{"id":4569,"date":"2026-03-05T21:17:31","date_gmt":"2026-03-05T21:17:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=4569"},"modified":"2026-03-05T21:17:31","modified_gmt":"2026-03-05T21:17:31","slug":"anne-babam-oldukten-sonra-beni-dedem-buyuttu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/anne-babam-oldukten-sonra-beni-dedem-buyuttu\/","title":{"rendered":"Anne babam \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra beni dedem b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-4569 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/anne-babam-oldukten-sonra-beni-dedem-buyuttu\/dv-31\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/dv-5-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4570\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4570'>\n\t\t\t\t18 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m ve onunla birlikte hayat\u0131m\u0131n da bitti\u011fini san\u0131yordum. Cenazeden iki hafta ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ama ev h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u0131hlamur \u00e7ay\u0131 ve eski tahta kokuyordu. Her \u015fey onun b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibiydi: kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki terlikleri, ask\u0131ya as\u0131l\u0131 ceketi, kalbinin durdu\u011fu saatte duran saat\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir \u015feye dokunacak g\u00fcc\u00fcm yoktu. Bir e\u015fyay\u0131 yerinden oynatsam, sanki ona ihanet ediyormu\u015fum gibi geliyordu. Telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda neredeyse a\u00e7mayacakt\u0131m. \u2014 Alo? Kar\u015f\u0131dan sakin, erkek bir ses geldi. Fazlas\u0131yla kendinden emin. \u2014 Deden sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fi de\u011fildi. Konu\u015fmam\u0131z laz\u0131m. Telefonu kapatt\u0131m. Ellerim titriyordu. Benim i\u00e7in anne, baba, s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak olan bir adam hakk\u0131nda kim b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyebilirdi? Telefon tekrar \u00e7ald\u0131. Bir daha. Bir daha. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcde a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u015eehrin kenar\u0131nda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kafede bulu\u015ftuk. Adam ellili ya\u015flardayd\u0131, sade bir tak\u0131m elbise giymi\u015fti, g\u00f6zleri yorgundu. Masaya kal\u0131n bir dosya koydu. \u2014 Benim ad\u0131m Selin. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce dedenle birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m\u2026 Dosyay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Belgeler. Damgalar. Eski foto\u011fraflar. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlamadan bakakald\u0131m. \u2014 Deden sadece yorgun bir i\u015f\u00e7i de\u011fildi, diye devam etti. \u2014 B\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015firkette ba\u015f muhasebeciydi. Devasa bir yolsuzluk ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Susmay\u0131 reddedince tehdit edildi. Sistemin d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, hayat\u0131n\u0131, kimli\u011fini\u2026 her \u015feyini de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/anne-babam-oldukten-sonra-beni-dedem-buyuttu\/hgt\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/hgt-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4571\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4571'>\n\t\t\t\t\u2014 Neden\u2026 neden bunlar\u0131 bana s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun? diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. Selin g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131. \u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin yok sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n o para\u2026 asl\u0131nda var. Ve senin ad\u0131na kay\u0131tl\u0131. Nefesim kesildi. Benim dedem. Bana hep \u201cParam\u0131z yetmez can\u0131m\u201d diyen adam\u2026 bilerek yokluk i\u00e7inde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u2014 Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her \u015feyi seni korumak i\u00e7in yapt\u0131, diye ekledi. \u2014 Anne baban s\u0131radan bir kazada \u00f6lmedi. Sarho\u015f \u015fof\u00f6re para verilmi\u015fti. As\u0131l hedef dedenmi\u015f. Ama o g\u00fcn arabada o yoktu. D\u00fcnyam bir kez daha y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131 ama bu sefer ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Bo\u015fluktan de\u011fil, ger\u00e7ekten. O ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve ilk kez dokunmam\u0131n yasak oldu\u011fu \u00e7ekmeceyi a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde, titrek el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir mektup vard\u0131. \u201cBunu okuyorsan, art\u0131k yokum demektir. Sana daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 veremedi\u011fim i\u00e7in beni affet. Sen g\u00fcvende ol diye fakir olmay\u0131 se\u00e7tim. Bana \u2018dede\u2019 dedi\u011fin anlardan daha zengin oldu\u011fum bir zaman hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131.\u201d Saatlerce a\u011flad\u0131m. Ama uzun zamandan sonra ilk kez kendimi yaln\u0131z hissetmiyordum. Dedem sadece beni b\u00fcy\u00fcten adam de\u011fildi. Hayat\u0131m\u0131 kurtaran bir kahramand\u0131.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4570,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4569","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4569","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4569"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4569\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4572,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4569\/revisions\/4572"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4570"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4569"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4569"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4569"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}