{"id":5566,"date":"2026-04-20T20:34:06","date_gmt":"2026-04-20T20:34:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12.webp"},"modified":"2026-04-20T20:34:17","modified_gmt":"2026-04-20T20:34:17","slug":"ff-64","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/esimle-72-yil-evli-kaldik\/ff-64\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015fimle 72 Y\u0131l Evli Kald\u0131k"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5566","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12.webp'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"81\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-300x81.webp\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-300x81.webp 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-1024x275.webp 1024w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-768x206.webp 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12.webp 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>E\u015fimle tam 72 y\u0131l evli kald\u0131k. Yetmi\u015f iki do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc, bayramlar, kahve e\u015fli\u011finde sessiz sabahlar ve verandada ge\u00e7irilen uzun ak\u015famlar\u2026 Birisiyle bu kadar uzun zaman ge\u00e7irdi\u011finizde, onun hakk\u0131nda her \u015feyi bildi\u011finize inan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Ama ger\u00e7ek \u015fu ki; bazen bir insan\u0131n sadece size g\u00f6stermeyi se\u00e7ti\u011fi k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirsiniz. E\u015fim Halil bir gaziydi. Gen\u00e7li\u011finde orduda g\u00f6rev yapm\u0131\u015f, zorlu y\u0131llar ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. Vefat\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z ve torunlar\u0131m\u0131z cenaze i\u00e7in topland\u0131. Halil her zaman sade bir adamd\u0131, dikkat \u00e7ekmekten hi\u00e7 ho\u015flanmazd\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, sessiz ve sayg\u0131l\u0131 bir veda t\u00f6reni d\u00fczenledik. T\u00f6renin sonuna do\u011fru insanlar yava\u015f yava\u015f ayr\u0131lmaya ba\u015flarken, salonun en arka taraf\u0131nda ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam\u0131n durdu\u011funu fark ettim. Onu daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. Halil ile hemen hemen ayn\u0131 ya\u015flarda, belki biraz daha ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. S\u0131rt\u0131 hafif\u00e7e kamburla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve \u00fczerinde belli ki y\u0131llarca \u00f6zenle saklanm\u0131\u015f eski bir asker paltosu vard\u0131. Uzun s\u00fcre orada hareketsiz durup tabutun yan\u0131ndaki Halil\u2019in foto\u011fraf\u0131na bakt\u0131. Sonra yava\u015f ad\u0131mlarla bana do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. \u201cE\u015finizle birlikte g\u00f6rev yapt\u0131k,\u201d dedi yumu\u015fak bir sesle. Sesi titriyordu; sanki ta\u015f\u0131yamayaca\u011f\u0131 kadar a\u011f\u0131r an\u0131lar\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc omuzluyormu\u015f gibiydi. Ben daha tek kelime edemeden, paltosunun cebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, ah\u015fap bir kutu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. On y\u0131llard\u0131r cepte ta\u015f\u0131nmaktan y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f, kenarlar\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ve \u00e7iziklerle doluydu. Adam kutuyu nazik\u00e7e titreyen ellerime b\u0131rak\u0131rken, \u201cBana,\u201d dedi, \u201ce\u011fer bir g\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u015fey gelirse\u2026 bunu mutlaka size ula\u015ft\u0131rmam\u0131 emretmi\u015fti.\u201d Kutunun kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arken parmaklar\u0131m zang\u0131r zang\u0131r titriyordu. \u0130\u00e7ine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m an nefesim kesildi, kalbim duracak gibi oldu! \u201cAman Allah\u2019\u0131m\u2026 bu da ne?!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m; sesim o sessiz salonda niyetimden \u00e7ok daha y\u00fcksek ve korku dolu yank\u0131lanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kutunun i\u00e7inde, koyu k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, kurumu\u015f kan lekeleriyle kapl\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir asker k\u00fcnyesi, son derece a\u011f\u0131r, kararm\u0131\u015f bir \u201c\u00dcst\u00fcn Cesaret Madalyas\u0131\u201d ve sararm\u0131\u015f, kenarlar\u0131 yan\u0131k bir foto\u011fraf duruyordu. Foto\u011frafta, kuca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, a\u011flayan bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu tutan, y\u00fcz\u00fc is ve toprak i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015f, gencecik, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyen bir asker vard\u0131. Bu benim e\u015fim, Halil\u2019di. Fakat as\u0131l kan\u0131m\u0131 donduran \u015fey, madalyan\u0131n \u00fczerine kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f olan isim ve alt\u0131nda d\u00f6rde katlanm\u0131\u015f duran askeri evrakt\u0131. Madalya Halil\u2019e de\u011fil, tam kar\u015f\u0131mda duran bu ya\u015fl\u0131 adama, \u201cPiyade \u00c7avu\u015f Kemal\u201d ad\u0131na d\u00fczenlenmi\u015fti. O sararm\u0131\u015f askeri belgenin \u00fczerinde ise iri, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 harflerle \u201cEMRE \u0130TAATS\u0130ZL\u0130K VE VATANA \u0130HANET\u201d yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":1200,"height":322,"file":"2026\/04\/ff-12.webp","filesize":70758,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"ff-12-300x81.webp","width":300,"height":81,"filesize":5226,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-300x81.webp"},"large":{"file":"ff-12-1024x275.webp","width":1024,"height":275,"filesize":50490,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-1024x275.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"ff-12-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4558,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-150x150.webp"},"medium_large":{"file":"ff-12-768x206.webp","width":768,"height":206,"filesize":29676,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12-768x206.webp"},"full":{"file":"ff-12.webp","width":1200,"height":322,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5565,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ff-12.webp","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5566","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5566"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5565,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5565"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}