{"id":6979,"date":"2026-05-17T21:01:37","date_gmt":"2026-05-17T21:01:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4.jpg"},"modified":"2026-05-17T21:01:54","modified_gmt":"2026-05-17T21:01:54","slug":"tgf-10","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/uvey-annemin-bakimevi-icin-her-ay-para-gonderiyordum\/tgf-10\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcvey annemin bak\u0131mevi i\u00e7in her ay para g\u00f6nderiyordum"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-6979","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"242\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-242x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-242x300.jpg 242w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-825x1024.jpg 825w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-768x953.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-1237x1536.jpg 1237w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4.jpg 1289w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 242px) 100vw, 242px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dcvey annemin bak\u0131mevi i\u00e7in her ay 80 bin lira \u00f6d\u00fcyordum, \u00e7antas\u0131nda buldu\u011fum o s\u0131rla hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fokunu ya\u015fad\u0131m! Ben 40 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m, ad\u0131m Aylin. \u201cAnne\u201d dedi\u011fim kad\u0131n, Cavidan, asl\u0131nda biyolojik annem de\u011fil. Annemi kaybetti\u011fimde hen\u00fcz sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m ve o hayat\u0131ma girip bana hep kendi \u00e7ocu\u011fuymu\u015fum gibi \u015fefkat g\u00f6sterdi. Asla annemin yerini almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131 ama okul m\u00fcsamerelerimde en \u00f6nde oturdu, hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sabahlara kadar ba\u015fucumda bekledi. \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce babam da vefat edince hayatta sadece ikimiz kald\u0131k. \u0130\u015fim gere\u011fi g\u00fcnde 12-14 saat \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum ve Cavidan\u2019\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ona yetemedi\u011fimi anlad\u0131m. Tam o d\u00f6nemde bana kendisi i\u00e7in harika bir bak\u0131mevi buldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Ayl\u0131k masraf\u0131 80 bin lirayd\u0131. Bu miktar, faturalar\u0131mdan geriye kalan param\u0131n neredeyse y\u00fczde seksenini al\u0131yordu ama o benim i\u00e7in her \u015feyini feda etmi\u015fti, bu y\u00fczden hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden kabul ettim. Tam bir y\u0131l boyunca her ay bu paray\u0131 t\u0131k\u0131r t\u0131k\u0131r \u00f6dedim. Ancak ge\u00e7en hafta ziyaretine her zamankinden bir g\u00fcn erken gittim ve o g\u00fcn her \u015fey darmada\u011f\u0131n oldu. Resepsiyondaki hem\u015fire beni durdurdu. Sesini al\u00e7altarak, \u201cBunu biliyor musunuz emin de\u011filim ama\u2026 \u00dcvey anneniz burada kalmak i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir \u00fccret \u00f6demiyor. O emekli bir \u00f6\u011fretmen ve y\u0131llar \u00f6nce buran\u0131n yap\u0131m\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fck bir fon sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in burada \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u00fccretsiz kalma hakk\u0131 var,\u201d dedi. Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki yerin kayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. \u201cPeki o zaman benim her ay verdi\u011fim o paralar nereye gidiyor?\u201d diye sorabildim. Hem\u015fire etraf\u0131na bak\u0131nd\u0131 ve kula\u011f\u0131ma e\u011filip, \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmek istiyorsan\u0131z, yan\u0131ndan bir an bile ay\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o \u00f6rg\u00fc \u00e7antas\u0131na bak\u0131n,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Titreyen ad\u0131mlarla odas\u0131na girdim. \u00c7anta her zamanki gibi koltu\u011funun yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. O lavaboya girdi\u011fi an ellerim titreyerek \u00e7antay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130plerin en dibine gizlenmi\u015f, so\u011fuk ve naho\u015f bir \u015feye dokundu\u011fum an nefesim kesildi. \u201cAman Tanr\u0131m\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldayabildim sadece. Bana y\u0131llarca annelik yapan bu kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rg\u00fc \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131n derinliklerinde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve ke\u015fke hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmeseydim diyece\u011fim o sars\u0131c\u0131 \u015fey neydi? Elimi o y\u00fcn \u00e7ilelerinin aras\u0131na dald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ma de\u011fen o so\u011fuk, metalik ve a\u011f\u0131r nesneyi kavrad\u0131m. \u0130plerin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, bunun eski, siyah ve paslanm\u0131\u015f demirden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kilitli kasa oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kasan\u0131n so\u011fuklu\u011fu adeta parmaklar\u0131mdan b\u00fct\u00fcn bedenime yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kilit k\u0131sm\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131kt\u0131, sanki aceleyle a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p kapanmaktan yalama olmu\u015ftu. Titreyen ellerimle kapa\u011f\u0131 aralad\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde ne bir \u00f6rg\u00fc \u015fi\u015fi, ne de masum bir hat\u0131ra vard\u0131. Kasan\u0131n i\u00e7i, benim her ay binbir zorlukla kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, uykusuz kalarak \u00f6dedi\u011fim o 80 bin liral\u0131k banknot desteleriyle doluydu! Ama beni as\u0131l deh\u015fete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcren paralar de\u011fildi. Paralar\u0131n hemen alt\u0131nda, lastiklerle s\u0131k\u0131ca ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f, rutubet kokan bir tomar mektup ve resmi banka dekontlar\u0131 duruyordu. En \u00fcstteki dekontu elime ald\u0131m. G\u00f6nderici Cavidan, al\u0131c\u0131 ise y\u00fcksek g\u00fcvenlikli bir cezaevi hesab\u0131yd\u0131. Miktar tam olarak benim ona o ay g\u00f6nderdi\u011fim parayd\u0131. Nefes al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fim h\u0131zlan\u0131rken, dekontlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki ilk mektubu \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Ka\u011f\u0131t buru\u015f buru\u015ftu, sanki defalarca okunmu\u015ftu. \u0130lk sat\u0131r\u0131 okudu\u011fumda kalbimin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimi par\u00e7alayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim: \u201cSevgili Anneci\u011fim\u2026\u201d Anneci\u011fim mi? Cavidan\u2019\u0131n hi\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131! Y\u0131llarca bana, \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in beni kendi \u00f6z k\u0131z\u0131 gibi sevdi\u011fini, hayat\u0131n\u0131 bana adad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Sat\u0131rlar\u0131 deh\u015fet i\u00e7inde okumaya devam ettim. \u201cG\u00f6nderdi\u011fin paralar i\u00e7erideki bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kapatmaya yetiyor. Avukat da temyiz i\u00e7in o aptal k\u0131z\u0131n yat\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 son taksiti bekledi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. \u0130yi ki babas\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde t\u00fcm o birikimleri kendi \u00fczerine ge\u00e7irmeyi ba\u015fard\u0131n. Yoksa o i\u015fkolik Aylin bize z\u0131rn\u0131k koklatmazd\u0131. Az kald\u0131 anne, buradan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m ve sen o numaradan yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n l\u00fcks huzurevinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p yan\u0131ma geleceksin.\u201d Mektubun alt\u0131ndaki imza, \u201cO\u011flun, Tar\u0131k\u201d \u015feklindeydi .<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":1289,"height":1600,"file":"2026\/05\/tgf-4.jpg","filesize":472307,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"tgf-4-242x300.jpg","width":242,"height":300,"filesize":17522,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-242x300.jpg"},"large":{"file":"tgf-4-825x1024.jpg","width":825,"height":1024,"filesize":147191,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-825x1024.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"tgf-4-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6488,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"tgf-4-768x953.jpg","width":768,"height":953,"filesize":130030,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-768x953.jpg"},"1536x1536":{"file":"tgf-4-1237x1536.jpg","width":1237,"height":1536,"filesize":284176,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4-1237x1536.jpg"},"full":{"file":"tgf-4.jpg","width":1289,"height":1600,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":6978,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/tgf-4.jpg","filename":"tgf-4.jpg","filesize":472307,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6979","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6979"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":6978,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6978"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}