{"id":527,"date":"2025-02-13T16:33:48","date_gmt":"2025-02-13T16:33:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=527"},"modified":"2025-02-13T16:33:48","modified_gmt":"2025-02-13T16:33:48","slug":"mehmeti-kaybettigimde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/mehmeti-kaybettigimde\/","title":{"rendered":"Mehmeti Kaybetti\u011fimde"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-527 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/mehmeti-kaybettigimde\/mehmeti-kaybettigimde\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Mehmeti-Kaybettigimde-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-528\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-528'>\n\t\t\t\tBen, kocam Mehmet\u2019i kaybetti\u011fimde, d\u00fcnyam ba\u015f\u0131ma y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Onunla ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz on be\u015f y\u0131l, bir anda an\u0131lara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Mehmet, uzun s\u00fcredir m\u00fccadele etti\u011fi hastal\u0131\u011fa yenik d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ve beni iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocu\u011fumla ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O g\u00fcn, hayat\u0131m\u0131n en karanl\u0131k g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. Mehmet\u2019in yoklu\u011fu, evin her k\u00f6\u015fesinde hissediliyordu. Sabahlar\u0131 uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda yata\u011f\u0131n di\u011fer taraf\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcp i\u00e7im ac\u0131yordu. Bir g\u00fcn dolab\u0131ndan Mehmet&#8217;in eskimi\u015f montunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m cebine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim&#8230;\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/mehmeti-kaybettigimde\/dd\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/dd-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-529\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-529'>\n\t\t\t\t\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m, babalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6zlemi\u015flerdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m Elif, her ak\u015fam \u201cBaba ne zaman gelecek?\u201d diye soruyordu. O\u011flum Ali ise i\u00e7ine kapanm\u0131\u015f, sessizle\u015fmi\u015fti. Onlara g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum, ama i\u00e7im parampar\u00e7ayd\u0131. Mehmet\u2019in yoklu\u011fu, sadece bir e\u015f de\u011fil, ayn\u0131 zamanda bir baba, bir dost, bir destek kayna\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nBir g\u00fcn, Mehmet\u2019in eski ceketini dolaptan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u00dczerinde hala onun kokusu vard\u0131. O ceketi giyip, onun gibi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama ne kadar u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rsam u\u011fra\u015fay\u0131m, i\u00e7imdeki bo\u015fluk dolmuyordu. Mehmet\u2019in yoklu\u011fu, her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn daha da a\u011f\u0131r geliyordu.\n\nZamanla, hayat devam etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131, beni ayakta tutuyordu. Elif\u2019in okul tiyatrosundaki performans\u0131, Ali\u2019nin ilk futbol ma\u00e7\u0131, Mehmet\u2019in g\u00f6remeyece\u011fi anlard\u0131. Her ba\u015far\u0131lar\u0131nda, Mehmet\u2019in onlar\u0131 ne kadar gururla izleyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp i\u00e7im burkuluyordu.\n\nBir ak\u015fam, Mehmet\u2019in en sevdi\u011fi \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 dinlerken, onunla ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz g\u00fczel anlar\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. O \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 dinlerken, Mehmet\u2019in beni nas\u0131l da sevdi\u011fini, bize nas\u0131l da de\u011fer verdi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. O an, Mehmet\u2019in asla tamamen gitmedi\u011fini, kalbimde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim.\n\nMehmet\u2019in yoklu\u011fu, hala i\u00e7imi ac\u0131t\u0131yor. Ama onun bana ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131za verdi\u011fi sevgi, bizi ayakta tutuyor. Her g\u00fcn, onun hat\u0131ralar\u0131yla ya\u015famaya devam ediyorum. Mehmet\u2019i kaybetmek, benim i\u00e7in bir son de\u011fil, onunla ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz g\u00fczel an\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fatma m\u00fccadelesi oldu.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":528,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-527","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/527","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=527"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/527\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":530,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/527\/revisions\/530"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/528"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=527"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=527"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=527"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}