{"id":4354,"date":"2025-08-22T21:03:58","date_gmt":"2025-08-22T21:03:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=4354"},"modified":"2025-08-22T21:03:58","modified_gmt":"2025-08-22T21:03:58","slug":"herkesin-yuzu-guldu-ama-benim-icim-yaniyordu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/herkesin-yuzu-guldu-ama-benim-icim-yaniyordu\/","title":{"rendered":"Herkesin y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fc ama benim i\u00e7im yan\u0131yordu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-4354 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/herkesin-yuzu-guldu-ama-benim-icim-yaniyordu\/ayak-16\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/ayak-5-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4355\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4355'>\n\t\t\t\tO sabah k\u00f6yde davul zurna inledi, herkesin y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fc ama benim i\u00e7im yan\u0131yordu. Beyaz gelinli\u011fimi giydim, ba\u015f\u0131ma duva\u011f\u0131 takt\u0131lar. Aynaya bakt\u0131m; g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen bir y\u00fcz vard\u0131 ama i\u00e7im parampar\u00e7a. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyordum; bu d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bana murat de\u011fil, bela getirecekti.\n\nKaynana Sultan\u2019\u0131 bilirdim; g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, dili b\u0131\u00e7ak gibiydi. G\u00f6r\u00fcmce Emine desen, anas\u0131ndan farks\u0131z. Daha d\u00fcn gece kula\u011f\u0131ma e\u011filip, \u201cSen bizim oca\u011fa gelin de\u011fil, k\u00f6le geldin!\u201d demedi mi? Y\u00fcre\u011fim buz kesti.\n\nGelin odas\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131ma oturuyordum. Birden kap\u0131 \u00e7at diye a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Sultan han\u0131m i\u00e7eri dald\u0131, ard\u0131ndan Emine. \u0130kisinin de y\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u015feytani bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme.\n\n\u2014 \u201cBak k\u0131z\u0131m,\u201d dedi Sultan, parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak. \u201cO\u011flum seni sevmi\u015f olabilir ama bu evde benim s\u00f6z\u00fcm ge\u00e7er. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn deyip sevinme. As\u0131l d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u015fimdi ba\u015fl\u0131yor: senin \u00e7ilenin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026\u201d\n\nEmine kahkaha att\u0131:\n\u2014 \u201cDaha ilk gecenden g\u00f6receksin g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc. Bizim dediklerimize uymayan\u0131 bu evde ya\u015fatmazlar!\u201d\n\nO an y\u00fcre\u011fim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcm kap\u0131ya kayd\u0131. Tam ba\u011f\u0131racakken, kap\u0131 araland\u0131\u2026 \u0130\u00e7eri damad\u0131m girdi. Ama g\u00f6rmedikleri bir \u015fey vard\u0131: damad\u0131m \u00e7oktan kap\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131nda her \u015feyi duymu\u015ftu! O an \u00f6yle bir\u015fey yapt\u0131 ki.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/herkesin-yuzu-guldu-ama-benim-icim-yaniyordu\/gelin-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/gelin-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4356\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/gelin-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/gelin-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/gelin-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/gelin.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4356'>\n\t\t\t\tO an var ya, odan\u0131n i\u00e7i sanki ta\u015f kesildi. Kaynana Sultan\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcmce Emine\u2019nin kahkahas\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131nda kald\u0131. Ben nefes bile alam\u0131yordum. Damat, g\u00f6zleri \u00e7akmak \u00e7akmak, kap\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde durdu.\n\n\u2014 \u201cAna! Emine! Ne laflar edersiniz siz?!\u201d diye g\u00fcrledi.\n\nKaynana Sultan ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, hemen y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcp tatl\u0131 bir sesle:\n\u2014 \u201cA o\u011flum, sen mi geldin? Biz \u015fakala\u015f\u0131yorduk gelinle, \u015faka \u015faka\u2026\u201d dedi.\n\nAma damad\u0131m \u00f6yle bir bak\u0131\u015f att\u0131 ki, Sultan\u2019\u0131n dili tutuldu.