{"id":5685,"date":"2026-04-22T20:44:49","date_gmt":"2026-04-22T20:44:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5685"},"modified":"2026-04-22T20:44:49","modified_gmt":"2026-04-22T20:44:49","slug":"beni-3-aylikken-babamin-bisiklet-sepetine-terk-eden-annem-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-3-aylikken-babamin-bisiklet-sepetine-terk-eden-annem-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Beni 3 ayl\u0131kken babam\u0131n bisiklet sepetine terk eden annem"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5685 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-3-aylikken-babamin-bisiklet-sepetine-terk-eden-annem-2\/ff-68\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-16-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5686\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5686'>\n\t\t\t\tBabam Burak, on yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda baba olmay\u0131 hi\u00e7 beklemiyordu. Hele ki lise mezuniyetinden bir gece \u00f6nce! Gece vardiyas\u0131ndan d\u00f6nerken evinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki eski bisikletinin sepetinde bir bebek bulmu\u015f. Yani beni&#8230; Battaniyemin aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f notta sadece iki c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yormu\u015f: &#8220;O senin. Ben yapam\u0131yorum.&#8221;\n\nBeni do\u011furan kad\u0131ndan al\u0131nan ilk ve son haber buydu. Babam hamile oldu\u011funu bile bilmiyormu\u015f. Ama o benden ka\u00e7mad\u0131. Ertesi sabah kendi mezuniyet t\u00f6renine bir elinde kepi, di\u011fer elinde \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k benimle kat\u0131ld\u0131. Beni tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc; in\u015faatlarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, geceleri pizza da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131, benim i\u00e7in \u00fcniversiteyi es ge\u00e7ti ve sa\u00e7 \u00f6rmeyi internetten \u00f6\u011frendi. Bana annesizli\u011fi hi\u00e7bir zaman hissettirmedi. O benim i\u00e7in her zaman yeterliydi.\n\nBu y\u00fczden bu y\u0131l kendi mezuniyet g\u00fcn\u00fcm geldi\u011finde t\u00f6rene ONUNLA kat\u0131ld\u0131m. Babam g\u00f6zleri dolmu\u015f bir halde yan\u0131mda gururla dururken, t\u00f6renin tam ortas\u0131nda kalabal\u0131ktan hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kad\u0131n aniden aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n\nDo\u011frudan bize do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc ve g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6zlerime dikti. Titreyen bir sesle uzun uzun bana bakt\u0131ktan sonra f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\n&#8220;Bug\u00fcn bu kutlamay\u0131 yapmadan \u00f6nce&#8230; baba dedi\u011fin bu adam hakk\u0131nda bilmedi\u011fin \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey var.&#8221;\n\nBeni y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir sepete terk eden o kad\u0131n\u0131n mezuniyetimde aniden ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, hayat\u0131m\u0131 adad\u0131\u011f\u0131m babam hakk\u0131nda t\u00fcm ger\u00e7e\u011fi alt\u00fcst edecek o korkun\u00e7 s\u0131r neydi?\n\nS\u00f6zleri, stadyumdaki y\u00fczlerce insan\u0131n sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fclmesine neden oldu. R\u00fczgar\u0131n u\u011fultusu d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131t \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu. Kalbim g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimi d\u00f6verken, yan\u0131mdaki babama, hayat\u0131m boyunca s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 dayad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o da\u011f gibi adama bakt\u0131m. Burak\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz olmu\u015ftu, kal\u0131n parmaklar\u0131 c\u00fcbbemin kenar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131karken titriyordu ama kad\u0131na tek kelime itiraz etmiyordu. G\u00f6zlerini benden ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131; yere, ye\u015fil \u00e7imlere bak\u0131yordu.\n\nKad\u0131n alayc\u0131 ve ac\u0131 dolu bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle bana do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m daha att\u0131. \u00dczerindeki pahal\u0131 k\u0131yafetler ve kusursuz makyaj\u0131, bahsetti\u011fi o \u00e7aresiz ge\u00e7mi\u015fle tamamen z\u0131tt\u0131. &#8220;Sana hep o masal\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015f, de\u011fil mi? Bisiklet sepeti, o romantik terk edili\u015f hikayesi&#8230; Not b\u0131rak\u0131p giden \u00e7aresiz anne.&#8221; Kad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131. &#8220;Ben sana hi\u00e7bir zaman not falan b\u0131rakmad\u0131m. O bisikletin sepetine de koymad\u0131m.&#8221;\n\nNefes alam\u0131yordum. Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcrken, &#8220;Ne diyorsun sen?&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldayabildim.