{"id":5811,"date":"2026-04-24T19:28:45","date_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:28:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5811"},"modified":"2026-04-24T19:28:45","modified_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:28:45","slug":"o-soguk-gunde-bir-yabanciya-yemek-aldim-ertesi-gun-actigim-not-hayatimi-degistirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/o-soguk-gunde-bir-yabanciya-yemek-aldim-ertesi-gun-actigim-not-hayatimi-degistirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"O So\u011fuk G\u00fcnde Bir Yabanc\u0131ya Yemek Ald\u0131m\u2026 Ertesi G\u00fcn A\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m Not Hayat\u0131m\u0131 De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5811 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/o-soguk-gunde-bir-yabanciya-yemek-aldim-ertesi-gun-actigim-not-hayatimi-degistirdi\/tgdffgf\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5813\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5813'>\n\t\t\t\tDondurucu bir g\u00fcnde, sadece bir yabanc\u0131ya bir d\u00fcr\u00fcm ve kahve almak istemi\u015ftim\u2026 ama elime s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o buru\u015fuk ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131, g\u00f6rmezden gelebilece\u011fim bir \u015fey de\u011fildi.\n\nO ak\u015fam hava kemikleri s\u0131zlatacak kadar so\u011fuktu. Tek istedi\u011fim biraz s\u0131cakl\u0131k, s\u0131cak bir du\u015f ve sessizlikti. Ama k\u00f6\u015fedeki tezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken durdum. Orada oturuyordu. \u00dczerinde eski, uyumsuz k\u0131yafetler vard\u0131. Titreyen elleriyle yan\u0131nda k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6pe\u011fi \u0131s\u0131tmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u201cBiraz s\u0131cak su\u2026 l\u00fctfen,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Sat\u0131c\u0131 onu kovdu. K\u00f6pek hafif\u00e7e inledi.\n\nBir an durdum. Sonra \u201c\u0130ki kahve, iki d\u00fcr\u00fcm,\u201d dedim. Yeme\u011fi verdim, d\u00f6n\u00fcp gidecektim ki elime bir ka\u011f\u0131t s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cBunu evde oku,\u201d dedi. Unuttum.\n\nErtesi ak\u015fam buldum. A\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130lk sat\u0131rda nefesim kesildi.\n\n\u201cAnnenin son mektubunu h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ekmecede sakl\u0131yorsun.\u201d\n\nElim titredi. O mektubu kimse bilmiyordu. Kimseye g\u00f6stermemi\u015ftim.\n\nDevam\u0131n\u0131 okudum.\n\n\u201cKap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki \u00e7ivide as\u0131l\u0131 olan gri palto\u2026 onu atamad\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc vedala\u015famad\u0131n.\u201d\n\nBo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. Bu art\u0131k rastlant\u0131 olamazd\u0131.\n\nSon sat\u0131ra geldi\u011fimde kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131:\n\n\u201cYar\u0131n ayn\u0131 saatte gel. Bu sefer senin sorular\u0131n olacak.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcnde uyuyamad\u0131m. Defalarca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bir \u015faka m\u0131yd\u0131? Beni tan\u0131yan biri mi? Ama o adam\u0131 hayat\u0131mda ilk kez g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\n\nErtesi g\u00fcn ayn\u0131 saatte geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Hava yine so\u011fuktu. Ayn\u0131 k\u00f6\u015feye bakt\u0131m.\n\nYoktu.\n\nTezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne gittim. Sat\u0131c\u0131ya sordum.\n\n\u201cD\u00fcn burada oturan ya\u015fl\u0131 adam nereye gitti?\u201d\n\nSat\u0131c\u0131 omuz silkti.\n\n\u201cBurada her g\u00fcn onlarca ki\u015fi oturur. Kimi soruyorsun?\u201d\n\n\u201cYan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6pek vard\u0131.\u201d\n\nAdam biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cHa\u2026 \u015fu sessiz olan m\u0131? Sabah erkenden gitti. Bir daha g\u00f6rmedim.\u201d\n\n\u0130\u00e7imde garip bir bo\u015fluk olu\u015ftu.\n\nGeri d\u00f6nmek \u00fczereydim ki yerde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir iz fark ettim. Karton bir kutunun par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dczerinde k\u00f6pe\u011fin battaniyesine benzer bir kuma\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 vard\u0131. Yan\u0131nda da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ka\u011f\u0131t.\n\nE\u011filip ald\u0131m.\n\nBu sefer yaz\u0131 daha d\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cGe\u00e7 kald\u0131n. Ama bu da bir cevap.\u201d\n\nKa\u011f\u0131d\u0131n arkas\u0131nda bir adres yaz\u0131yordu.\n\nBir an teredd\u00fct ettim. Sonra gitmeye karar verdim.\n\nAdres, \u015fehrin eski bir mahallesindeydi. Y\u0131llard\u0131r u\u011framad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer. Dar sokaklar, eski binalar\u2026\n\nKap\u0131y\u0131 buldum. Pasl\u0131 bir zildi. Bast\u0131m.\n\nKap\u0131y\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\n\u201cBuyurun?\u201d\n\n\u201cElimdeki not\u2026 burada yazan biri\u2026\u201d dedim.\n\nKad\u0131n bir an durdu. G\u00f6zleri yumu\u015fad\u0131.\n\n\u201cSen misin?