{"id":5614,"date":"2026-04-21T21:43:09","date_gmt":"2026-04-21T21:43:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5614"},"modified":"2026-04-21T21:43:09","modified_gmt":"2026-04-21T21:43:09","slug":"58-yasimda-kapimin-onune-birakilan-bir-bebek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/58-yasimda-kapimin-onune-birakilan-bir-bebek\/","title":{"rendered":"58 ya\u015f\u0131mda, kap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lan bir bebek"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5614 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/58-yasimda-kapimin-onune-birakilan-bir-bebek\/ff-66\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5615\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5615'>\n\t\t\t\t58 ya\u015f\u0131mda, kap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lan bir bebek sayesinde anne oldum. 25 y\u0131l sonra ise bir kad\u0131n kap\u0131ma gelip, \u201cO\u011flunun senden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feye bak!\u201d dedi.\nE\u015fim Harun\u2019la hayat\u0131m\u0131z hi\u00e7bir zaman kolay olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gen\u00e7li\u011fimiz paras\u0131zl\u0131kla, orta ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z ise benim ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim a\u011f\u0131r hastal\u0131kla s\u0131nanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Doktorlar bir daha anne olamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6ylediklerinde i\u00e7imde bir \u015feyler sessizce s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde o bo\u015flu\u011fa al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Harun\u2019la k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama huzurlu bir hayat kurduk. Ta ki o sabaha kadar.\nG\u00fcne\u015f hen\u00fcz do\u011fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ev sessizdi. Mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7mek \u00fczereyken d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan c\u0131l\u0131z bir a\u011flama sesi duydum. \u00d6nce hayal g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc sand\u0131m. Ama ses tekrarland\u0131. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ince bir battaniyeye sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 a\u011flamaktan morarm\u0131\u015f bir erkek bebekle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. O an zaman durdu.\nHarun\u2019la birlikte bebe\u011fi i\u00e7eri ald\u0131k. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck elleri buz gibiydi. Onu battaniyelere sard\u0131k, \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131k, ambulans\u0131 arad\u0131k. Polis ve sosyal hizmetler geldi\u011finde onu kollar\u0131mdan almak zorunda kald\u0131lar. O an kalbim sanki yerinden s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.\nAma pes etmedim. G\u00fcnlerce arad\u0131m, sordum. Onu almaya gelen kimse olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde i\u00e7imde tuhaf bir umut do\u011fdu. Haftalar sonra resm\u00ee i\u015flemler tamamland\u0131 ve o bebek bizim o\u011flumuz oldu. Ona Can ad\u0131n\u0131 verdik.\n58 ya\u015f\u0131nda anne olmak kolay de\u011fildi. Parkta di\u011fer annelerle aramda y\u0131llar vard\u0131. F\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fmalar\u0131 duyuyordum: \u201cAnneannesi olmal\u0131\u2026\u201d Ama Can\u2019\u0131n bana \u201canne\u201d deyi\u015fi b\u00fct\u00fcn o sesleri susturuyordu. Harun\u2019la elimizden gelenin en iyisini yapt\u0131k. Onu sevgiyle, d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fckle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fck. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fkan, sayg\u0131l\u0131, vicdanl\u0131 bir gen\u00e7 oldu. \u00dcniversiteyi kazand\u0131, kendi ayaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde durmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n mucizesiydi.\nVe 25 y\u0131l sonra o kap\u0131 tekrar \u00e7ald\u0131.\nKar\u015f\u0131mda duran kad\u0131n k\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde tuhaf bir kararl\u0131l\u0131k vard\u0131. Elindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ah\u015fap kutuyu bana uzatt\u0131.\n\u201cCan size her \u015feyi anlatmad\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u201cArt\u0131k bilmeniz gerekiyor.\u201d\nBo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. \u201cNeyi anlatmad\u0131?\u201d\n\u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi.\u201d\nKutuyu ald\u0131m. Ellerim titriyordu. Kad\u0131n arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp soka\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde bekleyen arabaya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Ne ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi ne ba\u015fka bir \u015fey. Sanki g\u00f6revini yapm\u0131\u015f gibiydi.\nKap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131m. Kutuyu masan\u0131n \u00fczerine koydum. \u0130\u00e7ini a\u00e7maya cesaret edemedim. Harun\u2019a seslendim. Birlikte kapa\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131k.\n\u0130\u00e7inde eski bir kolye, sararm\u0131\u015f bir hastane bilekli\u011fi ve bir mektup vard\u0131.\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/58-yasimda-kapimin-onune-birakilan-bir-bebek\/58-yas\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5616\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5616'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cE\u011fer bu kutu size ula\u015ft\u0131ysa, demek ki Can ger\u00e7e\u011fi saklamaya devam ediyor. O gece bebe\u011fi kap\u0131n\u0131za b\u0131rakan bendim. Ama ben annesi de\u011filim\u2026\u201d\n\nNefesim kesildi.