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17 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m ve lise y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n en \u00f6nemli gecesi gelip \u00e7atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: Mezuniyet balosu. Hayat\u0131m boyunca kendi balomda, annemin mezuniyetinde giydi\u011fi o \u00f6zel elbiseyi giymeyi hayal etmi\u015ftim. Ben hen\u00fcz 12 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken kanser onu benden ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve bu elbise benim i\u00e7in d\u00fcnyadaki en de\u011ferli \u015feydi. Y\u0131llar sonra babam yeniden evlendi. Yeni e\u015fi Melis, sadece g\u00f6steri\u015fe, stat\u00fcye ve paraya tapan biriydi. Annemin e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 “\u00e7\u00f6p” diyerek at\u0131p evi kendi zevkine g\u00f6re pahal\u0131 e\u015fyalarla doldurmu\u015ftu. Balodan bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nce aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda annemin o zarif elbisesiyle kendime hayranl\u0131kla bak\u0131yordum. Melis odaya girdi ve i\u011frenerek bakt\u0131: “Bu pa\u00e7avray\u0131 giyemezsin! Ailemizi utand\u0131racaks\u0131n. B\u0130NLERCE L\u0130RA DE\u011eER\u0130NDEK\u0130, BEN\u0130M SE\u00c7T\u0130\u011e\u0130M O TASARIM ELB\u0130SEY\u0130 G\u0130YECEKS\u0130N!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Onu hi\u00e7 umursamad\u0131m ve “Bu elbise benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6zel, sadece bunu giyece\u011fim” dedim. Ertesi g\u00fcn, baloya saatler kala haz\u0131rlanmak i\u00e7in odama gidip k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda oldu\u011fum yerde dondum. Annemin yadigar\u0131 mahvolmu\u015ftu! Diki\u015fleri ac\u0131mas\u0131zca y\u0131rt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l saten kuma\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerine kasten kahve d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcp lekelenmi\u015fti. Tam o s\u0131rada Melis kap\u0131da belirdi, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde sinsi ve zafer kazanm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme vard\u0131. “Ah, demek buldun!” dedi. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde, “Bunu sen mi yapt\u0131n? Bu annemin elbisesiydi… Bunu nas\u0131l yapars\u0131n?!” diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131m. Melis umursamazca g\u00f6zlerini devirdi: “Art\u0131k senin annen benim! Kes sesini ve uzatma! O pa\u00e7avray\u0131 \u00e7oktan \u00e7\u00f6pe atm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131n!” Ellerim titriyordu. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n en g\u00fczel gecesi zehir olmu\u015ftu ve \u00e7aresizlikten ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemez bir halde kaskat\u0131 kesilmi\u015ftim. Ama tam o saniyede babam kap\u0131da belirdi… Ve \u00fcvey annemin o bitmek bilmez kibrini \u00f6yle bir yerle bir etti ki, o an ya\u015fanacaklar\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyunca unutamayacakt\u0131m. Babam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc, daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim kadar sert ve ifadesizdi. O her zamanki ne\u015feli ve anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131 adam gitmi\u015f, yerine \u00f6fkesini zar zor zapt eden bir f\u0131rt\u0131na gelmi\u015fti. G\u00f6zleri \u00f6nce elimde tuttu\u011fum parampar\u00e7a olmu\u015f o saten kuma\u015fa, sonra benim ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerime, en son da Melis’in y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki o i\u011fren\u00e7, tatmin olmu\u015f kibre kayd\u0131. “Sen az \u00f6nce k\u0131z\u0131ma ne dedin?” diye sordu babam. Sesi f\u0131rt\u0131na \u00f6ncesi sessizli\u011fi and\u0131ran, \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc bir sakinlikteydi..<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":644,"height":800,"file":"2026\/04\/dss.jpg","filesize":191292,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"dss-242x300.jpg","width":242,"height":300,"filesize":22021,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dss-242x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"dss-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":8649,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dss-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"dss.jpg","width":644,"height":800,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dss.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5825,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/dss.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5826","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5826"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5825,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5825"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}