{"id":6038,"date":"2026-04-29T20:38:47","date_gmt":"2026-04-29T20:38:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-29T20:39:00","modified_gmt":"2026-04-29T20:39:00","slug":"oglm","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/babamin-giysilerimi-kitaplarimi-atese-atti\/oglm\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam\u0131n giysilerimi kitaplar\u0131m\u0131 ate\u015fe att\u0131"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-6038","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"242\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm-242x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm-242x300.jpg 242w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm.jpg 516w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 242px) 100vw, 242px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Babam\u0131n giysilerimi kitaplar\u0131m\u0131 annemin son foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 hayat\u0131m\u0131n hi\u00e7bir anlam\u0131 yokmu\u015f gibi ate\u015fe atmas\u0131n\u0131 izledim. Sonra bana bakt\u0131 ve dedi ki: &#8220;Bana kar\u015f\u0131 gelirsen i\u015fte b\u00f6yle olur.&#8221; \u201d Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim. Alt\u0131 y\u0131l sonra onu arad\u0131m ve f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m: &#8220;Posta kutunu kontrol et. \u201d \u0130\u00e7inde evinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde dururken bir foto\u011fraf\u0131m vard\u0131. Yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ev. Ve bu sadece ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131.<br \/>\nBabam ben on dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken sahip oldu\u011fum her \u015feyi arka bah\u00e7ede yakt\u0131.<br \/>\nSadece bir ka\u00e7 g\u00f6mlek ya da garajda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feylerin oldu\u011fu kutu de\u011fil. Giysilerimi, defterlerimi, i\u015f botlar\u0131m\u0131, dolab\u0131mda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m annemin eski kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131, lise mezuniyetimden \u00e7er\u00e7eveli foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131, hatta o yaz \u00e7at\u0131 i\u015flerinden para ile ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ikinci el diz\u00fcst\u00fc bilgisayar\u0131 bile s\u00fcr\u00fckledi. Hepsini Dayton, Ohio&#8217;daki evimizin arkas\u0131ndaki metal bir varile att\u0131 ve aile ad\u0131n\u0131 temizler gibi yakt\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8220;Bana kar\u015f\u0131 gelirsen olaca\u011f\u0131 budur&#8221; dedi.<br \/>\nDuman\u0131n y\u00fckseli\u015fini izledim ve hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim.<br \/>\nKavga ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ona ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. Columbus&#8217;ta bir ticaret program\u0131na kabul edilmi\u015ftim ve orada k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir in\u015faat \u015firketinde yar\u0131 zamanl\u0131 bir i\u015fim vard\u0131. Babam, Walter Hayes, Dayton&#8217;da kalmaya, onun alt\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ve \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcne kadar s\u00f6ylediklerini aynen yapmaya karar verdi. Onun akl\u0131nda ben gelece\u011fi olan bir o\u011ful de\u011fildim. Onun soyad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan maa\u015fs\u0131z bir i\u015f\u00e7iydim.<br \/>\n\u0130zin almadan bir karar vermemden nefret etti. Ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda geri ad\u0131m atmamamdan daha \u00e7ok nefret etti. Bana bencil, zay\u0131f, aptal ve nank\u00f6r dedi. Sonra hakaretler i\u015fe yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamay\u0131 denedi.<br \/>\nDetaylar\u0131 \u00e7ok net hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Yaz sonu s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131. Ka\u011f\u0131t yakalaman\u0131n kuru \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131. Eriyen plasti\u011fin \u00e7arp\u0131k kokusu. Kemer tokam\u0131n namlunun i\u00e7ine \u00e7arpma sesi. Babam orada kollar\u0131n\u0131 kavu\u015fturmu\u015f, sanki sahip oldu\u011fum k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feyi yok etmek yerine bana asil bir \u015feyler \u00f6\u011fretiyormu\u015f gibi duruyor.<br \/>\nBilmedi\u011fi \u015fey, o sabah en \u00f6nemli \u015feyi m\u00fclkten \u00e7oktan ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131: belgelerim, biriktirdi\u011fim para ve arkada\u015f\u0131m Nate&#8217;in arabas\u0131n\u0131n bagaj\u0131ndaki manila bir zarfa katlanm\u0131\u015f kabul mektubu.<br \/>\nYang\u0131n s\u00f6n\u00fcnce telefonumu ald\u0131m, Nate&#8217;i arad\u0131m ve ondan gelip beni almas\u0131n\u0131 istedim.<br \/>\nBabam bunu duydu\u011funda g\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\nNefesindeki biray\u0131 koklayabilece\u011fim kadar yakla\u015farak &#8220;Bu evden ayr\u0131l\u0131yorsun&#8221; dedi ve geri d\u00f6nm\u00fcyorsun. \u201c<br \/>\nSonunda g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m.<br \/>\nAlt\u0131 y\u0131l sonra onu arad\u0131m ve dedim ki, &#8220;Posta kutunu kontrol et. \u201c<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7inde evinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde dururken benim bir foto\u011fraf\u0131m vard\u0131.<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131k art\u0131rmada yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m&#8230;.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":516,"height":640,"file":"2026\/04\/oglm.jpg","filesize":58490,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"oglm-242x300.jpg","width":242,"height":300,"filesize":18048,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm-242x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"oglm-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6508,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"oglm.jpg","width":516,"height":640,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":6037,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/oglm.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6038","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6038"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":6037,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6037"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}