{"id":1617,"date":"2025-03-12T21:22:53","date_gmt":"2025-03-12T21:22:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=1617"},"modified":"2025-03-12T21:22:53","modified_gmt":"2025-03-12T21:22:53","slug":"beni-buraya-getirdiklerinde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-buraya-getirdiklerinde\/","title":{"rendered":"Beni Buraya Getirdiklerinde"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1617 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-buraya-getirdiklerinde\/x-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/x-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1618\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1618'>\n\t\t\t\tBeni buraya getirdiklerinde, bahaneleri haz\u0131rd\u0131: &#8220;Orada daha iyi bak\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, d\u00fczenli yemek, d\u00fczenli uyku, sohbet edecek insanlar&#8230;&#8221; \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m benim iyili\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fler g\u00fcya. Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lan bir paket gibi, bir valizle teslim ettiler beni buraya.\n\nOysa sen olsan b\u0131rakmazd\u0131n be Mustafa. Biraz fazla d\u0131\u015far\u0131da kalsam merak eder, kalkar pe\u015fimden gelirdin. \u015eimdi kimse gelmiyor. Yabanc\u0131 duvarlar\u0131n, ezbere \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim koridorlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde g\u00fcnlerimi say\u0131yorum. Yemek saati, yatak saati, uyku saati&#8230; Seksen ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra kural \u00f6\u011frendim.\n\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm hep kap\u0131da. Belki \u00e7ocuklardan biri pi\u015fman olur da geri al\u0131r beni diye. Her telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7im umutla k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131yor ama hi\u00e7biri benim i\u00e7in de\u011fil. G\u00fcnler haftalara d\u00f6nd\u00fc, sonra aylara. Kimse gelmedi. Ben de beklemeye devam ettim.\n\nO gece erkenden yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k yine. Uykum hafifti, bir sars\u0131nt\u0131yla uyand\u0131m. Hem\u015firelerden biri ba\u015f\u0131mda duruyordu. &#8220;Teyze, telefon var sana,&#8221; dedi. Daha oturmama f\u0131rsat vermeden iki hem\u015fire daha geldi yan\u0131ma. \u00d6nce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Sonra elim titreyerek telefonu ald\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Alo?&#8221; dedim. Sesim zar zor \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.\n\nKar\u015f\u0131dan gelen ses derin ve titrek bir nefes ald\u0131. &#8220;Seni almaya geliyorum,&#8221; dedi.\n\nY\u00fcre\u011fim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tan\u0131d\u0131k ama bir o kadar da unutulmu\u015f bir sesti. Bir an konu\u015famad\u0131m. &#8220;Kim&#8230; kim dediniz?&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Benim. Mustafa. Bekle beni.&#8221;\n\nY\u00fcre\u011fime y\u0131llar\u0131n \u00f6zlemi \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. O an tek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fey, kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 beklemekti&#8230;\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-buraya-getirdiklerinde\/ss-10\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/ss-4-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1619\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1619'>\n\t\t\t\tO gece sabaha kadar uyuyamad\u0131m. Mustafa&#8230; Ger\u00e7ekten o muydu? Nas\u0131l olur? Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti \u00fczerinden? Yoksa birisi bana ac\u0131y\u0131p k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015faka m\u0131 yap\u0131yordu? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler beynimi kemirirken sabah\u0131n ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla hem\u015fireler yine odama girdiler. Yataktan do\u011frulmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile.\n\n&#8220;Teyze, iyi misin? \u00c7ok dalg\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun.&#8221;\n\nNe diyebilirdim ki? &#8220;\u0130yiyim k\u0131z\u0131m,&#8221; dedim k\u0131s\u0131k bir sesle. Ama hi\u00e7 iyi de\u011fildim.\n\nSaatler ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e heyecan\u0131m art\u0131yordu. Kap\u0131ya her geleni g\u00f6zl\u00fcyordum. Nihayet \u00f6\u011fleden sonra huzurevinin bah\u00e7esinde bir araba durdu. Kalbim yerinden f\u0131rlayacak gibi oldu.\n\nKap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, arabadan bir baston ve ard\u0131ndan bir \u00e7ift eski ama g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ayak g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Yava\u015f\u00e7a y\u00fckselen ba\u015f, y\u0131llar\u0131n \u00e7izgileriyle dolu ama g\u00f6zleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l olan Mustafa&#8217;ya aitti.\n\nG\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. O an ne ya\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ne de ge\u00e7en y\u0131llar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Yaln\u0131zca g\u00f6zlerindeki o tan\u0131d\u0131k \u015fefkatle dolu bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 hissettim.\n\nMustafa titrek bir sesle, &#8220;Haz\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n?&#8221; dedi.\n\nBenim cevab\u0131m ise g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir tebess\u00fcmd\u00fc. &#8220;Seni bekliyordum, Mustafa&#8230;&#8221;\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1618,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1617","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1617","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1617"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1617\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1620,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1617\/revisions\/1620"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1617"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1617"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1617"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}