{"id":4497,"date":"2026-03-04T22:04:21","date_gmt":"2026-03-04T22:04:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3.webp"},"modified":"2026-03-04T22:04:34","modified_gmt":"2026-03-04T22:04:34","slug":"ff-34","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/dugunumde-buyukannemin-gelinligini-giymek-istedim\/ff-34\/","title":{"rendered":"D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcmde B\u00fcy\u00fckannemin Gelinli\u011fini Giymek \u0130stedim"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-4497","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3.webp'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"81\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-300x81.webp\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-300x81.webp 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-1024x275.webp 1024w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-768x206.webp 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3.webp 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Beni b\u00fcy\u00fcten ki\u015fi b\u00fcy\u00fckannemdi. Annemi be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken kaybettim. Babam\u0131 ise hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131m. Bana anlat\u0131lan hik\u00e2yeye g\u00f6re, annem bana hamileyken babam onlar\u0131 terk etmi\u015f ve bir daha geri d\u00f6nmemi\u015fti. B\u00fcy\u00fckannem bu konuyu her a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r, \u201cBaz\u0131 insanlar sorumluluktan ka\u00e7ar, derdi. Ben de daha fazla kurcalamazd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131mda eksik olan bir \u015fey yoktu. B\u00fcy\u00fckannem vard\u0131.<br \/>\nHem anne hem baba oldu bana. Okul g\u00f6sterilerimde en \u00f6n s\u0131rada oturdu, hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ba\u015fucumda sabahlad\u0131, \u00fcniversiteyi kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 gizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bile her hafta sonu yan\u0131na gittim. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mutfa\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ay i\u00e7er, ge\u00e7mi\u015ften konu\u015furduk.<br \/>\nErkek arkada\u015f\u0131m evlenme teklif etti\u011finde ilk arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u015fi oydu. Telefonda a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. \u201cDedeni bug\u00fcn daha \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim,\u201d demi\u015fti. \u201cSen gelin olurken yan\u0131nda olmay\u0131 \u00e7ok istiyorduk.\u201d<br \/>\nAma o g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remedi. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne birka\u00e7 ay kala kalp yetmezli\u011finden vefat etti. Hayat\u0131mda ilk kez ger\u00e7ekten yaln\u0131z hissettim. Sanki k\u00f6klerim s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<br \/>\nCenazeden sonra evini toplamak i\u00e7in tekrar gittim. Dolab\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda naftalin kokusu y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arpt\u0131. En arka k\u00f6\u015fede \u00f6zenle saklanm\u0131\u015f bir boh\u00e7a vard\u0131. A\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda gelinli\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Dantelleri sararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama h\u00e1l\u00e1 zarifti. Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 kuma\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerinde gezdirirken onu gen\u00e7 bir gelin olarak hayal ettim.<br \/>\nO an karar verdim. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcmde onun gelinli\u011fini giyecektim.<br \/>\nTerziye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek yerine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fczeltmeleri kendim yapmaya niyetlendim. Onunla aramdaki ba\u011f\u0131 hissetmek istiyordum. Salondaki masaya gelinli\u011fi serdim, astar\u0131n\u0131 dikkatlice incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Tam \u0130\u011fneyi ge\u00e7irecekken parma\u011f\u0131ma sert bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 tak\u0131ld\u0131. Kuma\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<br \/>\nKalbim h\u0131zland\u0131.<br \/>\nAstar\u0131n i\u00e7 k\u0131sm\u0131nda neredeyse g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyecek kadar ustaca dikilmi\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir cep fark ettim. \u0130nce makasia \u0130pli\u011fi s\u00f6kt\u00fcm. \u0130\u00e7inden katlanm\u0131\u015f bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. El yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez dizlerim titredi. Bu onun yaz\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Derin bir nefes al\u0131p mektubu a\u00e7t\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u201cSevgili torunum,\u201d diye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. \u201cBu mektubu bir g\u00fcn bulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Sana y\u0131llarca saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir s\u0131r var. Ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmeye hakk\u0131n var. S\u00f6yledi\u011fim yalan i\u00e7in beni affet-sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fi de\u011filim.\u201d<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerim sat\u0131rlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde kayd\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u00fcy\u00fckannem, annemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn bana anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu. Annem bir trafik kazas\u0131nda de\u011fil, uzun s\u00fcredir m\u00fccadele etti\u011fi bir hastal\u0131k nedeniyle hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 benden saklam\u0131\u015flard\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocuk kalbimin bunu kald\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":1200,"height":322,"file":"2026\/03\/ff-3.webp","filesize":70758,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"ff-3-300x81.webp","width":300,"height":81,"filesize":5226,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-300x81.webp"},"large":{"file":"ff-3-1024x275.webp","width":1024,"height":275,"filesize":50490,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-1024x275.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"ff-3-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4558,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-150x150.webp"},"medium_large":{"file":"ff-3-768x206.webp","width":768,"height":206,"filesize":29676,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3-768x206.webp"},"full":{"file":"ff-3.webp","width":1200,"height":322,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":4496,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/ff-3.webp","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4497","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4497"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":4496,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}