{"id":5738,"date":"2026-04-23T20:42:57","date_gmt":"2026-04-23T20:42:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5738"},"modified":"2026-04-23T20:42:57","modified_gmt":"2026-04-23T20:42:57","slug":"kocam-her-cumartesi-hasta-amcasini-ziyaret-ettigini-soyluyordu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-her-cumartesi-hasta-amcasini-ziyaret-ettigini-soyluyordu\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam her cumartesi hasta amcas\u0131n\u0131 ziyaret etti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5738 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-her-cumartesi-hasta-amcasini-ziyaret-ettigini-soyluyordu\/bbs-66\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/bbs-20-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5739\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5739'>\n\t\t\t\tKocam her cumartesi hasta amcas\u0131n\u0131 ziyaret etti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu \u2014 ama ben amcas\u0131n\u0131 arad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, \u201cOnu alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r g\u00f6rmedim!\u201d dedi.\nKocam her cumartesi hasta amcas\u0131n\u0131 ziyaret etti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. \u00dc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce hafif bir fel\u00e7 ge\u00e7iren amcas\u0131 iki saat uzakl\u0131ktaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir Ege kasabas\u0131nda yaln\u0131z ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Doktoru s\u0131k\u0131 istirahat vermi\u015fti. E\u015fim de b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sorumlulukla her cumartesi sabah saat dokuzda evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, \u201cAmcama gidiyorum,\u201d diyerek ak\u015fam ge\u00e7 saatte d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Temizlik yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fini halledece\u011fini, yemek pi\u015firece\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.\n\nYirmi be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimizde ona g\u00fcvenmemek i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir sebebim olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden \u015f\u00fcphe etmedim. Birka\u00e7 kez birlikte gitmeyi teklif ettim ama her seferinde g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, \u201cErkek erke\u011fe biraz vakit ge\u00e7irelim,\u201d dedi. Israr etmedim.\n\nBir g\u00fcn i\u00e7ime do\u011fdu. Amcas\u0131 i\u00e7in yaprak sarma ve b\u00f6rek haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. E\u015fim i\u015fteyken amcay\u0131 aray\u0131p s\u00fcrpriz yapmak istedim. Hal hat\u0131r sorduk. Ses tonu gayet iyiydi, hatta art\u0131k kendi yeme\u011fini yapabildi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Sevinerek, \u201cNe g\u00fczel! Cumartesi yine gelecek ya, o zaman birlikte yersiniz,\u201d dedim.\n\nTelefonun ucunda bir sessizlik oldu.\n\n\u201cKim gelecek k\u0131z\u0131m?\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cYe\u011feniniz\u2026 Her cumartesi size geliyor ya\u2026\u201d\n\nDerin bir i\u00e7 \u00e7ekti. \u201cEvlad\u0131m, ben onu yakla\u015f\u0131k alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r g\u00f6rmedim.\u201d\n\nO an mideme bir yumruk yemi\u015f gibi oldum. \u00dc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r her cumartesi neredeydi? Kalbim deli gibi atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Akl\u0131ma gelen ilk \u015fey ihanetti. Yirmi be\u015f y\u0131l\u0131n ard\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n m\u0131?\n\nO ak\u015fam hi\u00e7bir \u015fey belli etmedim. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim, yeme\u011fi haz\u0131rlad\u0131m, sohbet ettim. O ise her zamanki gibiydi. Ama i\u00e7imde f\u0131rt\u0131na kopuyordu.\n\nGece yar\u0131s\u0131 sessizce garaja indim. Arabas\u0131n\u0131n ara\u00e7 kameras\u0131n\u0131n haf\u0131za kart\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Ellerim titriyordu. Bilgisayar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7tim ve kay\u0131tlar\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\n\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc cumartesi sabah\u0131na aitti. E\u015fim evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, arabaya biniyor, ama amcas\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kasabaya giden otoyola de\u011fil, tam ters y\u00f6ndeki \u00e7evre yoluna giriyordu. Nefesim darald\u0131.\n\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler ilerledi. \u015eehir merkezini ge\u00e7ip eski bir sanayi b\u00f6lgesine y\u00f6neldi. Sonunda y\u0131k\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck bir binan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu. Kameradan binan\u0131n tabelas\u0131 tam g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu ama bir dernek gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu&#8230;\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-her-cumartesi-hasta-amcasini-ziyaret-ettigini-soyluyordu\/kocam\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/kocam-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5740\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5740'>\n\t\t\t\t\u0130\u00e7eri girerken y\u00fcz\u00fcnde al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m o ciddi ifade vard\u0131. Yan\u0131nda kimse yoktu.\n\nSonraki kayd\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Bu kez i\u00e7eriden bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc vard\u0131; muhtemelen kameray\u0131 kapatmay\u0131 unutmu\u015ftu. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir salon\u2026 Plastik sandalyeler\u2026 Ortada eski bir soba\u2026 Ve sandalyelerde oturan yirmi kadar \u00e7ocuk.\n\n\u00c7ocuklar sekiz ila on d\u00f6rt ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u00dczerleri eski ama temiz k\u0131yafetlerle doluydu. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 sessizce birbirine sokulmu\u015f, baz\u0131lar\u0131 heyecanla konu\u015fuyordu.\n\nE\u015fim ortada durdu ve alk\u0131\u015f ald\u0131.