir f\u0131rt\u0131na bizi y\u0131kamazd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc biz en b\u00fcy\u00fck f\u0131rt\u0131nay\u0131 bir \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015fetiyle kap\u0131m\u0131za gelen o gecede yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nce de\u011fil, bug\u00fcn o mahkeme salonunda sonsuza dek dindirmi\u015ftik.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5834,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5833","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5833","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5833"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5833\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5836,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5833\/revisions\/5836"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5834"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5833"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5833"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5833"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}