{"id":3733,"date":"2025-07-18T10:33:19","date_gmt":"2025-07-18T10:33:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=3733"},"modified":"2025-07-18T10:33:19","modified_gmt":"2025-07-18T10:33:19","slug":"annesinin-mezuniyetine-yoksullugu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/annesinin-mezuniyetine-yoksullugu\/","title":{"rendered":"Annesinin mezuniyetine yoksullu\u011fu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-3733 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/annesinin-mezuniyetine-yoksullugu\/tt-14\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/tt-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-3735\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-3735'>\n\t\t\t\tB\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc sadece \u00e7ocu\u011funu \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtmak, sadece \u201cSeninle gurur duyuyorum\u201d demek i\u00e7in gelmi\u015fti.\nMoren t\u0131slad\u0131 ve arkada\u015flar\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201cL\u00fctfen bu kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmezden gelin. Onun gibiler ilgi \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in her \u015feyi yapar.\u201d\nBu s\u00f6zler Odoni\u2019nin i\u00e7ini derinden yaralad\u0131 ve i\u00e7inde bir \u015feyler k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6zleri doldu. Yava\u015f\u00e7a e\u011fildi, d\u00fc\u015fen buketi ald\u0131 ve gitmek i\u00e7in d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Gitmeden \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledikleri k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/annesinin-mezuniyetine-yoksullugu\/fhj\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/fhj-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-3736\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-3736'>\n\t\t\t\tBu pis kad\u0131n\u0131 benden uzak tutun. Moren\u2019in sesi yank\u0131land\u0131. O benim annem de\u011fil. Odoni donakald\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler elinden kayd\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131na anlamayarak bakt\u0131. \u00c7ocu\u011funa s\u00fcrpriz yapmak, \u201cSeninle gurur duyuyorum,\u201d demek i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn yolculuk etmi\u015fti. Morin t\u0131slayarak arkada\u015flar\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201cL\u00fctfen bu kad\u0131na ald\u0131rmay\u0131n.\u201d\n\nBu zavall\u0131 insanlar ilgi \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in her \u015feyi yaparlar.\u201d O an, Adoni\u2019nin i\u00e7inde bir \u015feylerin par\u00e7alanmas\u0131na neden oldu. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tutamad\u0131. Yava\u015f\u00e7a e\u011fildi, parmaklar\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fen buketi ald\u0131 ve arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Sadece zaman g\u00f6sterecekti. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce, Azure adl\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve huzurlu bir k\u00f6yde Aduni ad\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n ya\u015fard\u0131.\n\nGen\u00e7li\u011finde iyi kalpliydi ve k\u00f6ydeki herkes taraf\u0131ndan sessiz g\u00fcc\u00fc ve s\u0131cak g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesiyle tan\u0131n\u0131yordu. Hayat onun i\u00e7in kolay olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ocukluk a\u015fk\u0131, onu derinden seven yumu\u015fak sesli bir \u00e7ift\u00e7i olan Sei ile gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta evlendi, ancak mutlulu\u011fu uzun s\u00fcrmedi. Hamileli\u011finin 3. ay\u0131nda trajedi ya\u015fand\u0131.\n\nSe, odun toplamak i\u00e7in ormana gitmi\u015f ve bir daha geri d\u00f6nmemi\u015fti. \u00dczerine bir a\u011fa\u00e7 devrildi ve \u00f6ld\u00fc. Adoni s\u00f6ylentilere ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmiyordu. Tek bildi\u011fi, hayat\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n gitti\u011fiydi. Kocas\u0131n\u0131n ailesi ona s\u0131rt \u00e7evirince ac\u0131s\u0131 daha da derinle\u015fti. Cenazeden sadece birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra gelip her \u015feylerini alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Evini, \u00e7iftli\u011fini, hatta k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck birikimlerini bile saklad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlard\u0131.\n\nKocan\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fc. H\u00e2l\u00e2 neyi bekliyorsunuz? dediler. Odoni yalvard\u0131, a\u011flad\u0131 ama kimse dinlemedi. Onu hi\u00e7bir \u015feysiz b\u0131rakt\u0131lar. Karn\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fcyen do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocuktan ba\u015fka. Adoni\u2019nin kendi ebeveyni yoktu. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fckannesi taraf\u0131ndan b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcld\u00fc. Evsiz, hamile ve bitkin bir halde, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemeden k\u00f6yde dola\u015ft\u0131. Sonra umut geldi.\n\nBir sabah nehir k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda oturmu\u015f a\u011flarken, Baba Tundday ad\u0131nda ya\u015fl\u0131 bir bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 onu fark etti. B\u00fcy\u00fckannesini tan\u0131yordu ve \u00e7aresiz dul kad\u0131na ac\u0131yordu. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey istemeden ona bir sepet taze bal\u0131k verdi. \u201cBunu pazarda sat,\u201d dedi nazik\u00e7e. \u201c\u00d6deyebildi\u011fin zaman geri \u00f6de.\u201d K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir jestti ama her \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.\n\nOdoni ayn\u0131 g\u00fcn bal\u0131klar\u0131 k\u00f6y pazar\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130lk ba\u015fta utanga\u00e7t\u0131. Daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 sat\u0131\u015f yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ama a\u00e7l\u0131k ve \u00e7aresizlik onu harekete ge\u00e7irdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6\u015fede durup, al\u0131c\u0131lara yumu\u015fak bir sesle seslendi: \u201cTaze bal\u0131k, l\u00fctfen gelin ve al\u0131n.