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Ama asi sars\u0131 olan babamla ligilyd
\nBabam annermi turkeimm\u00e4i
\nTam torsino, annom hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yar\u0131nda kal\u0131r\u0131m, hastane koridorlar\u0131nda satahlar\u0131\u015f\u0131. Bon do\u011fduktan sonra da buimle ya\u015far\u0131n\u0131. Ancak annemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra b\u00fcy\u00fck bir y\u0131lkem ya\u015fam\u0131s puikolojik olarak \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. B\u00fcy\u00fckannem, beni istikranu bir hayat\u0131n i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekmemek i\u00e7in bataam\u0131 uzakla\u015f\u0131maya karar vermi\u015fti. Onu k\u00f6t\u00fc tari olarale anlatmas\u0131n\u0131n sebebi buydu
\n\u201cBaban seni hic Lork elned\u201d diyordu mektupita \u201cOnu uzakla\u015ft\u0131ran bendien. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc soni konurmiak istedins Belki hala yapt\u0131m. Ama u seni her zaman seedi
\nMektubun sonunda bir adres ve bir nim vard
\n<\nBabam\u0131n oc\nG\u00f6zya\u015flanm k\u00e4\u011f\u00f3n \u00fczerine damlad\u0131. Allarca i\u00e7imde Layd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bo\u015fluk bir anda yoki de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015f \u00d6fke sagluntil \u00f6zlem. Hepsi birbirine katl\u0131 B\u00fcy\u00fckannemo kumali muyden? Yokia ben\u00ed korumak i\u00e7in yapl\u0131\u011f\u0131 fedakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 mi g\u00f6rmeliydim?\nO gece uyuyarriadim. Sabah oldu\u011funda karanmi vermi\u015fdim.\nAdmse gittim.\nKapy urla yasi, yorgun bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 tor adam ad\u0131 G\u00f6zden gozlen bonmiklerle aynmyd\u0131 kamu de bir an konu\u015famadik Sonta librok bir seste adirne s\u00f6yledim\nAdam\u0131n yur\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc G\u00f6zleri doldu\nVillandir bu ani bekledim\u201d dedi.\nSaallerce konu\u015ftuk. Foto\u011fraflar g\u00f6sterdi. Annenin hamilelik d\u00f6nemine ail g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclet do\u011fdu\u011fum g\u00fcn pokilmi\u015f bir kans. Kuca\u011f\u0131r\u0131da ben luluyordu. Terk edilmi\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk de\u011fildim. Sevilmi\u015ftim\nB\u00fcy\u00fckan\u0131n\u0131n yalan s\u00f6ylermi\u015fli, evel. Ama a yalan\u0131n i\u00e7inde karku ve koruma vara. Yanl\u0131\u015f bir katar vermi\u015fli betki ama niyeti sevgiydi\nD\u00fcg\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi\u011finde b\u00fcy\u00fckannemin gelinli\u011fini gyd\u0131m. Aynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda yaln\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hinellim Yan\u0131mda coum halrasu kalbimde annemin sevgisi ve salonda suracia oturan babam vardi\nNikah memunu soruyu sordu\u011funda g\u00f6zlerim doldu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k ge\u00e7meyen be sur de\u011fildi. Ekuk bar hikaye de\u011fildi\nT\u00f6nem bitinco babas yan\u0131ma geid Annen seni b\u00f6yle g\u00f6rmek isterdi, dedi\nO an anlad\u0131m\nBazen bui korumak i\u00e7in s\u00f6ylenen yalanlar y\u0131llar sonra ger\u00e7e\u011fin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ar \u00d6nemli olan o kap\u0131y\u0131 cesaretle aralarnakl\u0131n\nBen o kapyra\u00e7t\u0131m\nVo o g\u00fcn sadece evlenmedim-alert\u0131n yan\u0131m kalan hikayesini tamamlad\u0131m ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fczerine damlad\u0131 Villarca i\u00e7imde tapdi\u011fen bo\u015fluk bir anda \u015fekil de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fli \u00d6lku, \u015fa\u015funl\u00fck Olem. Hepsi birbirine kans\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fckannerme hizrtsali mayd\u0131m? Yaksa beni korumak i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 fedakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6rm\u0259liyden?\nO gece uyuyamad\u0131m. Sabah oldu\u011funda karanm\u0131 vermi\u015fdim\n\n<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":559,"height":377,"file":"2026\/03\/ttyy.jpg","filesize":122352,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"ttyy-300x202.jpg","width":300,"height":202,"filesize":14212,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ttyy-300x202.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"ttyy-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6367,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ttyy-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"ttyy.jpg","width":559,"height":377,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ttyy.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":4496,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ttyy.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4498","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4498"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":4496,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}