{"id":5814,"date":"2026-04-24T19:28:31","date_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:28:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-24T19:28:34","modified_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:28:34","slug":"fddfdfg","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/o-soguk-gunde-bir-yabanciya-yemek-aldim-ertesi-gun-actigim-not-hayatimi-degistirdi\/fddfdfg\/","title":{"rendered":"fddfdfg"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5814","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"277\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg-277x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg-277x300.jpg 277w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg.jpg 723w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 277px) 100vw, 277px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cD\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn adam,\u201d dedi kad\u0131n, \u201cbenim karde\u015fimdi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNerede \u015fimdi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu sabah vefat etti.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya bir an sessizle\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l\u2026?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUzun zamand\u0131r hastayd\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u201cAma son g\u00fcnlerinde d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak istedi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek\u2026 belki birine dokunmak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elimdeki ka\u011f\u0131da bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki\u2026 beni nas\u0131l biliyordu?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ne demek istedi\u011fini anlamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n duvardaki bir foto\u011fraf\u0131 i\u015faret etti.<\/p>\n<p>Yakla\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011frafta gen\u00e7 bir adam vard\u0131. Yan\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve o \u00e7ocuk bendim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir anda her \u015fey yerine oturdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu\u2026 bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken annen seni s\u0131k s\u0131k bu mahalleye getirirdi. Karde\u015fim seni tan\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra seni burada tekrar g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ama yan\u0131na gelmeye cesaret edemedi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u00fcn neden bana o notu verdi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n sessizce cevap verdi:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sana s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fi \u015feyler vard\u0131. Ama zaman\u0131 kalmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elimdeki ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki\u2026 ne s\u00f6ylemek istedi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n yava\u015f\u00e7a masaya gitti. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu getirdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu sana b\u0131rakmam\u0131 istedi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kutuyu a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde eski bir foto\u011fraf ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Notta \u015funlar yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBazen insanlar, hayat\u0131m\u0131za geri d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in do\u011fru an\u0131 bekler. Ama her zaman o an gelmez. D\u00fcn bana bir d\u00fcr\u00fcm ald\u0131n. Ama asl\u0131nda bana bir f\u0131rsat verdin. Sana s\u00f6yleyemediklerim i\u00e7in \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm. Ama \u015funu bil\u2026 sen hi\u00e7 yaln\u0131z de\u011fildin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>O an anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ona yard\u0131m etti\u011fimi sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ama asl\u0131nda o, bana y\u0131llard\u0131r eksik olan bir par\u00e7ay\u0131 geri vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnden sonra o k\u00f6\u015feden her ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde duruyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Belki bir daha onu g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Ama art\u0131k biliyorum ki\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bazen en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck iyilikler, en b\u00fcy\u00fck ger\u00e7ekleri ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ve bazen bir yabanc\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fi\u2026 asl\u0131nda seni senden daha uzun zamand\u0131r tan\u0131yordur.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":723,"height":782,"file":"2026\/04\/fddfdfg.jpg","filesize":224251,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"fddfdfg-277x300.jpg","width":277,"height":300,"filesize":26971,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg-277x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"fddfdfg-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":8305,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"fddfdfg.jpg","width":723,"height":782,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5811,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/fddfdfg.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5814","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5814"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5811,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5811"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}