{"id":5767,"date":"2026-04-23T21:13:36","date_gmt":"2026-04-23T21:13:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5767"},"modified":"2026-04-23T21:13:36","modified_gmt":"2026-04-23T21:13:36","slug":"uvey-annem-hicbir-erkegin-bana-bir-daha-bakmamasi-icin-saclarimi-kazidi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annem-hicbir-erkegin-bana-bir-daha-bakmamasi-icin-saclarimi-kazidi\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcvey annem, hi\u00e7bir erke\u011fin bana bir daha bakmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kaz\u0131d\u0131\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5767 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annem-hicbir-erkegin-bana-bir-daha-bakmamasi-icin-saclarimi-kazidi\/b-43\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/B-9-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5768\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5768'>\n\t\t\t\tEmir listeyi masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\nParmaklar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r tahtaya vurdu. Salondaki m\u00fczik h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7al\u0131yordu ama onun i\u00e7indeki sessizlik \u00e7ok daha g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fcyd\u00fc.\n\n\u2014Bu listeyi kim haz\u0131rlad\u0131? \u2014sesi al\u00e7akt\u0131 ama tart\u0131\u015fmaya kapal\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nMeryem Han\u0131m bir ad\u0131m \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi kusursuzdu.\n\n\u2014Ben haz\u0131rlad\u0131m, Emir Bey. B\u00f6lgenin en uygun gen\u00e7 han\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zellikle se\u00e7tim.\n\nEmir g\u00f6zlerini ondan ay\u0131rmadan sordu:\n\n\u2014Eksik var.\n\nMeryem Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dondu.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annem-hicbir-erkegin-bana-bir-daha-bakmamasi-icin-saclarimi-kazidi\/cv-45\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/cv-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5769\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5769'>\n\t\t\t\t\u2014Sanm\u0131yorum\u2026\n\n\u2014Elif.\n\n\u0130sim havada keskin bir b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi as\u0131l\u0131 kald\u0131.\n\nSalondaki birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 ilk kez o ad\u0131 duyuyordu. Ama Meryem Han\u0131m biliyordu.\n\n\u2014O\u2026 uygun de\u011fil \u2014dedi kontroll\u00fc bir sesle\u2014. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 pek iyi de\u011fil. Ayr\u0131ca\u2026\n\nEmir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kesti.\n\n\u2014Ben onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nSessizlik.\n\n\u2014G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fey\u2026 bu salondakilerin hi\u00e7birinde yok.\n\nBu kez Meryem Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki maske \u00e7atlad\u0131.\n\n\u2014Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 bile yok \u2014dedi alayla, kontrol\u00fc geri almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak\u2014. Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n en temel\u2026\n\nEmir bir ad\u0131m yakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u2014Sa\u00e7 de\u011fil.\n\nBir saniyelik duraklama.\n\n\u2014Onur.\n\nSalonda hava de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\nEmir arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u2014At\u0131m\u0131 haz\u0131rlay\u0131n.\n\nGece, kona\u011f\u0131n ta\u015f duvarlar\u0131na sessizce yaslanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nElif h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\nAyn\u0131 koridor. Ayn\u0131 bez. Ayn\u0131 hayat.\n\nAma i\u00e7indeki o de\u011fi\u015fim\u2026 art\u0131k bast\u0131r\u0131lam\u0131yordu.\n\nKap\u0131ya sert bir vurma sesi geldi.\n\nEvde kimse b\u00f6yle kap\u0131 \u00e7almazd\u0131.\n\nMeryem Han\u0131m ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atarak kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldi. A\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Emir\u2019i g\u00f6rd\u00fc.\n\nArkas\u0131nda iki adam, bir de fener ta\u015f\u0131yan gen\u00e7 bir hizmetli vard\u0131.\n\n\u2014Bu saatte\u2026? \u2014dedi Meryem Han\u0131m, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizleyemeden.\n\nEmir i\u00e7eri bakmad\u0131 bile.