{"id":5494,"date":"2026-04-19T18:43:14","date_gmt":"2026-04-19T18:43:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=5494"},"modified":"2026-04-19T18:43:14","modified_gmt":"2026-04-19T18:43:14","slug":"oglum-nisanlisini-aksam-yemegi-icin-eve-getirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/oglum-nisanlisini-aksam-yemegi-icin-eve-getirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"O\u011flum ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ak\u015fam yeme\u011fi i\u00e7in eve getirdi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-5494 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/oglum-nisanlisini-aksam-yemegi-icin-eve-getirdi\/bbs-59\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/bbs-13-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5495\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5495'>\n\t\t\t\tO\u011flum ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ak\u015fam yeme\u011fi i\u00e7in eve getirdi. Montunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, 27 y\u0131l \u00f6nce annemle birlikte topra\u011fa verdi\u011fim kolyeyi boynunda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm d\u00fcnyam y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nO\u011flum ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ak\u015fam yeme\u011fi i\u00e7in eve getirdi\u011fi gece, ge\u00e7mi\u015fim kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131.\n\nY\u0131llard\u0131r bu kadar gerildi\u011fimi hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Furkan haftalard\u0131r Sedef\u2019ten bahsediyordu. \u201cAnne, onu \u00e7ok seveceksin,\u201d diyordu. Sesindeki kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissediyordum. Bu, gelip ge\u00e7ici bir heves de\u011fildi. Bu defa ciddiydi. Ben de o ciddiyete yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r bir ak\u015fam haz\u0131rlamak istemi\u015ftim.\n\n\u00d6\u011fleden sonra mutfa\u011fa kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. F\u0131r\u0131nda nar gibi k\u0131zaran tavuk, tereya\u011fl\u0131 pilav, zeytinya\u011fl\u0131 yaprak sarma\u2026 Ve annemin tarif defterinden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m limonlu tart. Ev mis gibi kokuyordu. Sofray\u0131 en g\u00fczel \u00f6rt\u00fcmle kurdum. G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7atal b\u0131\u00e7aklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imde tuhaf bir heyecan vard\u0131; hem o\u011flumu kaybediyormu\u015fum gibi bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn, hem de onun mutlulu\u011funu g\u00f6recek olman\u0131n huzuru.\n\nKap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kalbim g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmden \u00e7\u0131kacak gibiydi.\n\nFurkan i\u00e7eri girdi, y\u00fcz\u00fc \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan Sedef ad\u0131m att\u0131. Zarif, sade giyimli, g\u00f6zleri dikkatli bakan bir gen\u00e7 kad\u0131nd\u0131. \u00d6nce o\u011fluma sar\u0131ld\u0131m, sonra ona. Eli s\u0131cakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cHo\u015f geldin k\u0131z\u0131m,\u201d dedim.\n\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u201cDavetiniz i\u00e7in \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.\u201d\n\nPaltosunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 hafif\u00e7e yana \u00e7evirmi\u015ftim. \u0130\u015fte o an g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\n\u0130nce bir alt\u0131n zincir. K\u00f6pr\u00fcc\u00fck kemi\u011finin hemen alt\u0131nda duran oval bir kolye. Ortas\u0131nda koyu ye\u015fil bir ta\u015f, etraf\u0131nda ince oyma yaprak motifleri\u2026 Ve yan taraf\u0131nda minicik, neredeyse fark edilmeyen bir mente\u015fe.\n\nNefesim kesildi.\n\nD\u00fcnya bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na sessizle\u015fti. Kulaklar\u0131m u\u011fuldad\u0131. O kolyeyi tan\u0131yordum. Her \u00e7izgisini, her k\u0131vr\u0131m\u0131n\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yirmi yedi y\u0131l \u00f6nce onu kendi ellerimle annemin tabutuna koymu\u015ftum.\n\nO kolye nesillerdir ailemizdeydi. Annem \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce elimi tutmu\u015f, \u201cBeni onunla birlikte g\u00f6m,\u201d demi\u015fti. \u201cArt\u0131k kimseye ge\u00e7mesin. Benimle son bulsun.\u201d S\u00f6z vermi\u015ftim. Tabut kapan\u0131rken kolye annemin boynundayd\u0131. Mezara indirildi\u011fini g\u00f6zlerimle g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\n\n\u0130kinci bir kolye yoktu.\n\nOlamazd\u0131.\n\nSan\u0131r\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcm bembeyaz olmu\u015ftu. Sedef kolyeye dokunarak g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u201cEski bir par\u00e7a,\u201d dedi.\n\nSesimi zor toparlad\u0131m. \u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczelmi\u015f\u2026 Nereden ald\u0131n?\u201d\n\nBir an duraksad\u0131. G\u00f6zleri y\u00fcz\u00fcmde gezindi. Sanki neyi sordu\u011fumu tam anlam\u0131\u015f gibiydi.\n\n\u201cAnneannemden kald\u0131,\u201d dedi sakin bir sesle. \u201cEn az\u0131ndan bana \u00f6yle s\u00f6ylendi.\u201d\n\nKalbim bir kez daha \u00e7arpt\u0131. \u201cAnneannen mi?\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u201cEvet. Ama hik\u00e2yesini tam bilmiyorum. Sadece ailemde uzun s\u00fcredir oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylediler.\u201d\n\nOturduk. Yemek boyunca konu\u015fmalar s\u00fcrd\u00fc ama ben neredeyse hi\u00e7birini duymad\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u00fcrekli o kolyedeydi. \u0130\u00e7imde iki ihtimal \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu: Ya biri mezar\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026 ya da annemin bana anlatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey vard\u0131.\n\nTatl\u0131dan sonra dayanamad\u0131m.\n\n\u201cSedef,\u201d dedim yumu\u015fak ama kararl\u0131 bir sesle, \u201co kolyeyi biraz yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6rebilir miyim?