{"id":3944,"date":"2025-07-28T00:41:49","date_gmt":"2025-07-28T00:41:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=3944"},"modified":"2025-07-28T00:41:49","modified_gmt":"2025-07-28T00:41:49","slug":"bir-tabak-aci-biber","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/bir-tabak-aci-biber\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir tabak ac\u0131 biber"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-3944 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/bir-tabak-aci-biber\/tt-17\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/tt-6-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-3945\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-3945'>\n\t\t\t\tBen Hanife. Yetmi\u015f iki ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. O\u011flum Hasan\u2019\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131ma b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm. Evine, bark\u0131na kavu\u015fturdum. Ama o evde bana yer yokmu\u015f me\u011fer\u2026 Gelinim Nazife\u2026 \u0130lk g\u00fcnlerde g\u00fcld\u00fc, \u00e7ay verdi. Sonras\u0131\u2026 hep karanl\u0131k. Bir sabah \u00e7oraplar\u0131m\u0131 sobaya atm\u0131\u015f. \u201cFare kemirmi\u015f,\u201d dedi. Gece kap\u0131m\u0131 kilitlemi\u015f i\u00e7eriden. \u201cUnutmu\u015fum,\u201d dedi. Bakkala yollay\u0131p \u00fcst\u00fcme kap\u0131y\u0131 kilitlemi\u015f, ben d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde i\u00e7eri almad\u0131. \u201cKap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131p gittin,\u201d dedi. Yemek koymad\u0131 taba\u011f\u0131ma, a\u00e7 kald\u0131m. Suyuma tuz basm\u0131\u015f, \u201cElin titremi\u015ftir,\u201d dedi. Her seferinde tehdit etti: \u2014 \u201cO\u011fluna bir laf edersen, seni delirdi diye ald\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m! Vallahi ederim, billahi ederim!\u201d Sustum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc anal\u0131k susmak demek bazen. Ama o sabah\u2026 Masaya bir tabak koydu. \u0130\u00e7inde koca koca k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberler. \u00dcst\u00fc pul biber dolu. \u2014 \u201cBunlar\u0131 yiyeceksin,\u201d dedi. \u2014 \u201cNazife\u2026 yapma,\u201d dedim. \u2014 \u201cYiyeceksin! Yoksa Hasan\u2019a derim ki bana sald\u0131rd\u0131n. O zaman g\u00f6r g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc!\u201d Korktum. Elim titredi. Birini a\u011fz\u0131ma att\u0131m. Dilim yand\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcm karard\u0131. Tam ikincisini al\u0131rken\u2026 Kap\u0131dan bir ses geldi. \u201cAna\u201d dedi. Gelen o\u011flumdu hasan\u0131md\u0131, onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce dayanamad\u0131m hasaaan o\u011flummm dedim ba\u015flad\u0131m a\u011flamaya.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/bir-tabak-aci-biber\/fv-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/fv-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-3946\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-3946'>\n\t\t\t\tBen Zeynep. Yetmi\u015f iki ya\u015f\u0131mday\u0131m.\nO\u011flum Hasan\u2019\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131ma b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm.\nNe yediysem yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ona verdim.\nEv yapt\u0131m, ekmek yapt\u0131m, \u00e7amurda yatt\u0131m\u2026 ama o\u011flum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin dedim.\n\nHasan b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u015fehre gitti.\nBir g\u00fcn kolunda bir k\u0131zla geldi.\n\u2014 \u201cAna, bu Nazife. Ben bunu istiyorum,\u201d dedi.\nBen de \u201cO\u011flumun se\u00e7ti\u011fi, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne,\u201d dedim.\n\n\u0130lk g\u00fcnlerde y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclerdi. \u00c7ay verir, hal hat\u0131r sorard\u0131.\nAma \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f g\u00fcn sonra de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\nBir sabah \u00e7orab\u0131m\u0131 sobaya atm\u0131\u015f.\n\u201cFare kemirmi\u015f,\u201d dedi.\nBir gece kap\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7eriden kilitlemi\u015f.\n\u201cYanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla olmu\u015f,\u201d dedi.\nBeni bakkala yollay\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme kilitledi.\nD\u00f6n\u00fcnce kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131.\n\u201cKap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131p gittin,\u201d dedi.\n\nYemek koymad\u0131 taba\u011f\u0131ma, a\u00e7 kald\u0131m.\nSuyuma tuz basm\u0131\u015f, \u201cElin titremi\u015ftir,\u201d dedi.\nK\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc pencereleri a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rakt\u0131, \u201cEv kokuyor,\u201d dedi.