{"id":5615,"date":"2026-04-21T21:41:23","date_gmt":"2026-04-21T21:41:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14.webp"},"modified":"2026-04-21T21:41:34","modified_gmt":"2026-04-21T21:41:34","slug":"ff-66","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/58-yasimda-kapimin-onune-birakilan-bir-bebek\/ff-66\/","title":{"rendered":"58 ya\u015f\u0131mda, kap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lan bir bebek"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5615","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14.webp'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"81\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-300x81.webp\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-300x81.webp 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-1024x275.webp 1024w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-768x206.webp 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14.webp 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>58 ya\u015f\u0131mda, kap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lan bir bebek sayesinde anne oldum. 25 y\u0131l sonra ise bir kad\u0131n kap\u0131ma gelip, \u201cO\u011flunun senden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feye bak!\u201d dedi.<br \/>\nE\u015fim Harun\u2019la hayat\u0131m\u0131z hi\u00e7bir zaman kolay olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gen\u00e7li\u011fimiz paras\u0131zl\u0131kla, orta ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z ise benim ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim a\u011f\u0131r hastal\u0131kla s\u0131nanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Doktorlar bir daha anne olamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6ylediklerinde i\u00e7imde bir \u015feyler sessizce s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde o bo\u015flu\u011fa al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Harun\u2019la k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama huzurlu bir hayat kurduk. Ta ki o sabaha kadar.<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015f hen\u00fcz do\u011fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ev sessizdi. Mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7mek \u00fczereyken d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan c\u0131l\u0131z bir a\u011flama sesi duydum. \u00d6nce hayal g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc sand\u0131m. Ama ses tekrarland\u0131. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ince bir battaniyeye sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 a\u011flamaktan morarm\u0131\u015f bir erkek bebekle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. O an zaman durdu.<br \/>\nHarun\u2019la birlikte bebe\u011fi i\u00e7eri ald\u0131k. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck elleri buz gibiydi. Onu battaniyelere sard\u0131k, \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131k, ambulans\u0131 arad\u0131k. Polis ve sosyal hizmetler geldi\u011finde onu kollar\u0131mdan almak zorunda kald\u0131lar. O an kalbim sanki yerinden s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\nAma pes etmedim. G\u00fcnlerce arad\u0131m, sordum. Onu almaya gelen kimse olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde i\u00e7imde tuhaf bir umut do\u011fdu. Haftalar sonra resm\u00ee i\u015flemler tamamland\u0131 ve o bebek bizim o\u011flumuz oldu. Ona Can ad\u0131n\u0131 verdik.<br \/>\n58 ya\u015f\u0131nda anne olmak kolay de\u011fildi. Parkta di\u011fer annelerle aramda y\u0131llar vard\u0131. F\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fmalar\u0131 duyuyordum: \u201cAnneannesi olmal\u0131\u2026\u201d Ama Can\u2019\u0131n bana \u201canne\u201d deyi\u015fi b\u00fct\u00fcn o sesleri susturuyordu. Harun\u2019la elimizden gelenin en iyisini yapt\u0131k. Onu sevgiyle, d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fckle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fck. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fkan, sayg\u0131l\u0131, vicdanl\u0131 bir gen\u00e7 oldu. \u00dcniversiteyi kazand\u0131, kendi ayaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde durmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n mucizesiydi.<br \/>\nVe 25 y\u0131l sonra o kap\u0131 tekrar \u00e7ald\u0131.<br \/>\nKar\u015f\u0131mda duran kad\u0131n k\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde tuhaf bir kararl\u0131l\u0131k vard\u0131. Elindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ah\u015fap kutuyu bana uzatt\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cCan size her \u015feyi anlatmad\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u201cArt\u0131k bilmeniz gerekiyor.\u201d<br \/>\nBo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. \u201cNeyi anlatmad\u0131?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi.\u201d<br \/>\nKutuyu ald\u0131m. Ellerim titriyordu. Kad\u0131n arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp soka\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde bekleyen arabaya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Ne ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi ne ba\u015fka bir \u015fey. Sanki g\u00f6revini yapm\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<br \/>\nKap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131m. Kutuyu masan\u0131n \u00fczerine koydum. \u0130\u00e7ini a\u00e7maya cesaret edemedim. Harun\u2019a seslendim. Birlikte kapa\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131k.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7inde eski bir kolye, sararm\u0131\u015f bir hastane bilekli\u011fi ve bir mektup vard\u0131.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":1200,"height":322,"file":"2026\/04\/ff-14.webp","filesize":70758,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"ff-14-300x81.webp","width":300,"height":81,"filesize":5226,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-300x81.webp"},"large":{"file":"ff-14-1024x275.webp","width":1024,"height":275,"filesize":50490,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-1024x275.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"ff-14-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4558,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-150x150.webp"},"medium_large":{"file":"ff-14-768x206.webp","width":768,"height":206,"filesize":29676,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14-768x206.webp"},"full":{"file":"ff-14.webp","width":1200,"height":322,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5614,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-14.webp","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5615","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5615"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5614,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}