\n\n&#8220;Ben seni o gece bir \u00e7\u00f6p konteynerinin yan\u0131na, so\u011fuk betonun \u00fczerine b\u0131rakt\u0131m,&#8221; dedi kad\u0131n, sesi ac\u0131mas\u0131zca netti. \u0130fadesinde en ufak bir merhamet k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 yoktu. &#8220;Sen a\u011fl\u0131yordun, ben ise sadece oradan uzakla\u015fmak istiyordum. Kendi hayat\u0131m\u0131 mahvetmene izin veremezdim. O s\u0131rada bu adam,&#8221; diyerek i\u011frenircesine babam\u0131 i\u015faret etti, &#8220;sokaktan ge\u00e7iyordu. Hen\u00fcz on yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuktu. Seni o \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fckte, po\u015fetlerin aras\u0131nda bulan ki\u015fi oydu.&#8221;\n\nBeynim duyduklar\u0131m\u0131 reddediyordu. &#8220;Babam&#8230; Babam beni bulduktan sonra bana sahip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bunda gizli olan ne? Neden buradas\u0131n?&#8221;\n\nKad\u0131n ac\u0131mas\u0131z ger\u00e7e\u011fi t\u00fcm kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arpt\u0131: &#8220;Anlam\u0131yor musun? O senin biyolojik baban de\u011fil! Bizim aram\u0131zda hi\u00e7bir zaman bir \u015fey ya\u015fanmad\u0131. Onu hayat\u0131mda ilk kez o gece o \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. O sadece yoldan ge\u00e7en, sana ac\u0131yan bir yabanc\u0131yd\u0131. Polisi aray\u0131p seni \u00e7ocuk esirgeme kurumuna vermek yerine, o bisikletine koyup evine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Kendi ailesine ve yetkililere senin kendi kan\u0131ndan, kendi can\u0131ndan oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. S\u0131rf seni yetimhaneye vermesinler diye, sahte bir terk edilme hikayesi uydurdu ve babal\u0131\u011f\u0131 yalan s\u00f6yleyerek \u00fcstlendi.&#8221;\n\nD\u00fcnyam etraf\u0131mda d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kulaklar\u0131m u\u011fulduyordu. G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken titreyen ellerimle babama, Burak\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Omuzlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Hayat\u0131mda onu ilk defa bu kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, bu kadar savunmas\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Nas\u0131r tutmu\u015f elleriyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kapatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-3-aylikken-babamin-bisiklet-sepetine-terk-eden-annem-2\/vcxcvcvx\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/vcxcvcvx-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5687\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/vcxcvcvx-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/vcxcvcvx-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/vcxcvcvx.jpg 635w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5687'>\n\t\t\t\t&#8220;Baba?&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m, sesimde bir yalvar\u0131\u015f vard\u0131. &#8220;L\u00fctfen&#8230; L\u00fctfen bunun do\u011fru olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yle.&#8221;\n\nBurak yutkundu, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 yanaklar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakam\u0131yordu. &#8220;\u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim,&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 bo\u011fuk bir sesle. Sesi o kadar k\u0131r\u0131lgand\u0131 ki kalbimin par\u00e7aland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. &#8220;Polisi arasayd\u0131m seni benden alacaklard\u0131. Devletin o so\u011fuk koridorlar\u0131nda kaybolup gidecektin. Seni o \u00e7\u00f6plerin aras\u0131nda, so\u011fuktan morarm\u0131\u015f halde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kollar\u0131mda o kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, o kadar muhta\u00e7t\u0131n ki&#8230; Seni o sisteme teslim edemezdim. Benim kan\u0131mdan olmasan da, kuca\u011f\u0131ma ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m an benim can\u0131mdan bir par\u00e7a olmu\u015ftun. Sana ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yleyemedim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc benden nefret etmenden, bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ekip gitmenden \u00e7ok korktum. B\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131m sen olmu\u015ftun.&#8221;\n\nKad\u0131n zafer kazanm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. &#8220;G\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun ya, g\u00fcvendi\u011fin o koca hayat asl\u0131nda bir yalan \u00fczerine kurulu. Ben \u015fimdi buraday\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yeni bir hayat kurdum, imkanlar\u0131m var ve y\u0131llar sonra seni aray\u0131p buldum. Seni o adam\u0131n sahte d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan kurtarmaya, sana ger\u00e7ek aileni, hak etti\u011fin o l\u00fcks hayat\u0131 sunmaya geldim. Kan ba\u011f\u0131 her \u015feydir, unutma.&#8221;\n\nB\u00fct\u00fcn stadyum nefesini tutmu\u015f bizim verece\u011fimiz tepkiyi bekliyordu. Burak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fmi\u015f, kaderine raz\u0131 olmu\u015f bir mahkum gibi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde benim karar\u0131m\u0131 bekliyordu.