\n\n\u2014Elif\u2019i almaya geldim.\n\nBu kez sessizlik daha a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u2014Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil \u2014dedi Meryem Han\u0131m sert\u00e7e\u2014. O bu evin\u2026\n\n\u2014Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi de\u011fil \u2014diye tamamlad\u0131 Emir\u2014. Bunu en iyi siz biliyorsunuz.\n\nElif koridorun ucunda durmu\u015ftu.\n\nEli h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u0131slakt\u0131. Kalbi ise ilk kez bu kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 at\u0131yordu.\n\n\u2014Elif \u2014dedi Emir, g\u00f6zlerini ondan ay\u0131rmadan\u2014. Gelmek istiyor musun?\n\nBu soru\u2026 hayat\u0131nda ilk kez biri ona bir \u015fey sormu\u015ftu.\n\nZorla de\u011fil.\n\nKarar vererek.\n\nElif ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nE\u015farb\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcnen kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 saklamad\u0131.\n\nSaklanmad\u0131.\n\nVe ilk kez\u2026 sesi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u2014Evet.\n\nO gece Elif o evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\nArkas\u0131na bakmadan.\n\nKimse onu durduramad\u0131.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k durdurulacak biri de\u011fildi.\n\nAylar ge\u00e7ti.\n\nDemirhan \u00c7iftli\u011fi de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\nAma en \u00e7ok de\u011fi\u015fen\u2026 Elif\u2019ti.\n\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f uzamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nAma bu sefer kimse ona o sa\u00e7lar i\u00e7in bakm\u0131yordu.\n\n\u0130nsanlar onun zek\u00e2s\u0131n\u0131 konu\u015fuyordu.\n\nY\u00f6netimini.\n\nKararlar\u0131n\u0131.\n\nEmir\u2019in yan\u0131nda \u201cg\u00fczel kad\u0131n\u201d olarak de\u011fil\u2026\n\n\u201ce\u015fit\u201d olarak duruyordu.\n\nVe bir g\u00fcn, b\u00fcy\u00fck salonda herkesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde Emir ona d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u2014Benimle evlenir misin?\n\nSalondaki herkes nefesini tuttu.\n\nElif g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\nBu kez aynada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f de\u011fildi.\n\nGer\u00e7ekti.\n\n\u2014Evet \u2014dedi.\n\nD\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi\u011finde\u2026\n\nKayseri\u2019den, Konya\u2019dan, Ankara\u2019dan insanlar ak\u0131n etti.\n\nVe o kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n en arkas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi duruyordu.\n\nMeryem Han\u0131m.\n\nSelin.\n\nLara.\n\nHi\u00e7biri davetli de\u011fildi.\n\nAma gelmi\u015flerdi.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc herkesin konu\u015ftu\u011fu \u015feyi kendi g\u00f6zleriyle g\u00f6rmek zorundayd\u0131lar.\n\nElif merdivenlerden indi.\n\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 art\u0131k omuzlar\u0131na de\u011fiyordu.\n\nAma kimse ilk \u00f6nce onu fark etmedi.\n\n\u0130nsanlar\u2026 duru\u015funu fark etti.\n\nG\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc.\n\nSessizli\u011fini.\n\nVe Meryem Han\u0131m ilk kez \u015funu anlad\u0131:\n\nElinden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey\u2026\n\nasla ger\u00e7ek g\u00fc\u00e7 de\u011fildi.\n\nY\u0131llar sonra insanlar bu hik\u00e2yeyi anlat\u0131rken hep ayn\u0131 c\u00fcmleyi kurdu:\n\n\u201cBir kad\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcltmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar.\u201d\n\n\u201cVe onu durduracaklar\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131lar.\u201d\n\nAma ger\u00e7ekte olan \u015fuydu:\n\nOnu k\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 an\u2026\n\nonu \u00f6zg\u00fcr b\u0131rakt\u0131lar.\n\nVe Elif\u2026\n\nbir zamanlar diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc avludan\u2026\n\nkendi hayat\u0131n\u0131n zirvesine y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 e\u011fmeden.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5768,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5767","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5767"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5770,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5767\/revisions\/5770"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5768"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}