{"id":4254,"date":"2025-08-13T19:39:22","date_gmt":"2025-08-13T19:39:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3.jpg"},"modified":"2025-08-13T19:39:34","modified_gmt":"2025-08-13T19:39:34","slug":"x-23","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/soguk-bir-sabah-uyandim-ve-elimi-kafama-dokundurdugumda\/x-23\/","title":{"rendered":"So\u011fuk bir sabah uyand\u0131m ve elimi kafama dokundurdu\u011fumda"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-4254","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"141\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3-300x141.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3-300x141.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3-768x360.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/x-3.jpg 970w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Yatak odas\u0131na geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturdum, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ellerimin aras\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fcm. Pek \u00e7ok olas\u0131l\u0131k ge\u00e7ti akl\u0131mdan \u2014 bir hastal\u0131k, bir alerji\u2026 Ama i\u00e7imde yanan o korkun\u00e7 candan \u015f\u00fcpheyi bast\u0131ramad\u0131m: Kocam yapm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nTelefonu elime ald\u0131m, onun numaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. \u201cSen mi yapt\u0131n bunu?\u201d diye sordum, sesim titriyordu. \u201cNe demek istiyorsun?\u201d diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi, sesi so\u011fuk bir masumiyet ta\u015f\u0131r gibiydi. \u201cBen\u2026 kelim,\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\nS\u00fcrekli uyard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, evin her yerinde sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan rahats\u0131z oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. \u201cTemizlik\u201d ve \u201cd\u00fczen\u201d bahanesiyle sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n gitmesini \u201cgerekli\u201d buluyordu. \u0130\u00e7imde ac\u0131 ve \u00f6fke k\u0131vrand\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00c7ok uzun bir s\u00fcre tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Onun i\u00e7in yanl\u0131\u015f bir \u015fey yoktu. Benim i\u00e7in ihanetti.<br \/>\nArt\u0131k ne yapaca\u011f\u0131ma karar vermi\u015ftim: intikam. Hi\u00e7 pi\u015fmanl\u0131k duymadan.<br \/>\n\u0130lk i\u015f olarak onun k\u0131yafetlerini dolaptan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve arka bah\u00e7eye att\u0131m. Ate\u015fte alevlenirken bir garip rahatlama hissettim.<br \/>\nSonra toz i\u00e7inde duran eski laptopunu ald\u0131m, \u00e7\u00f6p kutusuna f\u0131rlatt\u0131m. Ard\u0131ndan evin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kaplayan, y\u0131llard\u0131r kullan\u0131lmayan ko\u015fu band\u0131n\u0131 par\u00e7alay\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131 att\u0131m.<br \/>\nAk\u015fam oldu, o eve geldi. A\u00e7, gergin. \u201cNeden yemek yok?\u201d diye sordu. Sakin bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m: \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yemek yapmad\u0131m\u201d dedim.<br \/>\nNe s\u00f6yleyece\u011fini bilemeden duraklad\u0131; ben ise \u00e7antam\u0131 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile. \u201cSenin i\u00e7in s\u00fcrekli temizlik yapmaktan, \u00e7ekmekten ve b\u00f6yle birine katlanmaktan usand\u0131m.\u201d dedim.<br \/>\nKap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131m arkamdan. 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