\n\n\u0130\u00e7imde biriken o devasa \u015fok, aniden inan\u0131lmaz bir netli\u011fe ve \u00f6fkeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arpan r\u00fczgarla birlikte g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 sildim. Kad\u0131na do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m att\u0131m, g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ac\u0131mayla bakt\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Kan ba\u011f\u0131 m\u0131?&#8221; dedim, sesim mikrofona ihtiya\u00e7 duymayacak kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ve \u00f6fkeli \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. &#8220;Sen beni bir \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fc\u011fe att\u0131n. Beni bir hi\u00e7mi\u015fim gibi \u00f6l\u00fcme terk ettin. Kar\u015f\u0131mdaki bu adam ise on yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda, \u00f6n\u00fcnde ya\u015fanacak koca bir hayat, \u00fcniversite hayalleri, gen\u00e7li\u011fi varken her \u015feyden vazge\u00e7ti. Kendi kan\u0131ndan bile olmayan bir bebek i\u00e7in in\u015faatlarda s\u0131rt\u0131nda tu\u011fla ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131, bana ayakkab\u0131 alabilmek i\u00e7in geceleri sabaha kadar hamur a\u00e7t\u0131. S\u0131rf ben eksik hissetmeyeyim diye hayat\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7e sayd\u0131.&#8221;\n\nKad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki o kibirli ifade yava\u015f yava\u015f silinmeye, yerini bir \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa b\u0131rakmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Bana yalan s\u00f6ylemesi,&#8221; diyerek Burak\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve onun titreyen, nas\u0131rl\u0131 elini s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tuttum. &#8220;Benim hayat\u0131mda duydu\u011fum en g\u00fczel, en asil yaland\u0131. O benim babam olmak zorunda bile de\u011fildi ama her g\u00fcn, her saniye babam olmay\u0131 se\u00e7ti. Beni do\u011furmu\u015f olman sana annelik vasf\u0131 vermez. Ger\u00e7ek ebeveynlik kanla, genlerle de\u011fil; terle, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131yla, \u015fefkatle ve uykusuz gecelerle yaz\u0131l\u0131r. Benim babam Burak. Ve sen, hayat\u0131ma girmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan hadsiz, yabanc\u0131 bir kad\u0131ndan ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de\u011filsin.&#8221;\n\nBurak\u2019\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 h\u0131zla kalkt\u0131, g\u00f6zlerindeki o tarifsiz korku yerini devasa bir sevgiye, inanamay\u0131\u015fa b\u0131rakt\u0131. S\u0131k\u0131ca ellerimi kavrad\u0131, sanki bir daha hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmamak istercesine.\n\nKad\u0131na son bir kez bakt\u0131m. &#8220;\u015eimdi l\u00fctfen defol git. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babamla kutlamam\u0131z gereken \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir mezuniyetimiz var.&#8221;\n\nKad\u0131n, beklemedi\u011fi bu tepki kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sars\u0131larak bir ad\u0131m geri \u00e7ekildi. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki o sahte zafer ifadesi tamamen \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n sessizli\u011fi yerini devasa bir alk\u0131\u015f tufan\u0131na ve u\u011fultulara b\u0131rak\u0131rken, o arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp stadyumun \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131na do\u011fru ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6nde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nBabamla sahan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda kalakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. H\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak bana sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, on sekiz y\u0131l boyunca omuzlar\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 o devasa s\u0131rr\u0131n ve kaybetme korkusunun y\u00fck\u00fc nihayet kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O g\u00fcn diplomalardan \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fey kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. O an anlad\u0131m ki; birini sevmek i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 kan\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131maya gerek yoktu. O beni \u00e7\u00f6pten \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p kalbinin en g\u00fczel k\u00f6\u015fesine koymu\u015ftu. Benim d\u00fcnyadaki tek ger\u00e7e\u011fim, bana &#8220;k\u0131z\u0131m&#8221; diyen bu adamd\u0131 ve bu, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonuna kadar asla de\u011fi\u015fmeyecekti.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5686,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5685","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5685","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5685"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5685\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5688,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5685\/revisions\/5688"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5686"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5685"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5685"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5685"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}