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Bu sert s\u00f6zlerim \u00fczerine Cemre h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klara bo\u011fuldu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ac\u0131 o kadar derindi ki, kendi \u00f6fkemden bir an utand\u0131m. Sandalyesinden f\u0131rlay\u0131p h\u0131zla boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131. “Hay\u0131r baba, hay\u0131r!” diye a\u011fl\u0131yordu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6merken, minik elleriyle g\u00f6mle\u011fimi s\u0131k\u0131ca tutuyordu. “Onun paras\u0131 zerre umurumda de\u011fil! O adamdan nefret ediyorum! O \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc biri!”<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla geri \u00e7ekilip onun ya\u015flarla \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na ald\u0131m. “O zaman neden k\u0131z\u0131m? Neden ona gitmek zorundas\u0131n?”<\/p>\n

Cemre, cebine uzand\u0131 ve katlanm\u0131\u015f, buru\u015fuk bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. K\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131ma y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Bu, aylard\u0131r ondan gizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00e7ekmecenin en dibine saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n tahliye ve evin haciz karar\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130\u015fler uzun zamand\u0131r k\u00f6t\u00fc gidiyordu, b\u00fcy\u00fck fabrikalar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden el i\u015f\u00e7ili\u011fi \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve bankaya olan bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6deyemedi\u011fim i\u00e7in hem d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 hem de ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evi kaybetmek \u00fczereydik.<\/p>\n

“Tar\u0131k Amca ge\u00e7en hafta okul \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda siyah, b\u00fcy\u00fck arabas\u0131yla yan\u0131ma geldi,” diyerek burnunu \u00e7ekti Cemre. “Bana her \u015feyi, ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlatt\u0131. Anlat\u0131rken y\u00fcz\u00fcnde hi\u00e7bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k yoktu, hi\u00e7 utanmad\u0131 bile. Sonra da o s\u00f6z\u00fc verdi… E\u011fer onun yan\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131rsam, ona herkesin i\u00e7inde ‘baba’ dersem ve bas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde onun biricik k\u0131z\u0131, sayg\u0131n miras\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 gibi davran\u0131rsam… Senin t\u00fcm bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tek kalemde kapataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7enesinden daml\u0131yordu. “D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 ve evi sana b\u0131rakacakm\u0131\u015f. Ama e\u011fer reddedersem, yar\u0131n sabah icra memurlar\u0131n\u0131 kap\u0131m\u0131za yollay\u0131p seni bu k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc sokakta b\u0131rakaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Baba… Sen annem \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde beni soka\u011fa atmad\u0131n. Kendi can\u0131ndan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u00e2lde bana bir hayat verdin. \u015eimdi ben senin her \u015feyini kaybetmene, sokaklarda yatmana nas\u0131l izin veririm?”<\/p>\n

O an, i\u00e7imdeki o k\u00f6r edici \u00f6fke yerini tarifsiz bir ac\u0131ya, ama ayn\u0131 zamanda devasa, boyun e\u011fmez bir sevgiye b\u0131rakt\u0131. Benim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, fedak\u00e2r, alt\u0131n kalpli k\u0131z\u0131m… Beni kurtarmak i\u00e7in kendini o sevgisiz, ta\u015f kalpli adam\u0131n karanl\u0131k d\u00fcnyas\u0131na kurban etmeye, o alt\u0131n kafese hapsolmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordu. Tar\u0131k denen o asalak, gen\u00e7li\u011finde annesini nas\u0131l bencilce harcad\u0131ysa, \u015fimdi de kendi ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtbas etmek, \u00e7evresine ‘sayg\u0131n bir aile babas\u0131’ imaj\u0131 \u00e7izmek i\u00e7in k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 kendi paras\u0131yla sat\u0131n almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerimden s\u00fcz\u00fclen s\u0131cak ya\u015flara engel olamad\u0131m. E\u011filip k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n aln\u0131ndan uzun uzun, \u015fefkatle \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Sonra o buru\u015fuk haciz k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n\u0131 elinden ald\u0131m ve g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde, hi\u00e7bir teredd\u00fct ya\u015famadan yava\u015f\u00e7a y\u0131rt\u0131p par\u00e7alara ay\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u00e2\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7alar\u0131 birer kar tanesi gibi ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n dibine s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Baba, ne yap\u0131yorsun?” diye sordu \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k ve panikle.<\/p>\n

“Ben sadece bir ayakkab\u0131 tamircisi olabilirim Cemre,” dedim, sesim art\u0131k titremeyen, sars\u0131lmaz bir inan\u00e7la \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. “Belki sana o adam\u0131n sunabilece\u011fi imk\u00e2nlar\u0131 veremem. Ama ben sana annenin \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u00f6\u015fe\u011finde bir s\u00f6z verdim. O d\u00fckk\u00e2n, bu ah\u015fap ev, o banka bor\u00e7lar\u0131 benim umurumda de\u011fil. Benim yeg\u00e2ne servetim sensin. \u0130stersek sokakta kalal\u0131m, istersek bir \u00e7ad\u0131rda ya\u015fayal\u0131m ama seni o adam\u0131n kirli, vicdans\u0131z d\u00fcnyas\u0131na asla teslim etmem. Sen sat\u0131l\u0131k bir e\u015fya de\u011filsin. Bizim sevgimiz, onun milyarlar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmayacak kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck.”<\/p>\n

Cemre’nin g\u00f6zlerindeki o devasa korku silindi, yerini derin, huzurlu bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme ald\u0131. Kollar\u0131n\u0131 bir kez daha belime dolad\u0131. O gece, Tar\u0131k kap\u0131m\u0131za dayan\u0131p s\u0131r\u0131tarak “Karar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 verdiniz mi?” diye sordu\u011funda, kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p adam\u0131n surat\u0131na o y\u0131rt\u0131k k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131rlatt\u0131m. “O\u011flun veya miras\u00e7\u0131n yok Tar\u0131k,” dedim di\u015flerimin aras\u0131ndan, “ve asla olmayacak. Cemre’nin bir babas\u0131 var. Ve o, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir bedele de\u011fi\u015fmez.”<\/p>\n

Ertesi sabah d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n anahtarlar\u0131n\u0131 teslim ettik. Sadece birka\u00e7 e\u015fyam\u0131z\u0131 ve Leyla’n\u0131n o eski g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Belki cebimizde param\u0131z yoktu, belirsizli\u011fe do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, yeni bir hayata s\u0131f\u0131rdan ba\u015fl\u0131yorduk. Ama o so\u011fuk k\u0131\u015f sabah\u0131nda, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n elimi s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutu\u015funda hissetti\u011fim s\u0131cakl\u0131k, bana d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en yenilmez, en zengin adam\u0131 oldu\u011fumu hayk\u0131r\u0131yordu. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce Leyla’n\u0131n dedi\u011fi gibi, o benim bebe\u011fimdi ve ben de onun hak etti\u011fi babayd\u0131m. Ve hi\u00e7bir karanl\u0131k, hi\u00e7bir tehdit bizi bir daha birbirimizden koparamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":331,"height":593,"file":"2026\/03\/cemre.jpg","filesize":51417,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"cemre-167x300.jpg","width":167,"height":300,"filesize":11796,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/cemre-167x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"cemre-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6245,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/cemre-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"cemre.jpg","width":331,"height":593,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/cemre.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":5060,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/cemre.jpg","filename":"cemre.jpg","filesize":51417,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5062","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5062"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":5060,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5060"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}