{"id":5177,"date":"2026-04-04T22:12:50","date_gmt":"2026-04-04T22:12:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2.jpg"},"modified":"2026-04-04T22:13:02","modified_gmt":"2026-04-04T22:13:02","slug":"mm-66","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/kocam-beni-ve-ailemizi-terketti\/mm-66\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam beni ve ailemizi terketti"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-5177","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"180\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-300x180.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-300x180.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-1024x615.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-768x461.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-1536x922.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2.jpg 1633w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Ony alt\u0131 y\u0131l, be\u015f \u00e7ocuk ve bir \u00f6mre s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131lan say\u0131s\u0131z fedakarl\u0131k\u2026 Murat ile evlendi\u011fimizde hen\u00fcz \u00e7ok gen\u00e7tik. El ele verip s\u0131f\u0131rdan bir hayat kurmu\u015f, birbirimize verdi\u011fimiz s\u00f6zlerle be\u015f evlad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sevgiyle b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz Elif hen\u00fcz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve ben hayat\u0131m\u0131n en huzurlu d\u00f6neminde oldu\u011fumu san\u0131yordum. Ancak o gece, bir telefon titremesiyle kurdu\u011fum t\u00fcm hayaller yerle bir oldu. Murat du\u015ftayd\u0131. Mutfa\u011f\u0131 toparlam\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 uyutmu\u015ftum. Masan\u0131n \u00fczerinde titreyen telefonu kendi telefonum san\u0131p elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, ekranda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u201cAylin \u2013 Okul Hocas\u0131\u201d ismi kalbime bir i\u011fne gibi batt\u0131. Mesajda yazanlar ise bir b\u0131\u00e7ak darbesinden farks\u0131zd\u0131: \u201cCan\u0131m, seni tekrar g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in sab\u0131rs\u0131zlan\u0131yorum. Bu hafta sonu g\u00f6l kenar\u0131ndaki otele gidiyoruz de\u011fil mi?\u201d O an d\u00fcnya durdu sand\u0131m. Murat du\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerimdeki ya\u015flar\u0131 gizlemedim, ona do\u011frudan sordum. \u0130nk\u00e2r etmesini, bir a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledim ama o sadece alayc\u0131 bir tav\u0131rla g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Hi\u00e7 pi\u015fmanl\u0131k duymadan, y\u0131llar\u0131n eme\u011fini tek bir c\u00fcmlede harcad\u0131: \u201cEvet, Aylin\u2019le birlikteyim. O bana yeniden ya\u015fama sevinci verdi. Sen ise \u00e7ocuklardan ve ev i\u015flerinden kendini \u00e7ok sald\u0131n, art\u0131k eskisi gibi de\u011filsin.\u201d Bu s\u00f6zler, bir kad\u0131n\u0131n ruhuna at\u0131labilecek en a\u011f\u0131r tokatt\u0131. be\u015f \u00e7ocu\u011fun yorgunlu\u011funu, uykusuz geceleri ve feda edilen gen\u00e7li\u011fi bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da silip atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O gece bavulunu toplad\u0131. Arkas\u0131ndan ba\u011f\u0131ran be\u015f evlad\u0131n\u0131, ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle ona bakan e\u015fini umursamadan, sadece her ay para g\u00f6nderece\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sabaha kadar \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n nefes seslerini dinleyerek a\u011flad\u0131m. Dilimden tek bir c\u00fcmle d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyordu: \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m, adaletine s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yorum.\u201d Beklenmedik Telefon Ertesi sabah g\u00fcne\u015f, hayat\u0131m\u0131n en karanl\u0131k g\u00fcn\u00fcne do\u011fmu\u015ftu. G\u00f6zlerim \u015fi\u015f, kalbim parampar\u00e7ayd\u0131. Saat hen\u00fcz sekiz bile olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki telefonum ac\u0131 ac\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Arayan, Murat\u2019\u0131n en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 Mehmet\u2019ti. Sesi titriyordu, nefes nefeseydi. \u201cMeryem, \u00e7abuk montunu al ve hemen hastaneye gel! Murat\u2026 Murat\u2019\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na geleni duyunca inanamayacaks\u0131n, durumu \u00e7ok kritik!\u201d Neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imdeki ac\u0131 bir an i\u00e7in yerini derin bir endi\u015feye b\u0131rakt\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131 kom\u015fuya emanet edip hastaneye ko\u015ftum. Acil servisin \u00f6n\u00fcnde Mehmet\u2019i g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde y\u00fcz\u00fc kire\u00e7 gibiydi. Bana her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ilahi adaletin bu kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 tecelli edebilece\u011fine inanmakta g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ektim. Murat, o gece evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ktan sonra Aylin\u2019le bulu\u015fmu\u015ftu. Aylin, yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 l\u00fcks spor arabas\u0131yla onu g\u00f6l kenar\u0131ndaki otele g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istemi\u015fti. Ancak yolda giderken, Aylin\u2019in a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 h\u0131z\u0131 ve dikkatsizli\u011fi sonucu ara\u00e7 kontrolden \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, \u015farampole yuvarlanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Olay\u0131n as\u0131l trajik k\u0131sm\u0131 ise kazadan hemen sonra ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131..<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":1633,"height":980,"file":"2026\/04\/mm-2.jpg","filesize":25009,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"mm-2-300x180.jpg","width":300,"height":180,"filesize":3234,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-300x180.jpg"},"large":{"file":"mm-2-1024x615.jpg","width":1024,"height":615,"filesize":16931,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-1024x615.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"mm-2-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":2497,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"mm-2-768x461.jpg","width":768,"height":461,"filesize":11415,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-768x461.jpg"},"1536x1536":{"file":"mm-2-1536x922.jpg","width":1536,"height":922,"filesize":30113,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2-1536x922.jpg"},"full":{"file":"mm-2.jpg","width":1633,"height":980,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5176,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/mm-2.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5177"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5176,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}