\n\u2014 \u201cBenim kula\u011f\u0131m \u015faka kald\u0131rmaz ana! Daha d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc, daha gelinimin duva\u011f\u0131 kurumadan, nas\u0131l tehdit edersin?!\u201d\n\nBenim g\u00f6zlerim doldu. \u0130lk defa biri, hele ki kocam, benim i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle hayk\u0131r\u0131yordu.\n\nEmine de araya girdi:\n\u2014 \u201cAbi, sen yanl\u0131\u015f anlad\u0131n. Biz sadece\u2026 \u015fey\u2026\u201d\n\nDamad\u0131m yumru\u011funu kap\u0131ya vurdu, tahta zang\u0131r zang\u0131r salland\u0131.\n\u2014 \u201cKes sesini Emine! Ben y\u0131llard\u0131r sizin huyunuzu bilirim ama susard\u0131m. Bug\u00fcn gelinime ettiklerinizi g\u00f6z\u00fcmle g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, kula\u011f\u0131mla duydum. Bir daha bu evde ona kimse yan g\u00f6zle bakmayacak!\u201d\n\nSultan kad\u0131n titredi, ama kolay kolay pes etmezdi. Yine diklendi:\n\u2014 \u201cSen de kar\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcne bak\u0131p anana m\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131 geliyorsun ha?\u201d\n\nAma damad\u0131m bu sefer \u00f6yle bir s\u00f6z etti ki, odadaki herkes sustu:\n\u2014 \u201cBenim anam bana can verdi, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tac\u0131d\u0131r. Ama e\u015fim de Allah\u2019\u0131n emanetidir, benim namusumdur. \u0130kinize de s\u00f6z\u00fcm olsun, kim gelinime k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ederse kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda beni bulur!\u201d\n\nBen dayanamay\u0131p h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rd\u0131m. O an kocam yan\u0131ma geldi, ellerimden tuttu. Y\u00fcre\u011fim ilk defa g\u00fcven buldu.\n\nD\u0131\u015far\u0131da davullar zurnalar h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7al\u0131yordu ama i\u00e7eride f\u0131rt\u0131na kopuyordu. Sultan ile Emine\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fc sararm\u0131\u015f, bir k\u00f6\u015feye sinmi\u015flerdi.\n\nKocam bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp usulca f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\u2014 \u201cKorkma Zeynep. Bundan sonra ne derlerse desinler, ben yan\u0131nday\u0131m. Bizim yuvam\u0131z\u0131 kimse y\u0131kamayacak.\u201d\n\nO an i\u00e7imde \u00f6yle bir ferahl\u0131k oldu ki, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn zul\u00fcm perdesi kalkt\u0131.\n\nD\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bitti, o gece k\u00f6yde herkes e\u011flendi, oynad\u0131. Ama ertesi sabah k\u00f6y\u00fcn kahvesinde f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 dola\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131:\n\u201cDamat, anas\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fcmcesini d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc susturmu\u015f. Gelinin arkas\u0131nda durmu\u015f.\u201d\n\nSultan kad\u0131n k\u00f6yde kimsenin diline d\u00fc\u015fmekten korktu. Art\u0131k bana a\u00e7\u0131ktan laf edemez oldu. G\u00f6r\u00fcmce Emine de y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakamaz hale geldi. \u0130\u00e7ten i\u00e7e di\u015f bilediler belki ama bilip de yapamad\u0131lar; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kocam\u0131n s\u00f6zleri daha kulaklar\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yordu.\n\nBen ise her sabah Allah\u2019a \u015f\u00fckrettim. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcmde a\u00e7\u0131lan bu kara perdeyi, kocam\u0131n cesaretiyle y\u0131rt\u0131p atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. O g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki; bazen bir insan\u0131n kaderi tek bir anla de\u011fi\u015firmi\u015f.\n\nVe o an, kap\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde durmu\u015f kocam\u0131n g\u00fcr sesiyle ba\u015flad\u0131 benim as\u0131l mutlulu\u011fum\u2026\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4355,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4354","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4354","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4354"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4354\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4357,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4354\/revisions\/4357"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4355"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4354"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4354"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4354"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}