{"id":6153,"date":"2026-04-30T21:28:04","date_gmt":"2026-04-30T21:28:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-30T21:28:43","modified_gmt":"2026-04-30T21:28:43","slug":"sda","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/koprunun-altinda-yasarken-sandvicimi-bir-yabanciyla-paylastim-ertesi-gun-hayatim-tamamen-degisti\/sda\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn Alt\u0131nda Ya\u015farken Sandvi\u00e7imi Bir Yabanc\u0131yla Payla\u015ft\u0131m\u2026 Ertesi G\u00fcn Hayat\u0131m Tamamen De\u011fi\u015fti"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-6153","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"272\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda-272x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda-272x300.jpg 272w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda.jpg 677w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 272px) 100vw, 272px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>On sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ma girdikten \u00fc\u00e7 ay sonra ailem beni evden kovdu.<br \/>\nSebebi i\u00e7ki i\u00e7mem de\u011fildi. Tutuklanmam da de\u011fildi.<br \/>\nSadece doktor olmak istemedi\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>Annem ve babam y\u0131llard\u0131r sayg\u0131 duyulan cerrahlard\u0131. Bizim evde t\u0131p sadece bir meslek de\u011fil, neredeyse kutsal bir mirast\u0131. Ben daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken herkes benim de bir g\u00fcn ameliyat masas\u0131nda olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 konu\u015furdu. Ama i\u00e7imde hep ba\u015fka bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ben gitar \u00e7almak istiyordum.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fczik benim i\u00e7in \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckt\u00fc. Gitar\u0131 elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00fczerimdeki t\u00fcm beklentiler, t\u00fcm bask\u0131 yok oluyordu. Kendimi ilk kez ger\u00e7ekten ya\u015f\u0131yor gibi hissediyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ak\u015fam yemek masas\u0131nda bunu s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cT\u0131p fak\u00fcltesine gitmeyece\u011fim,\u201d dedim. \u201cM\u00fczik okuyaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Masada \u00f6l\u00fcm sessizli\u011fi oldu. Babam \u00e7atal\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a taba\u011fa b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cE\u011fer bizim haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yolu izlemeyeceksen,\u201d dedi sakin ama sert bir sesle, \u201cbundan sonra kendi ba\u015f\u0131nas\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O ak\u015fam bunu bir tehdit sand\u0131m. Ama de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi g\u00fcn eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde anahtar\u0131m kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 ay sonra \u015fehrin kenar mahallelerinden birinde, k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ad\u0131rda ya\u015f\u0131yordum. G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri bir kafede bula\u015f\u0131k y\u0131k\u0131yor, geceleri gitar \u00e7al\u0131yordum. Hayat zordu ama garip bir \u015fekilde i\u00e7imde h\u00e2l\u00e2 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir umut vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn kafede sakin bir \u00f6\u011fleden sonrayd\u0131. M\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fcm \u00e7\u00f6pe gidecek yiyecekleri ay\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAl bunu,\u201d dedi bana yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f bir sandvi\u00e7 uzatarak. \u201cZaten at\u0131lacak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Te\u015fekk\u00fcr edip arka tarafa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. \u00c7\u00f6p konteynerlerinin yan\u0131ndaki kald\u0131r\u0131ma oturdum.<\/p>\n<p>Tam sandvi\u00e7i yemeye ba\u015flayacakt\u0131m ki ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam\u0131n sokaktan ge\u00e7en insanlara yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00dcst\u00fcndeki k\u0131yafetler y\u0131rt\u0131kt\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130nsanlardan yiyecek istiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kimse durmuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Baz\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6rmezden geliyordu. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 da el hareketiyle uzakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda adam benim oturdu\u011fum soka\u011fa do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAmca,\u201d diye seslendim.<\/p>\n<p>Adam durdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA\u00e7 m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yava\u015f\u00e7a bana bakt\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinde tuhaf bir yorgunluk vard\u0131 ama ayn\u0131 zamanda garip bir sakinlik de.<\/p>\n<p>Sandvi\u00e7i ikiye b\u00f6ld\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ok bir \u015fey de\u011fil ama payla\u015fabiliriz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131ma oturdu. Sandvi\u00e7i sessizce yemeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAd\u0131n ne evlat?\u201d diye sordu bir s\u00fcre sonra.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMehmet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNerede kal\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cK\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda bir \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131m var.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam y\u00fcz\u00fcme uzun uzun bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u00f6yle bir hayat i\u00e7in \u00e7ok gen\u00e7sin,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Omuz silktim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHayat bazen b\u00f6yle i\u015fte.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sandvi\u00e7i bitirdi. Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130yili\u011fini unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ben g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSen de b\u00f6yle ya\u015famak zorunda de\u011filsin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam k\u0131sa bir an g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Sonra arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>O an bunun s\u0131radan bir kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ertesi sabah hayat\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fti..<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":677,"height":746,"file":"2026\/04\/sda.jpg","filesize":143303,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"sda-272x300.jpg","width":272,"height":300,"filesize":19033,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda-272x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"sda-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6462,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"sda.jpg","width":677,"height":746,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":6152,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/sda.jpg","filename":"sda.jpg","filesize":143303,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6153","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6153"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":6152,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6152"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}