\n\nMektup devam ediyordu. Kad\u0131n, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir hastanede hem\u015fire olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Do\u011fumdan hemen sonra terk edilen bebe\u011fin annesinin kimli\u011fini saklamak zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc olay\u0131n arkas\u0131nda g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir aile oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Bebek resmi kay\u0131tlarda \u201ckimli\u011fi belirsiz\u201d olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcnse de asl\u0131nda ailesi belliydi. Zengin ve n\u00fcfuzlu bir aile\u2026 Skandal \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n diye bebe\u011fin ortadan kaybolmas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015flerdi.\n\nHem\u015fire vicdan\u0131na yenik d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, bebe\u011fi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmekten kurtarmak i\u00e7in gizlice al\u0131p bizim mahalleye getirmi\u015fti. \u201cSizin kap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6zellikle se\u00e7tim,\u201d diyordu mektupta. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sizi tan\u0131yordum. Y\u0131llarca hastaneye tedaviye geldiniz. \u00c7ocu\u011funuz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Ona sevgi verece\u011finizi hissettim.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\n\nAma as\u0131l sars\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131s\u0131m sona do\u011fruydu:\n\n\u201cCan ger\u00e7e\u011fi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frendi. Biyolojik ailesi onunla temasa ge\u00e7ti. Onu kendi \u015firketlerinde \u00fcst d\u00fczey bir pozisyona getirdiler. Ancak bunun bir \u015fart\u0131 vard\u0131: Sizinle ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koparmas\u0131 ve ge\u00e7mi\u015fini ink\u00e2r etmesi.\u201d\n\nMektup elimden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.\n\nTam o s\u0131rada kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Can i\u00e7eri girdi. Y\u00fcz\u00fc solgundu. Belli ki kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cElinizdeki kutuyu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,\u201d dedi sessizce.\n\nHarun aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. \u201cBu ne demek Can?\u201d\n\nCan g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131. \u00c7ocukken korktu\u011funda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi alt duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cSize s\u00f6ylemek istemedim,\u201d dedi. \u201cSizi kaybetmekten korktum.\u201d\n\nOturduk. Her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131. \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce biyolojik ailesinin avukatlar\u0131 ona ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Ger\u00e7e\u011fi DNA testiyle kan\u0131tlam\u0131\u015flar. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir holdingin tek varisiymi\u015f. Onu yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6ndermi\u015fler, e\u011fitmi\u015fler, \u015firketin ba\u015f\u0131na haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015flar.\n\n\u201cPeki neden saklad\u0131n?\u201d dedim titreyerek.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fartlar\u0131 vard\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u201cSizinle t\u00fcm ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 koparmam gerekiyordu. Bas\u0131na \u2018evlatl\u0131k\u2019 oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylemeyecek, sizi hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131m. Ama bunu yapmad\u0131m. Sadece zaman kazand\u0131m. \u015eirketi devrald\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn ilk karar\u0131m onlar\u0131 reddetmek oldu.\u201d\n\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131m. \u201cReddetmek mi?\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u201cBenim ailem sizsiniz. Beni kap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden alan sizdiniz. Hayatta kalmam\u0131 sa\u011flayan sizdiniz. Kan ba\u011f\u0131 her \u015fey de\u011fildir anne.\u201d\n\nO an i\u00e7imdeki d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m. Harun da sessizce a\u011fl\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cPeki o kad\u0131n?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201cVicdan\u0131 rahat etmemi\u015f,\u201d dedi Can. \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi sizin de bilmeniz gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f.\u201d\n\nDerin bir nefes ald\u0131m. 25 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde ba\u015flayan mucize, \u015fimdi ba\u015fka bir s\u0131navdan ge\u00e7iyordu. Ama bu kez korku yoktu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o\u011flum kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131. Ve se\u00e7imini yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nO an anlad\u0131m ki annelik do\u011furmakla de\u011fil, kalpten ba\u011flanmakla ba\u015fl\u0131yormu\u015f. Kap\u0131ma b\u0131rak\u0131lan o bebek bana hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck arma\u011fan\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti: Ko\u015fulsuz sevginin kan ba\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011funu.\n\nVe \u015fimdi biliyordum\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek ne kadar sars\u0131c\u0131 olursa olsun, sevgi varsa aile da\u011f\u0131lmaz.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5615,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5614","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5614","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5614"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5614\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5617,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5614\/revisions\/5617"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5615"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}