\n\nBir an beynim durdu.\n\nSonraki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerde e\u015fimin mutfak b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde yemek da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kocaman tencerelerden \u00e7orba dolduruyor, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyor, biriyle diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp \u00f6devine yard\u0131m ediyordu.\n\nBa\u015fka bir kay\u0131tta bir \u00e7ocuk ona sar\u0131l\u0131p \u201cBaba\u201d diye seslendi.\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\n\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler ilerledik\u00e7e ger\u00e7e\u011fi par\u00e7a par\u00e7a anlad\u0131m. Buras\u0131 maddi durumu yetersiz ailelerin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 i\u00e7in kurulmu\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dayan\u0131\u015fma merkeziydi. Devlet deste\u011fi yok denecek kadar azd\u0131. E\u015fim burada g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\nSon kay\u0131tta bir konu\u015fma vard\u0131. \u00c7ocuklardan biri, \u201cAbi, yaz\u0131n gezi yapabilecek miyiz?\u201d diye soruyordu.\n\nE\u015fim g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, \u201cS\u00f6z verdim ya. Bu yaz sizi denizi g\u00f6rmeye g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fim,\u201d dedi.\n\nO an bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. E\u015fim son aylarda daha fazla \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, baz\u0131 ak\u015famlar yorgun d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Ben bunu s\u0131radan i\u015f stresi sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nErtesi sabah hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim. Ama bir hafta boyunca onu izledim. Harcamalar\u0131 kontrol ettim. Maa\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fczenli olarak ciddi bir miktar\u0131n \u00e7ekildi\u011fini fark ettim. Bunu bana hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylememi\u015fti.\n\nCumartesi geldi\u011finde yine saat dokuzda \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bu kez arkas\u0131ndan arabayla ben de \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\n\nOnu ayn\u0131 sanayi b\u00f6lgesine kadar takip ettim. Arabam\u0131 biraz uza\u011fa park edip y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Binan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri bakarken \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n kahkahalar\u0131n\u0131 duydum.\n\nKap\u0131y\u0131 aralad\u0131m.\n\nE\u015fim beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce donakald\u0131.\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifadeyi asla unutamam. Korku, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k ve su\u00e7luluk ayn\u0131 anda belirdi. \u201cBen\u2026 a\u00e7\u0131klayabilirim,\u201d dedi.\n\nG\u00f6zlerim dolu dolu i\u00e7eri bakt\u0131m. \u00c7ocuklardan biri ko\u015fup ona sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u201cAbi, bug\u00fcn hik\u00e2ye okuyacakt\u0131n!\u201d\n\nDerin bir nefes ald\u0131m. \u201cAmcan\u0131 arad\u0131m,\u201d dedim sakin bir sesle.\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fdi. \u201cSana s\u00fcrpriz yapmak istemi\u015ftim. Emekli ikramiyemi ve birikimlerimizin bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 buraya harcad\u0131m. Senin kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc evimizi yenilemeyi konu\u015fuyorduk. Ama ben\u2026 ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc yapamad\u0131m.\u201d\n\nSalondaki duvarda bir afi\u015f as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131: \u201cUmut Evi \u00c7ocuk Dayan\u0131\u015fma Merkezi.\u201d\n\nO an i\u00e7imdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u00fcphe eridi. Yerini utan\u00e7 ve gurur kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir duygu ald\u0131. Onu ihanetle su\u00e7lamaya haz\u0131rd\u0131m. O ise ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na umut olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\nYava\u015f\u00e7a yan\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cBeni neden dahil etmedin?\u201d dedim.\n\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu sadece senin de\u011fil, bizim iyili\u011fimiz olmal\u0131yd\u0131.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zleri doldu. \u201cK\u0131zar diye korktum.\u201d\n\nElini tuttum. \u201cYirmi be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131r seni tan\u0131yorum. B\u00f6yle bir \u015feye nas\u0131l k\u0131zar\u0131m?\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn ilk kez o salonda birlikte yemek da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131k. \u00c7ocuklarla oyun oynad\u0131k. Eve d\u00f6nerken aram\u0131zda uzun zamand\u0131r hissetmedi\u011fim bir huzur vard\u0131.\n\nBazen en b\u00fcy\u00fck korkular\u0131m\u0131z, en g\u00fczel ger\u00e7e\u011fin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 aralar. O gece ara\u00e7 kameras\u0131nda bir ihanet de\u011fil, evlili\u011fimin asl\u0131nda ne kadar sa\u011flam temeller \u00fczerine kurulu oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nVe anlad\u0131m ki g\u00fcven, sorgusuz sualsiz inanmak de\u011fil; ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmeye cesaret edip sevgiyle kalabilmektir.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5739,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5738","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5738","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5738"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5738\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5741,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5738\/revisions\/5741"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5739"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5738"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5738"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5738"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}