\u201d diye sordu.\n\n\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u201cBeni tan\u0131yor musunuz?\u201d\n\nKap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u201c\u0130\u00e7eri gel.\u201d\n\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir salondu. Duvarlarda eski foto\u011fraflar vard\u0131. Bir k\u00f6\u015fede k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6pek yata\u011f\u0131\u2026 ama bo\u015ftu..\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/o-soguk-gunde-bir-yabanciya-yemek-aldim-ertesi-gun-actigim-not-hayatimi-degistirdi\/fddfdfg\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5814\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5814'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cD\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn adam,\u201d dedi kad\u0131n, \u201cbenim karde\u015fimdi.\u201d\n\nKalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cNerede \u015fimdi?\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n derin bir nefes ald\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu sabah vefat etti.\u201d\n\nD\u00fcnya bir an sessizle\u015fti.\n\n\u201cNas\u0131l\u2026?\u201d\n\n\u201cUzun zamand\u0131r hastayd\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u201cAma son g\u00fcnlerinde d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak istedi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek\u2026 belki birine dokunmak.\u201d\n\nElimdeki ka\u011f\u0131da bakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cPeki\u2026 beni nas\u0131l biliyordu?\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu.\u201d\n\nNe demek istedi\u011fini anlamad\u0131m.\n\nKad\u0131n duvardaki bir foto\u011fraf\u0131 i\u015faret etti.\n\nYakla\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nFoto\u011frafta gen\u00e7 bir adam vard\u0131. Yan\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk\u2026\n\nVe o \u00e7ocuk bendim.\n\nBir anda her \u015fey yerine oturdu.\n\n\u201cBu\u2026 bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil\u2026\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\n\u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken annen seni s\u0131k s\u0131k bu mahalleye getirirdi. Karde\u015fim seni tan\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra seni burada tekrar g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ama yan\u0131na gelmeye cesaret edemedi.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\n\n\u201cD\u00fcn neden bana o notu verdi?\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n sessizce cevap verdi:\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sana s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fi \u015feyler vard\u0131. Ama zaman\u0131 kalmad\u0131.\u201d\n\nElimdeki ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cPeki\u2026 ne s\u00f6ylemek istedi?\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n yava\u015f\u00e7a masaya gitti. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu getirdi.\n\n\u201cBunu sana b\u0131rakmam\u0131 istedi.\u201d\n\nKutuyu a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\n\u0130\u00e7inde eski bir foto\u011fraf ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not vard\u0131.\n\nNotta \u015funlar yaz\u0131yordu:\n\n\u201cBazen insanlar, hayat\u0131m\u0131za geri d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in do\u011fru an\u0131 bekler. Ama her zaman o an gelmez. D\u00fcn bana bir d\u00fcr\u00fcm ald\u0131n. Ama asl\u0131nda bana bir f\u0131rsat verdin. Sana s\u00f6yleyemediklerim i\u00e7in \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm. Ama \u015funu bil\u2026 sen hi\u00e7 yaln\u0131z de\u011fildin.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m.\n\nO an anlad\u0131m.\n\nBen ona yard\u0131m etti\u011fimi sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nAma asl\u0131nda o, bana y\u0131llard\u0131r eksik olan bir par\u00e7ay\u0131 geri vermi\u015fti.\n\nO g\u00fcnden sonra o k\u00f6\u015feden her ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde duruyorum.\n\nBelki bir daha onu g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim.\n\nAma art\u0131k biliyorum ki\u2026\n\nBazen en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck iyilikler, en b\u00fcy\u00fck ger\u00e7ekleri ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r.\n\nVe bazen bir yabanc\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fi\u2026 asl\u0131nda seni senden daha uzun zamand\u0131r tan\u0131yordur.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5813,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5811","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5811","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5811"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5811\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5815,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5811\/revisions\/5815"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5813"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5811"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5811"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5811"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}