{"id":1040,"date":"2025-02-22T22:28:39","date_gmt":"2025-02-22T22:28:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/?p=1040"},"modified":"2025-02-22T22:28:39","modified_gmt":"2025-02-22T22:28:39","slug":"fakir-bir-ailenin-kizi-olarak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kizi-olarak\/","title":{"rendered":"Fakir bir ailenin k\u0131z\u0131 olarak"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1040 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kizi-olarak\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kizi-olarak\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Fakir-bir-ailenin-kizi-olarak-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1041\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1041'>\n\t\t\t\tK\u00f6y\u00fcn ac\u0131ma mele\u011fi \u0130mmihan Teyze ve kocas\u0131 Dervi\u015f Amca \u201cBizde kalacaks\u0131n, seni katiyen yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmay\u0131z\u201d dediler. Evin k\u0131z\u0131 oldum. Yedirdiler, i\u00e7irdiler, hastaland\u0131lar, a\u011flad\u0131lar, g\u00fcld\u00fcler\u2026 Kocas\u0131 da bana \u00e7ok iyi davrand\u0131. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 sene onlarda kald\u0131m. S\u0131cac\u0131k soban\u0131n yan\u0131ndayd\u0131m evde tek ba\u015f\u0131mayd\u0131m. Sonunda olan oldu, a\u011flamaktan bitap d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm o g\u00fcn..O g\u00fcn olan olmu\u015ftu.\u00e7ok g\u00fcvendi\u011fim dervi\u015f amca beni\u2026 enim ismim Z\u00fcleyha. Fakir bir ailenin k\u0131z\u0131 olarak zor \u015fartlar alt\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. \u0130lk g\u00f6revim Malatya P\u00fcrger\u2019deydi. \u00dc\u00e7 sene Mountain Village\u2019da \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Onun g\u00f6steri\u015fine kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015flard\u0131: ilgi, ilgi ve \u015fefkat. Beni okulun dar yurdunda ufak bir yere verdiler, orada bir g\u00fcn bile uyuyamismim. K\u00f6y\u00fcn s\u0131cakkanl\u0131l\u0131k mele\u011fi teyzem ve ihtiyar kocas\u0131 Davish Amca bizimle kal\u0131yor. Seni katiyen yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmayaca\u011f\u0131z, dediler. Bir o\u011flum var. Ev hizmet\u00e7isi oldum. Ayn\u0131 hal evde onu tan\u0131yan k\u0131zlar amac\u0131yla de ge\u00e7erliydi. Yediler, i\u00e7tiler, hastaland\u0131lar, a\u011flad\u0131lar, g\u00fcld\u00fcler, hep e\u015f g\u00fcd\u00fcml\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131k. Anne ve babas\u0131 T\u00fcrk k\u00f6kenliydi. K\u00fcrt halk\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 ve yolda\u015f\u0131 oldum. \u00dc\u00e7 sene sonra memleketime geri \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131m. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 dolu bir vakitd\u0131. Ailemi kurdum ve Bor\u2019da evlendim. Davetiye g\u00f6nderdim. Kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131 etti ve yan\u0131ma g\u00f6nderdi. Ailem \u015fok oldu. Ben burada sadakatin bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. \u00c7ok \u00e7ok ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m. K\u0131sa bir vakit sonra o\u011flum hamile kald\u0131. Telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesini \u0130mihan\u2019\u0131n annesine anlatt\u0131m. G\u00f6\u011fe y\u00fckseldi ve Z\u0130LG\u0130T\u2019ini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/fakir-bir-ailenin-kizi-olarak\/farkli-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/farkli-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1042\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1042'>\n\t\t\t\tTaraftarlara geli\u015finde, \u201cTorunum 40, 40 ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d dedi. Bir g\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131m beni arad\u0131 ve kendini iyi hissetmedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131za s\u00f6yleyin, size mesaj atacakt\u0131r. Tamam dedi. Bunu hamileyken yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Biraz rahats\u0131z edici ama k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey de\u011fil. Ben her vakit iyi bir yan\u0131t yazd\u0131m. Bir o\u011flu oldu. 20. g\u00fcnd\u00fc. Borlu\u2019nun babas\u0131 Ahmet ve Puculgeli Darvisi\u2019ni arismim, babam Ahmet Darvisi\u2019ni arismim\u2026 Bu sefer annem beni \u0130mihan\u2019a g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Foto\u011fraftaki gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n. \u0130mihan Anna dedim. Kaybettik dedi. Y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m. \u201cD\u00f6rt ay\u201d dedi\u011fimde Aylar\u0131n\u0131 makale yazmaya ay\u0131ran biri oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim. K\u0131z\u0131m, annem Z\u00fcleyha Re, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleme, mutsuzum. \u00c7ocu\u011funun, \u00e7ocu\u011funa zarar vermesinden kaynakl\u0131 \u00f6fkelidir. Bunu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hayal edin. 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