{"id":5689,"date":"2026-04-22T20:51:22","date_gmt":"2026-04-22T20:51:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5689"},"modified":"2026-04-22T20:51:22","modified_gmt":"2026-04-22T20:51:22","slug":"kizlar-tren-istasyonunda-yalinayak-bir-evsiz-kadina-yaklasti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kizlar-tren-istasyonunda-yalinayak-bir-evsiz-kadina-yaklasti\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131zlar tren istasyonunda yal\u0131nayak bir evsiz kad\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5689 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kizlar-tren-istasyonunda-yalinayak-bir-evsiz-kadina-yaklasti\/mm-92\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-28-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5690\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5690'>\n\t\t\t\tK\u0131zlar tren istasyonunda yal\u0131nayak bir evsiz kad\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131. Babalar\u0131 onlar\u0131 uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmak istedi ama serserinin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda rengi soldu\n\nBuz gibi r\u00fczgar\u0131n sadece esmekle kalmay\u0131p insan\u0131n iliklerine kadar i\u015fledi\u011fi o dondurucu ve rutubetli aral\u0131k ak\u015famlar\u0131ndan biriydi. Kar lapa lapa ya\u011f\u0131yordu. \u0130stasyondaki insanlar bir an \u00f6nce eve, s\u0131ca\u011fa kavu\u015fmak i\u00e7in acele ediyordu. Kimse etraf\u0131na pek bakm\u0131yor, yoldan ge\u00e7enler sadece burunlar\u0131n\u0131 atk\u0131lar\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcp ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zland\u0131r\u0131yordu.\n\nVe t\u00fcm bu kay\u0131ts\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, r\u00fczgar\u0131n yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015f peronda, beton bir dire\u011fin dibinde do\u011frudan yerde oturan bir gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n vard\u0131.\n\nAd\u0131 Emily&#8217;di ve hen\u00fcz yirmi sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u0130nanmas\u0131 zor ama daha alt\u0131 ay \u00f6nce hayat\u0131 olduk\u00e7a s\u0131radan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu: normal bir i\u015f, kiral\u0131k bir daire, yaz i\u00e7in planlar. Sonra her \u015fey \u00fcst \u00fcste geldi. K\u00f6t\u00fc bir i\u015ften \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lma, bor\u00e7lar, annesinin t\u00fcm birikimlerini t\u00fcketen ani hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131. Annesi vefat edince Emily de y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Depresyon iradesini fel\u00e7 etti. \u00d6nce dairesini kaybetti, sonra gururu akrabalar\u0131ndan yard\u0131m istemesine izin vermedi ve ondan sonras\u0131 malum, soka\u011f\u0131n kendi kurallar\u0131 vard\u0131r.\n\n\u015eu anda \u00fczerinde sadece mevsime uygun olmayan soluk, ince bir ceket ve eski, kirli bir battaniye vard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce bir alt ge\u00e7itte uyurken birisi ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ve \u015fimdi donmu\u015f betonun \u00fczerinde tamamen yal\u0131nayak oturuyor, \u015fiddetle titriyor ve g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fe g\u00f6re sadece sonunu bekliyordu.\n\nAma aniden sessizli\u011fi \u00e7ocuk sesleri bozdu. \u0130ki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z Emily&#8217;ye yakla\u015ft\u0131 \u2014 be\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda sevimli ikizler. Birbirinin ayn\u0131s\u0131 pembe montlar, s\u0131cak tutan \u015fapkalar i\u00e7inde, yanaklar\u0131 so\u011fuktan pembele\u015fmi\u015fti. Durdular ve sadece \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yapabilece\u011fi o samimi endi\u015feyle ona bakt\u0131lar.\n\n\u2014 Sokakta m\u0131 uyuyorsunuz? Bu \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc. \u00c7ok so\u011fuk, \u2014 dedi i\u00e7lerinden biri ciddiyetle.\n\nEmily a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 zorlukla kald\u0131rd\u0131. Sesi so\u011fuktan ve uzun s\u00fcren sessizlikten tamamen k\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u2014 \u0130dare&#8230; ederim, \u2014 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131yla, zar zor duyulan bir sesle.\n\n\u2014 Hasta g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz, \u2014 diye ekledi ikinci k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z ayn\u0131 nezaketle. \u2014 Her yeriniz titriyor. Ve botlar\u0131n\u0131z yok. Bizim ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7oktan donard\u0131.\n\nTam o s\u0131rada uzaktan sert, hafif sinirli bir erkek sesi duyuldu.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kizlar-tren-istasyonunda-yalinayak-bir-evsiz-kadina-yaklasti\/baba-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/baba-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5691\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5691'>\n\t\t\t\tK\u0131zlar\u0131n babas\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla onlara do\u011fru geliyordu. Pahal\u0131, siyah bir palto giymi\u015f, elinde deri bir evrak \u00e7antas\u0131 tutan, uzun boylu, g\u00f6steri\u015fli bir adamd\u0131. Arabas\u0131na gitmek i\u00e7in acelesi oldu\u011fu ve k\u0131zg\u0131n oldu\u011fu belliydi \u2014 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n ka\u00e7\u0131p bir serseriyle konu\u015fmas\u0131 kimin ho\u015funa gider ki?\n\n\u2014 Sadece konu\u015fuyoruz, baba! \u2014 diye cevap verdi ikizlerden biri, arkas\u0131n\u0131 bile d\u00f6nmeden.\n\nAdam iyice yakla\u015ft\u0131 ve daha y\u00fcr\u00fcrken k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 azarlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131: \u2014 \u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim, g\u00f6zden ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. K\u0131zlar, size b\u00f6yle ulu orta&#8230; yakla\u015fmaman\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim.\n\nVe sonra aniden sustu. Tam c\u00fcmlenin ortas\u0131nda.