{"id":4610,"date":"2026-03-06T23:21:44","date_gmt":"2026-03-06T23:21:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=4610"},"modified":"2026-03-06T23:21:44","modified_gmt":"2026-03-06T23:21:44","slug":"babamin-anisina-onun-gomleklerinden-bir-elbise-diktim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-anisina-onun-gomleklerinden-bir-elbise-diktim\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam\u0131n an\u0131s\u0131na, onun g\u00f6mleklerinden bir elbise diktim"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-4610 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-anisina-onun-gomleklerinden-bir-elbise-diktim\/mm-41\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/mm-7-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4611\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4611'>\n\t\t\t\tBabam\u0131n an\u0131s\u0131na, onun g\u00f6mleklerinden bir elbise diktim mezuniyet balosu i\u00e7in. S\u0131n\u0131f arkada\u015flar\u0131m \u00f6nce g\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026\n\nAnnem beni do\u011fururken hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f. O g\u00fcnden sonra d\u00fcnyada sadece babam ve ben kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Babam benim hem annem hem babam olmu\u015ftu. Sabahlar\u0131 erkenden kalkar, i\u015fe gitmeden \u00f6nce bana kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlar, \u00f6\u011fle yeme\u011fimi paketlerdi. Her pazar mutfaktan krep kokusu yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Hatta sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fczel yapabilmek i\u00e7in YouTube videolar\u0131 izleyerek sa\u00e7 \u00f6rmeyi bile \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti. Bazen \u00f6rg\u00fcleri yamuk olurdu ama ben yine de aynaya bak\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyordum ki o bunu benim i\u00e7in \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti.\n\nBabam\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck hayallerinden biri benim liseden mezun oldu\u011fumu g\u00f6rmekti. \u201cO g\u00fcn geldi\u011finde en \u00f6n s\u0131rada ben olaca\u011f\u0131m,\u201d derdi. Ama hayat bazen hayalleri yar\u0131m b\u0131rak\u0131yor.\n\nGe\u00e7en y\u0131l babama kanser te\u015fhisi kondu.\n\nHastane koridorlar\u0131nda ge\u00e7en aylar boyunca g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O da g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bana her zaman g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek \u201cBen iyiyim, sen derslerine bak,\u201d derdi. Ama g\u00f6zlerindeki yorgunlu\u011fu g\u00f6rmemek imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131.\n\nMezuniyet balosuna sadece birka\u00e7 ay kala babam\u0131 kaybettim.\n\nCenazeden sonra d\u00fcnya sessizle\u015fmi\u015f gibiydi. Evdeki her e\u015fya onu hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu. Koltu\u011fun \u00fczerindeki eski battaniyesi, mutfaktaki kahve kupas\u0131, kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131\u2026 Hepsi oradayd\u0131 ama o yoktu.\n\nSonra teyzemin yan\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m.\n\nAylar ge\u00e7ti. Okuldaki herkes mezuniyet balosundan konu\u015fuyordu. K\u0131zlar pahal\u0131 ma\u011fazalardan ald\u0131klar\u0131 elbiseleri g\u00f6steriyor, erkekler smokin kiralama planlar\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. Ben ise her konu\u015fmada biraz daha sessizle\u015fiyordum.\n\nBir ak\u015fam teyzemin evindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada otururken babam\u0131n e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu kutuyu a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde neatly katlanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6mlekleri vard\u0131. Mavi \u00e7izgili olan\u0131\u2026 Beyaz pamuklu olan\u0131\u2026 Ve en sevdi\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131k gri g\u00f6mlek.\n\nBabam her g\u00fcn i\u015fe giderken g\u00f6mlek giyerdi. Dolab\u0131n\u0131n neredeyse tamam\u0131 g\u00f6mleklerle doluydu. Biz de bununla dalga ge\u00e7erdik.\n\nO g\u00f6mleklere bakarken akl\u0131ma bir fikir geldi.\n\nBirdenbire i\u00e7imde tuhaf bir kararl\u0131l\u0131k olu\u015ftu.\n\nMezuniyet balosuna babamla birlikte gidecektim\u2026 bir \u015fekilde.\n\nO gece masaya oturdum, eski diki\u015f makinesini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve g\u00f6mlekleri tek tek kesmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130lk ba\u015fta ellerim titriyordu. Ama sonra par\u00e7alar birle\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00fcnlerce \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Teyzem bazen gelip \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc almama yard\u0131m etti.\n\nSonunda elbise haz\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nMavi ve beyaz par\u00e7alar\u0131n birle\u015fti\u011fi, g\u00f6mlek d\u00fc\u011fmelerinin h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00fczerinde durdu\u011fu bir elbise.\n\nAynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.\n\nSanki babam yan\u0131mda duruyormu\u015f gibi hissettim.\n\nMezuniyet balosu gecesi geldi\u011finde elbiseyi giydim ve salona do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.\n\nKap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7eride m\u00fczik \u00e7al\u0131yordu. I\u015f\u0131klar dans pistinin \u00fczerinde d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Ama ben i\u00e7eri ad\u0131m atar atmaz f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu ne giymi\u015f?