{"id":5834,"date":"2026-04-24T19:52:28","date_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:52:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dvdv-2.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-24T19:52:38","modified_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:52:38","slug":"dvdv-4","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/73-yasindayim-on-yil-once-bir-gece-yarisi-kapim-calindi\/dvdv-4\/","title":{"rendered":"73 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. On y\u0131l \u00f6nce bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 kap\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5834","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"

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73 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. On y\u0131l \u00f6nce bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 kap\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131; tek o\u011flum Murat\u2019\u0131n bir trafik kazas\u0131nda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011fini s\u00f6ylediler. Kar\u0131s\u0131 Pelin ise o kazadan burnu bile kanamadan kurtulmu\u015ftu. Cenazeden sadece iki g\u00fcn sonra Pelin kap\u0131ma geldi. Yan\u0131nda pijamalar\u0131yla duran iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ikiz torunlar\u0131m Can ve Cem, arkas\u0131nda ise bir \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015feti dolusu k\u0131yafet vard\u0131. Pelin po\u015feti \u00fczerime do\u011fru itip, “Ben bu yoksullu\u011fa ve \u00e7ocuk bakmaya gelemiyorum, art\u0131k kendi hayat\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m,” dedi ve arabas\u0131na binip gitti. O \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131ma ben b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm. Gecemi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcme kat\u0131p \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; pazarlarda kendi haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ay kar\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 satarak ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck i\u015fi, bug\u00fcn hayal edemeyece\u011fim kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve de\u011ferli bir \u015firkete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Ama hayat\u0131mdaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck kazanc\u0131m hala o \u00e7ocuklard\u0131. Tam her \u015fey yoluna girdi derken, \u00fc\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce Pelin yan\u0131nda bir avukatla kap\u0131mda belirdi. Hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bile sormadan elime velayet belgelerini tutu\u015fturdu. Mutfakta beni k\u00f6\u015feye s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p as\u0131l niyetini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6yledi: “\u015eirketin %51 hissesini \u00fczerime yaparsan davay\u0131 geri \u00e7ekerim. E\u011fer reddedersen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 al\u0131r, seni bir daha asla g\u00f6remeyecekleri bir yere giderim.” Elbette reddettim ama avukat\u0131m mahkemelerin biyolojik anneye her zaman ikinci bir \u015fans verme e\u011filiminde oldu\u011fu konusunda beni uyard\u0131. Duru\u015fmada Pelin, timsah g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 d\u00f6kerek “\u00e7ocuklar\u0131na kavu\u015fmak isteyen ma\u011fdur anne” rol\u00fcn\u00fc oynad\u0131 ve benim art\u0131k \u00e7ok ya\u015fl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu, onlara bakamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 iddia etti. Hakimin ona inanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordum. Tam o s\u0131rada, normalde s\u0131n\u0131fta bile parmak kald\u0131rmaya \u00e7ekinen torunum Can aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Karde\u015fi Cem de hemen yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. Pelin, davay\u0131 \u00e7oktan kazanm\u0131\u015f gibi gururla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. Can \u00f6nce hakime bakt\u0131, sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp annesinin g\u00f6zlerinin tam i\u00e7ine bakarak derin bir nefes ald\u0131 ve o 5 kelimeyi s\u00f6yledi: “B\u0130Z\u0130 O GECE \u00c7\u00d6PE ATTIN.” Mahkeme salonunda i\u011fne atsan\u0131z sesi duyulacak bir sessizlik oldu. Hakimin havada kalan kalemi masaya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Pelin\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki o sahte g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme, sanki bir maske gibi \u00e7atlay\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Can\u2019\u0131n sesi titremiyordu; aksine on y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7inde biriktirdi\u011fi t\u00fcm o h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve ger\u00e7eklik, sesinde \u00e7elik gibi bir sertli\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Can, hakime do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m daha att\u0131. “Say\u0131n hakim,” dedi, “annem oldu\u011funu iddia eden bu kad\u0131n bizi o gece kap\u0131ya bir \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015fetiyle b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda biz sadece iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131k. Belki \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fck ama o po\u015fetin so\u011fu\u011funu, bizi b\u0131rakan araban\u0131n uzakla\u015fan sesini hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131k. On y\u0131l boyunca bir kez bile nas\u0131ls\u0131n\u0131z diye sormayan biri, bug\u00fcn gelip bizi sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Ama asl\u0131nda o bizi de\u011fil, babaannemin t\u0131rnaklar\u0131yla kaz\u0131yarak kurdu\u011fu \u015firketi istiyor.” Pelin panik i\u00e7inde yerinden kalkt\u0131, “Yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor! Onu babaannesi zehirlemi\u015f, ona bu s\u00f6zleri o ezberletmi\u015f!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ama Can susmaya niyetli de\u011fildi. Elini cebine att\u0131 ve telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p k\u00fcrs\u00fcye b\u0131rakt\u0131. “Babaannemi mutfakta tehdit ederken kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Hepsini kaydettim.” Avukatlar\u0131n ve hakimin \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda Can kayd\u0131 ba\u015flatt\u0131. Pelin\u2019in o h\u0131rsl\u0131, \u00e7i\u011f ve ac\u0131mas\u0131z sesi salonda yank\u0131lanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131: “Hisseleri ver yoksa bu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6remezsin… Onlar\u0131 eyalet d\u0131\u015f\u0131na ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m, ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131ktan \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde mezar\u0131na bile getirmem!” Kayd\u0131 dinleyen hakimin y\u00fcz\u00fc giderek sertle\u015fti. Pelin, az \u00f6nce d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc timsah g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silecek bir mendil bile bulam\u0131yordu; zira art\u0131k kimse ona ac\u0131m\u0131yordu. Kendi \u00f6z evlad\u0131n\u0131n zekas\u0131 ve d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, Pelin\u2019in on y\u0131ll\u0131k plan\u0131n\u0131 saniyeler i\u00e7inde yerle bir etmi\u015fti…<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":311,"height":162,"file":"2026\/04\/dvdv-2.jpg","filesize":5749,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"dvdv-2-300x156.jpg","width":300,"height":156,"filesize":6569,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dvdv-2-300x156.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"dvdv-2-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6040,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dvdv-2-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"dvdv-2.jpg","width":311,"height":162,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dvdv-2.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5833,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dvdv-2.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5834","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5834"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5833,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5833"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}