\u201d\n\nFurkan \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bana bakt\u0131 ama bir \u015fey demedi. Sedef zinciri \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve avucuma b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\nParmaklar\u0131m titriyordu. Mente\u015feyi buldum. T\u0131rna\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hafif\u00e7e bast\u0131rd\u0131m.\n\nKlik.\n\nA\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.\n\n\u0130\u00e7inde iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yuva vard\u0131. Birinde solmu\u015f, minik bir foto\u011fraf. Gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u2026 Annem.\n\nDi\u011fer yuvada ise k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir bebek resmi.\n\nNefesim kesildi.\n\nAnnem gen\u00e7li\u011finde bir s\u00fcre ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O d\u00f6neme dair pek konu\u015fmazd\u0131. Babamla evlenmeden \u00f6nce ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 birka\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131 hep ge\u00e7i\u015ftirirdi. \u201cGen\u00e7lik i\u015fte,\u201d derdi \n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/oglum-nisanlisini-aksam-yemegi-icin-eve-getirdi\/vs-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/vs-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-5496\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-5496'>\n\t\t\t\tFoto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda minik bir yaz\u0131 vard\u0131. Titreyen g\u00f6zlerimle okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m:\n\n\u201cBenim iki k\u0131z\u0131m. 1970.\u201d\n\nDizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBu\u2026 bu nas\u0131l m\u00fcmk\u00fcn?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.\n\nSedef endi\u015feyle bana bakt\u0131. \u201cBir \u015fey mi oldu?\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu. \u201cAnnemin\u2026 ikinci bir k\u0131z\u0131 vard\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d\n\nSedef\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda soldu. \u201cBen evlatl\u0131kt\u0131m,\u201d dedi yava\u015f\u00e7a. \u201cBunu iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frendim. Ailem biyolojik ailemi ara\u015ft\u0131rmam\u0131 istemedi. Ama gizlice bir DNA testi yapt\u0131rd\u0131m.\u201d\n\nFurkan\u2019\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan donmu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cSonu\u00e7lar,\u201d diye devam etti Sedef, \u201cbiyolojik b\u00fcy\u00fckannemin isminin\u2026 sizin annenizin ad\u0131yla ayn\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6sterdi.\u201d\n\nO an her \u015fey yerine oturdu.\n\nAnnem gen\u00e7li\u011finde bir bebek do\u011furmu\u015ftu. Muhtemelen evlilik d\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. O d\u00f6nemde bu b\u00fcy\u00fck bir skandald\u0131. Bebe\u011fi vermi\u015f, hayat\u0131na devam etmi\u015fti. Sonra babamla evlenmi\u015f, beni do\u011furmu\u015ftu. Ama ilk k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman tamamen b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nKolye\u2026 iki k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 da simgeliyordu.\n\nBirini yan\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, di\u011ferini kalbinde ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u00d6l\u00fcrken kolyeyi benimle birlikte g\u00f6m demesi\u2026 belki de s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131n onunla gitmesini istemesindendi. Ama kader ba\u015fka bir plan yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra o ilk k\u0131z\u0131n torunu, benim o\u011flumun hayat\u0131na girmi\u015fti.\n\nSedef\u2019in g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. \u201cBen ailemi aramak istemi\u015ftim,\u201d dedi. \u201cAma korktum. Reddedilmekten korktum.\u201d\n\nElini tuttum.\n\n\u201cSen zaten ailendesin,\u201d dedim titrek ama kararl\u0131 bir sesle.\n\nFurkan \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla, \u201cYani\u2026 biz akraba m\u0131y\u0131z?\u201d diye sordu.\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m. \u201cHay\u0131r. Sedef annemin di\u011fer k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n torunuysa, kan ba\u011f\u0131 sizin aran\u0131zda engel de\u011fil. Ama o\u2026 benim annemin kan\u0131.\u201d\n\nSedef h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben de ona sar\u0131ld\u0131m. O an i\u00e7imdeki korku, yerini tuhaf bir huzura b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\nAnnem s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 topra\u011fa g\u00f6mmek istemi\u015fti.\n\nAma baz\u0131 ba\u011flar g\u00f6m\u00fclmezdi.\n\nKader, o kolyeyi mezardan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p yeniden boyna takm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u0131r saklanmak yerine birle\u015fmeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nO gece sofrada \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi de\u011fil, d\u00f6rt ku\u015fak vard\u0131.\n\nVe ben anlad\u0131m ki bazen ge\u00e7mi\u015f, y\u0131kmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil; eksik kalan halkay\u0131 tamamlamak i\u00e7in geri d\u00f6ner.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5495,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5494","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5494","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5494"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5494\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5497,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5494\/revisions\/5497"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5495"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5494"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5494"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5494"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}