{"id":1115,"date":"2025-02-25T15:24:57","date_gmt":"2025-02-25T15:24:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=1115"},"modified":"2025-02-25T15:24:57","modified_gmt":"2025-02-25T15:24:57","slug":"komsu-yakuptan-cektikleri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/komsu-yakuptan-cektikleri\/","title":{"rendered":"Kom\u015fu Yakup&#8217;tan \u00c7ektikleri"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1115 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/komsu-yakuptan-cektikleri\/komsu-yakuptan-cektikleri\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Komsu-Yakuptan-Cektikleri-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1116\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1116'>\n\t\t\t\tBen Fatma. 45 ya\u015f\u0131nda, dul bir kad\u0131n\u0131m. Hayat bana hi\u00e7 c\u00f6mert davranmad\u0131. Yoksullu\u011fun, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc de \u00e7aresizli\u011fin ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00e7ok iyi bilirim. Ama her \u015feyin bir s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. Bunu, kom\u015fum Yakup y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00f6\u011frendim.\n\nE\u015fim \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde daha otuz dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. \u0130ki \u00e7ocu\u011fum vard\u0131 ama biri evlenip gitti, di\u011feri \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in ba\u015fka \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Geriye, d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda yaln\u0131z kalan ben kald\u0131m. G\u00fcnlerimi ev temizli\u011fine giderek ge\u00e7iriyor, ak\u015fam olunca televizyonun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda uyuyakal\u0131yordum.\n\nYan kom\u015fum Yakup, ellili ya\u015flar\u0131nda, dul bir adamd\u0131. Mahallede herkes ona \u201ca\u011f\u0131rba\u015fl\u0131, yard\u0131msever\u201d derdi. \u0130lk zamanlar iyi bir kom\u015fu gibi davran\u0131yordu. \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131dan d\u00f6nerken y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131maya yard\u0131m eder, bazen hal hat\u0131r sorard\u0131. Ama zamanla o sorular de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cFatma, kad\u0131n k\u0131sm\u0131 b\u00f6yle yaln\u0131z kalmaz.\u201d\n\u201cBaksana, evde tamir edilecek \u015feylerin var. Erkek eli de\u011fmeli.\u201d\n\u201cBak, ben sana sahip \u00e7\u0131kay\u0131m, sen de bana.\u201d\n\n\u00d6nce hafife ald\u0131m. Ne de olsa insanlar konu\u015fur, sonra unutur diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Ama Yakup unutmuyordu. Kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7almaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201c\u00c7ay demledim, gel iki laf edelim.\u201d \u201cBug\u00fcn \u00e7ok g\u00fczel olmu\u015fsun, Fatma.\u201d\n\nBir g\u00fcn, ak\u015fam vakti temizlikten d\u00f6n\u00fcyordum. Yorgundum, a\u00e7t\u0131m, bir an \u00f6nce eve girip ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 uzatmak istiyordum. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m, i\u00e7eri ad\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131m ve tam kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131rken bir elin kap\u0131y\u0131 tuttu\u011funu hissettim.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/komsu-yakuptan-cektikleri\/s-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1117\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1117'>\n\t\t\t\tY\u00fcz\u00fcnde tuhaf bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme vard\u0131. \u201cKa\u00e7 kere s\u00f6yledim, Fatma? Yaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131na olmaz bu i\u015fler. Sana zarar gelmesini istemem.\u201d\n\nKalbim yerinden f\u0131rlayacak gibi att\u0131. \u201cDefol git!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m ama o h\u00e2l\u00e2 kap\u0131y\u0131 zorlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. O an ne oldu bilmiyorum. Belki i\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r bast\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m korkular\u0131n isyan\u0131yd\u0131, belki de art\u0131k susmak istemedi\u011fim i\u00e7in&#8230; Ama var g\u00fcc\u00fcmle ittim onu. Dengesini kaybedip d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nMahallede bir sessizlik oldu. Herkes camlara ko\u015ftu. Kad\u0131nlar, f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131larla konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Yakup, h\u0131rsla aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Ama bu sefer ben korkmad\u0131m.\n\nKap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durup g\u00f6zlerimi ona diktim:\n\n\u201cBir daha kap\u0131ma gelirsen seni polise veririm. Seni herkesin i\u00e7inde rezil ederim. Ben yaln\u0131z\u0131m ama \u00e7aresiz de\u011filim, Yakup!\u201d\n\nO gece mahallede herkes f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015ft\u0131. Kimileri bana \u201cDul kad\u0131n, dikkatli ol\u201d dedi, kimileri ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. Ama ben umursamad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o gece, hayat\u0131mda ilk kez korkmadan hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ve anlad\u0131m ki, bir kad\u0131n\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fcc\u00fc, kendi sesidir.\n\nO g\u00fcnden sonra Yakup soka\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bile d\u00f6nemez oldu. Ama ben, geceleri kap\u0131m\u0131 kilitlerken art\u0131k korkarak de\u011fil, gururla kilitliyordum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kimse beni \u00e7aresiz bir kad\u0131n olarak g\u00f6rmeye cesaret edemeyecekti.\n\nVe en \u00f6nemlisi\u2026 Ben art\u0131k kendi sesimi bulmu\u015ftum.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1116,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1115","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1115"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1118,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115\/revisions\/1118"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1116"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}