\n\nHer seferinde kula\u011f\u0131ma e\u011filip tehdit etti:\n\u2014 \u201cO\u011fluna bir laf edersen, seni delirdi diye ald\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m!\nVallahi ederim, billahi ederim!\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7 da g\u00f6reyim!\u201d\n\nSustum.\nYuttum.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc anal\u0131k bazen i\u00e7ine atmak demekti.\nAma o sabah\u2026 y\u00fcre\u011fimden ta\u015ft\u0131.\n\nHasan i\u015fe gitmi\u015fti.\nNazife geldi, masaya bir tabak koydu.\n\u0130\u00e7inde koca koca k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberler.\n\u00dcst\u00fc pul biberle k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131.\n\n\u2014 \u201cYiyeceksin,\u201d dedi.\n\u2014 \u201cNazife\u2026 yapma,\u201d dedim.\n\u2014 \u201cYiyeceksin! Yoksa Hasan\u2019a derim ki bana sald\u0131rd\u0131n. Seni kap\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne koyar! Bak bakal\u0131m inan\u0131yor mu sana!\u201d\n\nBakt\u0131m ki g\u00f6zleri \u015feytan gibi bak\u0131yor.\nKorktum.\nElim titreyerek ald\u0131m, birini a\u011fz\u0131ma att\u0131m.\nDilim yand\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcm karard\u0131.\nAma sustum.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o\u011flumun ad\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na alan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde konu\u015famazs\u0131n.\n\nTam ikincisini alacakt\u0131m ki\u2026\nKap\u0131dan bir ses geldi.\nG\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131. Sessiz ama \u00f6fkeliydi.\n\n\u0130kimiz de d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131k.\nKap\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde Hasan.\nElinde c\u00fczdan.\nG\u00f6zleri bana bak\u0131yor.\nY\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz. Yumruklar\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131.\n\nNazife h\u00e2l\u00e2 taba\u011f\u0131 uzat\u0131yordu.\nAma Hasan y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.\nA\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla geldi.\nNazife\u2019ye bakt\u0131:\n\n\u2014 \u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun sen?\u201d dedi.\n\nNazife s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131p:\n\u2014 \u201cA\u015fk olsun Hasan, annen can\u0131 \u00e7ekti dedi\u2026 ben de\u2014\u201d\n\n\u2014 \u201cYALAN!\u201d\ndiye kesti Hasan.\nSesinde \u00f6yle bir \u015fey vard\u0131 ki, duvar bile susard\u0131.\n\nNazife\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\u2014 \u201c\u0130ftira! Anan bana kafay\u0131 takt\u0131! Delirdi bu kad\u0131n!\u201d\n\nHasan bu kez bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\nDiz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\nElimi tuttu.\n\n\u2014 \u201cAna\u2026 s\u00f6yle bana. Do\u011fru neyse onu s\u00f6yle,\u201d dedi.\n\nYutkundum.\nAma art\u0131k yutacak yerim kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u2014 \u201cA\u00e7 b\u0131rakt\u0131 o\u011flum.\n\u00c7orab\u0131m\u0131 yakt\u0131, suyu tuzlad\u0131, kap\u0131m\u0131 kilitledi.\nK\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc yorgan\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131.\nG\u00fcnlerce i\u00e7imden a\u011flad\u0131m.\nAma sustum.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin d\u00fczenin bozulmas\u0131n istedim,\u201d dedim.\n\nHasan\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ya\u015f d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\nElimi s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 tuttu.\nSonra aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\nNazife\u2019ye bakt\u0131.\n\n\u2014 \u201c\u00c7\u0131k,\u201d dedi.\n\u2014 \u201cBu evde bir daha annemin g\u00f6lgesine bile basmayacaks\u0131n.\u201d\n\nNazife a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131, dizine kapand\u0131.\nAma Hasan d\u00f6nmedi bile.\n\nO kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026\nBen ilk defa kendimi evin i\u00e7inde hissettim.\n\n\u0130lk defa yuttu\u011fum ac\u0131n\u0131n bir anlam\u0131 oldu.\n\nVe biberin ac\u0131s\u0131 o an ge\u00e7ti.\nYerine o\u011flumun sesi geldi:\n\n\u2014 \u201cAna\u2026 art\u0131k ben var\u0131m.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3945,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3944","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3944","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3944"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3944\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3947,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3944\/revisions\/3947"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3945"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3944"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3944"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3944"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}