\n\nNihayet bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 indirdi ve bu donmu\u015f, t\u00fckenmi\u015f gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131. Ayn\u0131 saniye y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7arp\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6zleri fal ta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 ve rengi, sanki bir hayalet g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f gibi soldu.\n\n\u2014 Emily?.. \u2014 diye nefesini verdi zar zor duyulan bir sesle.\n\n\u2014 Baba, onu tan\u0131yor musun? \u2014 diye sordu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Lily \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla, babas\u0131n\u0131n kolunu \u00e7eki\u015ftirerek.\n\nAdam donakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Pahal\u0131 deri evrak \u00e7antas\u0131 parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan kayd\u0131 ve bo\u011fuk bir sesle buzlu asfalta d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nO, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z karde\u015fiydi.\n\nNeredeyse iki y\u0131ld\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Emily ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131ktan sonra aralar\u0131ndaki ba\u011f zay\u0131flamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Mark \u2014 adam\u0131n ad\u0131 buydu \u2014 kendini i\u015fine ve k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n e\u011fitimine adam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u0131z karde\u015finin baz\u0131 sorunlar\u0131 oldu\u011funu biliyor, annesini biliyor, parayla yard\u0131m ediyordu ama Emily telefonda her zaman kuru bir \u015fekilde, &#8220;\u0130yiyim, idare ediyorum&#8221; diye cevap veriyordu. Ve son alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r telefonuna ula\u015f\u0131lam\u0131yordu. Mark onu aramaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, adamlar tutmu\u015f ama sonu\u00e7 alamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n adeta buharla\u015f\u0131p u\u00e7mu\u015ftu.\n\nVe i\u015fte \u015fimdi \u00f6n\u00fcnde, buzlu betonun \u00fczerinde oturuyordu. Yal\u0131nayak.\n\nMark tiksintiyle geri \u00e7ekilmek yerine aniden dizlerinin \u00fczerine, do\u011frudan karlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Ba\u015fka tek kelime etmedi. Sadece ka\u015fmir paltonun d\u00fc\u011fmelerini \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc, \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve k\u0131z karde\u015finin titreyen omuzlar\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131ca sard\u0131.\n\nEmily b\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, geri \u00e7ekilmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz derecede utan\u0131yordu. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden, soka\u011f\u0131n kokusundan, abisinin onu en dipte g\u00f6rmesinden utan\u0131yordu. Kirli yanaklar\u0131ndan ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u2014 Mark&#8230; yapma, git&#8230; \u2014 diye h\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc saklayarak. \u2014 \u00c7ocuklar bak\u0131yor.\n\n\u2014 Sus, \u2014 Mark&#8217;\u0131n sesi titredi, i\u00e7inde ac\u0131 ve rahatlama birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u2014 Tanr\u0131m, Emy. Ne kadar aptals\u0131n. Neden aramad\u0131n?\n\nOnu dikkatlice ama s\u0131k\u0131ca kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131. Kirlenen tak\u0131m elbisesine ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n\n\u2014 K\u0131zlar, pe\u015fimden. Eve gidiyoruz, \u2014 diye seslendi k\u0131zlar\u0131na.\n\n\u0130kizler, \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir \u015feyin oldu\u011funu sezgisel olarak anlayarak usulca onu takip ettiler. Mark k\u0131z karde\u015fini l\u00fcks cipin s\u0131cak kabinine ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131, arka koltu\u011fa oturttu ve kaloriferi sonuna kadar a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\nO gece Mark&#8217;\u0131n evinin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 uzun s\u00fcre s\u00f6nmedi. Mark&#8217;\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131 Anna gereksiz sorular sormad\u0131. S\u0131cak bir banyo, temiz giysiler, koyu bir et suyu ve \u00e7ay haz\u0131rd\u0131. Emily, soka\u011f\u0131n insan\u0131 \u00f6yle kolay kolay b\u0131rakmamas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131, ara s\u0131ra kendi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla uyanarak \u00fcst \u00fcste iki g\u00fcn uyudu.\n\n\u00d6nlerinde uzun bir yol vard\u0131. Belgelerin yenilenmesi, doktor ziyaretleri, mutfakta sabahlara kadar s\u00fcren uzun konu\u015fmalar, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 ve ya\u015famaya devam etmek i\u00e7in nedenler aray\u0131\u015f\u0131. Hayat, filmlerdeki gibi parmak \u015f\u0131klatmas\u0131yla onar\u0131lmaz.\n\nAncak en \u00f6nemli \u015fey o bo\u015f peronda \u00e7oktan ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmi\u015fti. K\u0131zlar sadece bir evsize yakla\u015fmakla kalmam\u0131\u015f; babalar\u0131na k\u0131z karde\u015fini, Emily&#8217;ye ise normal bir ya\u015fama hakk\u0131n\u0131 geri vermi\u015flerdi. Bazen, bir insan\u0131 dibe \u00e7eken kay\u0131ts\u0131zl\u0131k zincirini k\u0131rmak i\u00e7in sadece yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ip gitmemek yeterlidir.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5690,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5689","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5689","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5689"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5689\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5692,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5689\/revisions\/5692"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5690"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5689"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5689"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5689"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}