{"id":5813,"date":"2026-04-24T19:27:52","date_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:27:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-24T19:28:11","modified_gmt":"2026-04-24T19:28:11","slug":"tgdffgf","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/o-soguk-gunde-bir-yabanciya-yemek-aldim-ertesi-gun-actigim-not-hayatimi-degistirdi\/tgdffgf\/","title":{"rendered":"O So\u011fuk G\u00fcnde Bir Yabanc\u0131ya Yemek Ald\u0131m\u2026 Ertesi G\u00fcn A\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m Not Hayat\u0131m\u0131 De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5813","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"275\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf-275x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf-275x300.jpg 275w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf.jpg 744w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 275px) 100vw, 275px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Dondurucu bir g\u00fcnde, sadece bir yabanc\u0131ya bir d\u00fcr\u00fcm ve kahve almak istemi\u015ftim\u2026 ama elime s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o buru\u015fuk ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131, g\u00f6rmezden gelebilece\u011fim bir \u015fey de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>O ak\u015fam hava kemikleri s\u0131zlatacak kadar so\u011fuktu. Tek istedi\u011fim biraz s\u0131cakl\u0131k, s\u0131cak bir du\u015f ve sessizlikti. Ama k\u00f6\u015fedeki tezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken durdum. Orada oturuyordu. \u00dczerinde eski, uyumsuz k\u0131yafetler vard\u0131. Titreyen elleriyle yan\u0131nda k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6pe\u011fi \u0131s\u0131tmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u201cBiraz s\u0131cak su\u2026 l\u00fctfen,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Sat\u0131c\u0131 onu kovdu. K\u00f6pek hafif\u00e7e inledi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir an durdum. Sonra \u201c\u0130ki kahve, iki d\u00fcr\u00fcm,\u201d dedim. Yeme\u011fi verdim, d\u00f6n\u00fcp gidecektim ki elime bir ka\u011f\u0131t s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cBunu evde oku,\u201d dedi. Unuttum.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi ak\u015fam buldum. A\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130lk sat\u0131rda nefesim kesildi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnenin son mektubunu h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ekmecede sakl\u0131yorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elim titredi. O mektubu kimse bilmiyordu. Kimseye g\u00f6stermemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>Devam\u0131n\u0131 okudum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki \u00e7ivide as\u0131l\u0131 olan gri palto\u2026 onu atamad\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc vedala\u015famad\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. Bu art\u0131k rastlant\u0131 olamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Son sat\u0131ra geldi\u011fimde kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYar\u0131n ayn\u0131 saatte gel. Bu sefer senin sorular\u0131n olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnde uyuyamad\u0131m. Defalarca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bir \u015faka m\u0131yd\u0131? Beni tan\u0131yan biri mi? Ama o adam\u0131 hayat\u0131mda ilk kez g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi g\u00fcn ayn\u0131 saatte geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Hava yine so\u011fuktu. Ayn\u0131 k\u00f6\u015feye bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Yoktu.<\/p>\n<p>Tezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne gittim. Sat\u0131c\u0131ya sordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u00fcn burada oturan ya\u015fl\u0131 adam nereye gitti?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sat\u0131c\u0131 omuz silkti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBurada her g\u00fcn onlarca ki\u015fi oturur. Kimi soruyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6pek vard\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHa\u2026 \u015fu sessiz olan m\u0131? Sabah erkenden gitti. Bir daha g\u00f6rmedim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imde garip bir bo\u015fluk olu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Geri d\u00f6nmek \u00fczereydim ki yerde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir iz fark ettim. Karton bir kutunun par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dczerinde k\u00f6pe\u011fin battaniyesine benzer bir kuma\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 vard\u0131. Yan\u0131nda da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ka\u011f\u0131t.<\/p>\n<p>E\u011filip ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bu sefer yaz\u0131 daha d\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGe\u00e7 kald\u0131n. Ama bu da bir cevap.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131n arkas\u0131nda bir adres yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bir an teredd\u00fct ettim. Sonra gitmeye karar verdim.<\/p>\n<p>Adres, \u015fehrin eski bir mahallesindeydi. Y\u0131llard\u0131r u\u011framad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer. Dar sokaklar, eski binalar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 buldum. Pasl\u0131 bir zildi. Bast\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBuyurun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cElimdeki not\u2026 burada yazan biri\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n bir an durdu. G\u00f6zleri yumu\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSen misin?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u201cBeni tan\u0131yor musunuz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u201c\u0130\u00e7eri gel.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir salondu. Duvarlarda eski foto\u011fraflar vard\u0131. Bir k\u00f6\u015fede k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6pek yata\u011f\u0131\u2026 ama bo\u015ftu..<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":744,"height":812,"file":"2026\/04\/tgdffgf.jpg","filesize":221729,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"tgdffgf-275x300.jpg","width":275,"height":300,"filesize":26389,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf-275x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"tgdffgf-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":8370,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"tgdffgf.jpg","width":744,"height":812,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5811,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tgdffgf.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5813","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5813"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5811,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5811"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}