{"id":5616,"date":"2026-04-21T21:43:01","date_gmt":"2026-04-21T21:43:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-21T21:43:03","modified_gmt":"2026-04-21T21:43:03","slug":"58-yas","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/58-yasimda-kapimin-onune-birakilan-bir-bebek\/58-yas\/","title":{"rendered":"58 yas"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5616","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"214\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas-300x214.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas-300x214.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas.jpg 577w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cE\u011fer bu kutu size ula\u015ft\u0131ysa, demek ki Can ger\u00e7e\u011fi saklamaya devam ediyor. O gece bebe\u011fi kap\u0131n\u0131za b\u0131rakan bendim. Ama ben annesi de\u011filim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nefesim kesildi.<\/p>\n<p>Mektup devam ediyordu. Kad\u0131n, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir hastanede hem\u015fire olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Do\u011fumdan hemen sonra terk edilen bebe\u011fin annesinin kimli\u011fini saklamak zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc olay\u0131n arkas\u0131nda g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir aile oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Bebek resmi kay\u0131tlarda \u201ckimli\u011fi belirsiz\u201d olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcnse de asl\u0131nda ailesi belliydi. Zengin ve n\u00fcfuzlu bir aile\u2026 Skandal \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n diye bebe\u011fin ortadan kaybolmas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n<p>Hem\u015fire vicdan\u0131na yenik d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, bebe\u011fi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmekten kurtarmak i\u00e7in gizlice al\u0131p bizim mahalleye getirmi\u015fti. \u201cSizin kap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6zellikle se\u00e7tim,\u201d diyordu mektupta. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sizi tan\u0131yordum. Y\u0131llarca hastaneye tedaviye geldiniz. \u00c7ocu\u011funuz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Ona sevgi verece\u011finizi hissettim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama as\u0131l sars\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131s\u0131m sona do\u011fruydu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCan ger\u00e7e\u011fi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frendi. Biyolojik ailesi onunla temasa ge\u00e7ti. Onu kendi \u015firketlerinde \u00fcst d\u00fczey bir pozisyona getirdiler. Ancak bunun bir \u015fart\u0131 vard\u0131: Sizinle ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koparmas\u0131 ve ge\u00e7mi\u015fini ink\u00e2r etmesi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mektup elimden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Tam o s\u0131rada kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Can i\u00e7eri girdi. Y\u00fcz\u00fc solgundu. Belli ki kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cElinizdeki kutuyu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,\u201d dedi sessizce.<\/p>\n<p>Harun aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. \u201cBu ne demek Can?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Can g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131. \u00c7ocukken korktu\u011funda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi alt duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSize s\u00f6ylemek istemedim,\u201d dedi. \u201cSizi kaybetmekten korktum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Oturduk. Her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131. \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce biyolojik ailesinin avukatlar\u0131 ona ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Ger\u00e7e\u011fi DNA testiyle kan\u0131tlam\u0131\u015flar. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir holdingin tek varisiymi\u015f. Onu yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6ndermi\u015fler, e\u011fitmi\u015fler, \u015firketin ba\u015f\u0131na haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki neden saklad\u0131n?\u201d dedim titreyerek.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fartlar\u0131 vard\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u201cSizinle t\u00fcm ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 koparmam gerekiyordu. Bas\u0131na \u2018evlatl\u0131k\u2019 oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylemeyecek, sizi hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131m. Ama bunu yapmad\u0131m. Sadece zaman kazand\u0131m. \u015eirketi devrald\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn ilk karar\u0131m onlar\u0131 reddetmek oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131m. \u201cReddetmek mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u201cBenim ailem sizsiniz. Beni kap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden alan sizdiniz. Hayatta kalmam\u0131 sa\u011flayan sizdiniz. Kan ba\u011f\u0131 her \u015fey de\u011fildir anne.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O an i\u00e7imdeki d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m. Harun da sessizce a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki o kad\u0131n?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVicdan\u0131 rahat etmemi\u015f,\u201d dedi Can. \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi sizin de bilmeniz gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Derin bir nefes ald\u0131m. 25 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde ba\u015flayan mucize, \u015fimdi ba\u015fka bir s\u0131navdan ge\u00e7iyordu. Ama bu kez korku yoktu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o\u011flum kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131. Ve se\u00e7imini yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O an anlad\u0131m ki annelik do\u011furmakla de\u011fil, kalpten ba\u011flanmakla ba\u015fl\u0131yormu\u015f. Kap\u0131ma b\u0131rak\u0131lan o bebek bana hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck arma\u011fan\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti: Ko\u015fulsuz sevginin kan ba\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n<p>Ve \u015fimdi biliyordum\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek ne kadar sars\u0131c\u0131 olursa olsun, sevgi varsa aile da\u011f\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":577,"height":411,"file":"2026\/04\/58-yas.jpg","filesize":187704,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"58-yas-300x214.jpg","width":300,"height":214,"filesize":17749,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas-300x214.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"58-yas-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":7224,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"58-yas.jpg","width":577,"height":411,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5614,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/58-yas.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5616","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5616"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5614,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}