\u201d\n\n\u201cCiddi olamaz\u2026\u201d\n\nBir k\u0131z alayc\u0131 bir \u015fekilde y\u00fcksek sesle ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:\n\u201cBu elbiseyi eski masa \u00f6rt\u00fclerinden mi yapt\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-anisina-onun-gomleklerinden-bir-elbise-diktim\/gomlk\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/GOMLK-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4612\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4612'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cNormal bir elbise alamay\u0131nca bunu mu giydin?\u201d\n\nKalbim h\u0131zla \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm yan\u0131yordu. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 bana bak\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, baz\u0131lar\u0131 telefonlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekiyordu.\n\nBir an ger\u00e7ekten geri d\u00f6nmek istedim.\n\nTam o s\u0131rada kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden biri tekrar ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:\n\u201cNe kadar k\u00f6t\u00fc bir elbise!\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim dolmu\u015ftu.\n\nAma tam o anda m\u00fczik bir anda kesildi.\n\nSalon sessizli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n\nOkul m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc, Mehmet Bey, sahneye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ve mikrofonu eline ald\u0131.\n\n\u201cKutlamaya devam etmeden \u00f6nce s\u00f6ylemem gereken \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey var,\u201d dedi.\n\nHerkes ona bakt\u0131.\n\nSonra bana do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.\n\nKalbim duracak gibi oldu.\n\nM\u00fcd\u00fcr Mehmet Bey yan\u0131mda durdu ve elbiseme bakarak yumu\u015fak bir sesle konu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cBu ak\u015fam burada \u00e7ok g\u00fczel elbiseler g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum,\u201d dedi. \u201cAma aralar\u0131nda en anlaml\u0131 olan\u0131 bu.\u201d\n\nSalon tamamen sessizdi.\n\n\u201cBu elbise bir ma\u011fazadan al\u0131nmad\u0131,\u201d diye devam etti. \u201cBu elbise sevgiyle dikildi. Bu elbise bir baban\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yor.\u201d\n\nSalondaki baz\u0131 \u00f6\u011frencilerin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade de\u011fi\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nM\u00fcd\u00fcr konu\u015fmaya devam etti.\n\n\u201cBu \u00f6\u011frencimizin babas\u0131, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n mezuniyetini g\u00f6rmeyi \u00e7ok istiyordu. Ne yaz\u0131k ki bunu ya\u015fayamad\u0131. Ama k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n onu unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in burada olmam\u0131za gerek yok.\u201d\n\nBir an durdu.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o zaten burada.\u201d\n\nSonra bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n\u201cVe bence bu ak\u015fam\u0131n en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc hik\u00e2yesi bu elbisenin i\u00e7inde duruyor.\u201d\n\nBir anda salonda alk\u0131\u015flar y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u00d6nce birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi\u2026\n\nSonra daha fazlas\u0131.\n\nAz \u00f6nce g\u00fclen baz\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenciler ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fmi\u015fti. Birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi bana gelip \u00f6z\u00fcr diledi.\n\nBen ise g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutam\u0131yordum.\n\nAma bu kez utan\u00e7tan de\u011fil.\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p kalabal\u0131\u011fa bakt\u0131m.\n\nVe i\u00e7imden bir \u015fey f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.\n\nBabam\u0131n sesi gibi.\n\n\u201cGurur duyuyorum.\u201d\n\nO an anlad\u0131m ki insanlar bazen d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131p neyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini san\u0131rlar. Ama bir elbisenin i\u00e7inde bazen kuma\u015ftan \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131 vard\u0131r.\n\nHat\u0131ralar, sevgi ve kaybettiklerimizi yan\u0131m\u0131zda ta\u015f\u0131ma cesareti.\n\nO gece dans pistine \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda art\u0131k yaln\u0131z de\u011fildim.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babam\u2026 ger\u00e7ekten de benimle birlikteydi.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4611,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4610","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4610","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4610"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4610\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4613,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4610\/revisions\/4613"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4611"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4610"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4610"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4610"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}