\u201d Baz\u0131lar\u0131 onu g\u00f6rmezden geldi, baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise ona sata\u015ft\u0131. Ama g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda sepet bo\u015falm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve Gary ve biraz biber almaya, bir gece yetecek kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00e2r elde etmi\u015fti.\n\nO ak\u015fam Baba Tund\u2019un kul\u00fcbesine d\u00f6nd\u00fc, paran\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 ona uzatt\u0131 ve g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yla te\u015fekk\u00fcr etti. O g\u00fcnden sonra bu bir rutin haline geldi. Her sabah Baba Tund ona bir sepet bal\u0131k veriyordu. Her ak\u015fam paras\u0131yla geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Aylar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e, pazarda Oduni olarak an\u0131lmaya ba\u015fland\u0131; yani bal\u0131k sat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 Oduni.\n\n\u0130nsanlar onun \u00f6zverisine hayrand\u0131, hamileli\u011finin son d\u00f6nemlerinde bile tek bir g\u00fcn\u00fc bile aksatmazd\u0131. Bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu do\u011furdu\u011funda, ona \u201cSevecek bir \u015fey buldum\u201d anlam\u0131na gelen Morin ad\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti. Adoni, Morin\u2019e t\u00fcm sevgisini verdi. Onu sevgi ve bilgelikle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, tek odal\u0131 bir kul\u00fcbede ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131 ama Aduni i\u00e7in buras\u0131 bir sarayd\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131 krali\u00e7esiydi.\n\nKazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 her cobo\u2019yu Moren\u2019in gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in biriktiriyordu. Kendine para harcamamak i\u00e7in a\u00e7 kal\u0131yor ve k\u0131yafetlerini defalarca tamir ediyordu. Moren 10 ya\u015f\u0131na gelip okulda parlak bir performans sergiledi\u011finde, Odoni b\u00fcy\u00fck hayaller kurmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ocu\u011fu ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olacakt\u0131. Bu k\u00f6yden ayr\u0131lacak, \u015fehre gidecek, b\u00fcy\u00fck ve sayg\u0131 duyulan biri olacakt\u0131.\n\nMoriniki, annesinin a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6lmesi anlam\u0131na gelse bile, okul har\u00e7lar\u0131ndan asla mahrum kalmazd\u0131. Okul i\u00e7in yeni ayakkab\u0131lar istedi\u011finde, Adoni geceleri sessizce a\u011flar, sonra da onlar\u0131 alabilmek i\u00e7in fazla mesai yapard\u0131. \u201cBenim \u00e7ekti\u011fim ac\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ekmemeli,\u201d derdi hep kendine. \u201c\u00d6ld\u00fcrse bile,\u201d Moriniki\u2019nin s\u0131k\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 meyvesini verdi. Ortaokul s\u0131navlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131yla ge\u00e7ti.\n\nAma en b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00fcrpriz, bir mektup geldi\u011finde ya\u015fand\u0131. \u015eehrin en prestijli okullar\u0131ndan biri olan Los Angeles \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde tam burs kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131m, ba\u015fard\u0131n. O gece sevin\u00e7 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fc. Sessiz g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 de\u011fil, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odas\u0131n\u0131 sallayan y\u00fcksek, minnettar \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klard\u0131 bunlar. \u015eiltesinin yan\u0131na diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, ellerini g\u00f6\u011fe kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve s\u00fcrekli \u201cTe\u015fekk\u00fcrler, \u00fclkemizin tanr\u0131lar\u0131.\u201d diye tekrarlad\u0131.\n\nTe\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.\u201d Moreni \u015fehre gitmeden \u00f6nce Odoni onu kollar\u0131na ald\u0131. Morenik, nereden geldi\u011fini unutma. Unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m anneci\u011fim, dedi Moreni g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek. S\u00f6z veriyorum. Adoni biriktirdi\u011fi her \u015feyi ona verdi. O sabah otob\u00fcs kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, Adonis uzun s\u00fcre el sallayarak durdu. \u0130lk ba\u015fta her \u015fey normal g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Moroniki her hafta sonu, bazen iki kez arard\u0131.\n\nSesi heyecan ve merak doluydu. \u015eehirdeki her \u015fey yeniydi. Yeni binalar, yeni insanlar. Anneci\u011fim, \u00fcniversitenin ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011funa inanamazs\u0131n. Bir telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesinde g\u00fcld\u00fc. \u0130lk g\u00fcn\u00fcmde neredeyse kayboluyordum. Adoni, telefonu kula\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odalar\u0131ndaki has\u0131r\u0131n \u00fczerinde otururken, Morenica\u2019n\u0131n anlatt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 her zaman anlamasa da gururla dinlerdi.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3735,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3733","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3733","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3733"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3733\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3737,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3733\/revisions\/3737"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3735"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3733"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3733"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3733"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}