{"id":4252,"date":"2025-08-13T19:39:41","date_gmt":"2025-08-13T19:39:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=4252"},"modified":"2025-08-13T19:39:41","modified_gmt":"2025-08-13T19:39:41","slug":"soguk-bir-sabah-uyandim-ve-elimi-kafama-dokundurdugumda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/soguk-bir-sabah-uyandim-ve-elimi-kafama-dokundurdugumda\/","title":{"rendered":"So\u011fuk bir sabah uyand\u0131m ve elimi kafama dokundurdu\u011fumda"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-4252 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/soguk-bir-sabah-uyandim-ve-elimi-kafama-dokundurdugumda\/fc-22\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/fc-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4253\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4253'>\n\t\t\t\tYatak odas\u0131na geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturdum, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ellerimin aras\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fcm. Pek \u00e7ok olas\u0131l\u0131k ge\u00e7ti akl\u0131mdan bamba\u015fka bir ten. Sa\u00e7 yok, t\u00fcy yok.\nKalbim yerinden \u00e7\u0131kacakm\u0131\u015f gibi at\u0131yordu. Hemen banyoya ko\u015ftum, aynaya bakt\u0131m: kar\u015f\u0131mdaki tan\u0131d\u0131k olmayan y\u00fcz, ayak kemerlerinden y\u00fckselen g\u00f6zlerle. Dudaklar\u0131m titriyordu.\n\u201cSahi mi\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 kontrols\u00fcz akt\u0131\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/soguk-bir-sabah-uyandim-ve-elimi-kafama-dokundurdugumda\/x-23\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-4254\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-4254'>\n\t\t\t\tYatak odas\u0131na geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturdum, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ellerimin aras\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fcm. Pek \u00e7ok olas\u0131l\u0131k ge\u00e7ti akl\u0131mdan \u2014 bir hastal\u0131k, bir alerji\u2026 Ama i\u00e7imde yanan o korkun\u00e7 candan \u015f\u00fcpheyi bast\u0131ramad\u0131m: Kocam yapm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131.\nTelefonu elime ald\u0131m, onun numaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. \u201cSen mi yapt\u0131n bunu?\u201d diye sordum, sesim titriyordu. \u201cNe demek istiyorsun?\u201d diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi, sesi so\u011fuk bir masumiyet ta\u015f\u0131r gibiydi. \u201cBen\u2026 kelim,\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.\nS\u00fcrekli uyard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, evin her yerinde sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan rahats\u0131z oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. \u201cTemizlik\u201d ve \u201cd\u00fczen\u201d bahanesiyle sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n gitmesini \u201cgerekli\u201d buluyordu. \u0130\u00e7imde ac\u0131 ve \u00f6fke k\u0131vrand\u0131.\n\u00c7ok uzun bir s\u00fcre tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Onun i\u00e7in yanl\u0131\u015f bir \u015fey yoktu. Benim i\u00e7in ihanetti.\nArt\u0131k ne yapaca\u011f\u0131ma karar vermi\u015ftim: intikam. Hi\u00e7 pi\u015fmanl\u0131k duymadan.\n\u0130lk i\u015f olarak onun k\u0131yafetlerini dolaptan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve arka bah\u00e7eye att\u0131m. Ate\u015fte alevlenirken bir garip rahatlama hissettim.\nSonra toz i\u00e7inde duran eski laptopunu ald\u0131m, \u00e7\u00f6p kutusuna f\u0131rlatt\u0131m. Ard\u0131ndan evin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kaplayan, y\u0131llard\u0131r kullan\u0131lmayan ko\u015fu band\u0131n\u0131 par\u00e7alay\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131 att\u0131m.\nAk\u015fam oldu, o eve geldi. A\u00e7, gergin. \u201cNeden yemek yok?\u201d diye sordu. Sakin bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m: \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yemek yapmad\u0131m\u201d dedim.\nNe s\u00f6yleyece\u011fini bilemeden duraklad\u0131; ben ise \u00e7antam\u0131 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile. \u201cSenin i\u00e7in s\u00fcrekli temizlik yapmaktan, \u00e7ekmekten ve b\u00f6yle birine katlanmaktan usand\u0131m.\u201d dedim.\nKap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131m arkamdan. Ve uzun bir aran\u0131n ard\u0131ndan ilk kez, derin bir nefes alabildim.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4253,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4252","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4252","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4252"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4252\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4255,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4252\/revisions\/4255"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4253"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4252"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4252"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4252"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}