{"id":799,"date":"2025-02-16T20:13:32","date_gmt":"2025-02-16T20:13:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd.jpg"},"modified":"2025-02-16T20:13:35","modified_gmt":"2025-02-16T20:13:35","slug":"cvd","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/hayatimda-yedi-yil-boyunca-yanimda-olan-esim\/cvd\/","title":{"rendered":"cvd"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-799","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-300x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Zeynep! En yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131m, beni en savunmas\u0131z an\u0131mda arkamdan b\u0131\u00e7aklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. E\u015fim ve Zeynep, birbirlerine sevgi dolu g\u00f6zlerle bak\u0131yorlard\u0131; sanki bu an, senelard\u0131r bekledikleri bir anm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. \u0130\u00e7imde bir \u015feylerin k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Zeynep\u2019in g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi, b\u00fct\u00fcn dostlu\u011fumuzun \u00fczerine bir g\u00f6lge gibi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<br \/>\nKalbim s\u00fcratle \u00e7arp\u0131yor, soluk almakta zorlan\u0131yordum. O an ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m deh\u015feti tan\u0131m edemezdim. Kendimi taksinin arka koltu\u011funda buldum, g\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. \u201cNeden?\u201d diye hayk\u0131rmak istedim ama sesim bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenmi\u015fti. \u0130\u00e7imdeki \u00f6fke, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131k ve \u00e7aresizlik, b\u00fct\u00fcn bedenimi sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br \/>\nDaha \u00e7ok orada kalmak istemedim. \u201cBeni evime g\u00f6t\u00fcr,\u201d dedim taksiciye. Evin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, sanki d\u00fcnyam y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Bu ac\u0131y\u0131 kabul etmek zorundayd\u0131m; ama nas\u0131l? E\u015fimle Zeynep\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc, g\u00f6zlerimdeki karanl\u0131kta devaml\u0131 dans ediyordu. Bu ihanetin alt\u0131ndan kalkmal\u0131yd\u0131m; hem \u015fahs\u0131m hem de \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m amac\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":1024,"height":1024,"file":"2025\/02\/cvd.jpg","filesize":132297,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"cvd-300x300.jpg","width":300,"height":300,"filesize":20232,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-300x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"cvd-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":7059,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"cvd-768x768.jpg","width":768,"height":768,"filesize":84747,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd-768x768.jpg"},"full":{"file":"cvd.jpg","width":1024,"height":1024,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":797,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/cvd.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/799","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=799"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":797,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/797"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}