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Kay\u0131tta Kerem’in sesi titriyordu: “Neden annem senin \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledi? Mert amcam bana hep baban\u0131n \u00e7ok iyi bir adam oldu\u011funu ama erken gitti\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Sen \u015fimdi gelip onun bir yalanc\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun…” Ard\u0131ndan yabanc\u0131 bir adam\u0131n, bo\u011fuk ve tehditkar sesi duyuldu: “Mert amcan sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n o adam, annenin kazas\u0131ndan sorumlu olan ki\u015fi olabilir Kerem. O gece o arabay\u0131 kimin s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yorsun? Seni al\u0131p kahraman olmak i\u00e7in her \u015feyi o planlad\u0131. \u015eimdi benimle geleceksin, adaleti biz sa\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131z.” Duyduklar\u0131m kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fcnyam tersine d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ben Nihal i\u00e7in can\u0131m\u0131 verirdim. O kaza gecesi hastaneye ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Kerem\u2019e sar\u0131l\u0131p saatlerce a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eimdi biri benim en kutsal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma, o\u011fluma, benim bir katil oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, Kerem buna inan\u0131yor gibiydi. “Kerem nerede?” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, odas\u0131na do\u011fru f\u0131rlarken. Odas\u0131na girdi\u011fimde yata\u011f\u0131 bo\u015ftu. Pencere ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Gece r\u00fczgar\u0131 perdeleri d\u00f6v\u00fcyordu. O an anlad\u0131m; Kerem gitmi\u015fti. O adam\u0131n pe\u015finden, kendi sonuna do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Hande ile hemen polise haber verdik ama elimizdeki mektuplar ve ses kay\u0131tlar\u0131 o kadar karma\u015f\u0131kt\u0131 ki, polisin harekete ge\u00e7mesi zaman alacakt\u0131. Oturup bekleyemezdim. Foto\u011fraflar\u0131n \u00e7ekildi\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 inceledim. Bir tanesi evimizin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki eski metruk binan\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131 kat\u0131ndan \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti. Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden evden f\u0131rlad\u0131m. O binaya ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda karanl\u0131k koridorlarda Kerem\u2019in ismini hayk\u0131r\u0131yordum. En \u00fcst kata \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, bir odadan c\u0131l\u0131z bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k s\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kap\u0131y\u0131 tekmemle a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc. Kerem, sandalyeye ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f, a\u011fz\u0131 bantlanm\u0131\u015f haldeydi. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran adam ise foto\u011fraflardan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m o yabanc\u0131yd\u0131. Ama yak\u0131ndan bak\u0131nca fark ettim; bu adam Nihal\u2019in y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bahsetti\u011fi, onu saplant\u0131l\u0131 bir \u015fekilde takip eden ve polise \u015fikayet etti\u011fi o tehlikeli eski sevgilisiydi. Kerem\u2019in babas\u0131 falan de\u011fildi. Sadece bir intikam pe\u015findeydi. “Mert…” dedi adam, elindeki b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 Kerem\u2019in bo\u011faz\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rken. “Nihal\u2019i benden ald\u0131n. Onu o kazaya sen s\u00fcr\u00fckledin \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onu benden ka\u00e7\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordun. \u015eimdi s\u0131ra senin ‘o\u011flunda’.” “O senin o\u011flun de\u011fil!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. “Nihal senden nefret ediyordu! Kerem\u2019in babas\u0131 vefat etti, sen sadece bir canavars\u0131n!” O an ya\u015fanan arbedeyi hat\u0131rlamak bile istemiyorum. Adam\u0131n \u00fczerime at\u0131lmas\u0131, Kerem’in sandalyeyle birlikte devrilmesi ve bo\u011fu\u015fma sesleri… Yetimhanede hayatta kalmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim ama sevdiklerimi korumak i\u00e7in sava\u015fmay\u0131 Kerem\u2019le \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim. Adam\u0131 etkisiz hale getirdi\u011fimde polisler i\u00e7eri giriyordu. Kerem\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndaki band\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131. “\u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim baba… \u00c7ok \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim. Bana \u00f6yle \u015feyler anlatt\u0131 ki, bir an i\u00e7in sana inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in kendimden nefret ediyorum,” dedi. Onu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme bast\u0131rd\u0131m. On iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce Nihal\u2019in elini tutarken verdi\u011fim s\u00f6z\u00fc tutmu\u015ftum. Onu korumu\u015ftum. Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde Hande bizi kap\u0131da g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. O gece \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de salonda birbirimize sar\u0131larak uyuduk. Kerem o kutuyu ve i\u00e7indeki her \u015feyi bah\u00e7ede yakt\u0131. K\u00fcller r\u00fczgarda savrulurken, Nihal\u2019in bizi bir yerlerden izleyip g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011fini biliyordum. Art\u0131k aram\u0131zda hi\u00e7bir s\u0131r, hi\u00e7bir \u015f\u00fcphe kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Biz sadece ka\u011f\u0131t \u00fczerinde de\u011fil, ruhumuzun en derin yerinde birbirine ba\u011fl\u0131 ger\u00e7ek bir aileydik. Ve hi\u00e7bir yalan, hi\u00e7bir karanl\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015f bu ba\u011f\u0131 koparmaya yetmeyecekti.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":728,"height":713,"file":"2026\/04\/en-yakin-arkdasim.jpg","filesize":142943,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"en-yakin-arkdasim-300x294.jpg","width":300,"height":294,"filesize":22321,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/en-yakin-arkdasim-300x294.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"en-yakin-arkdasim-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":7408,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/en-yakin-arkdasim-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"en-yakin-arkdasim.jpg","width":728,"height":713,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/en-yakin-arkdasim.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5746,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/en-yakin-arkdasim.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5748","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5748"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5746,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5746"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}