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Benim ad\u0131m Cemile. 45 ya\u015f\u0131mday\u0131m., Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce e\u015fimi kaybettim. O\u011flum da evlenip \u0130stanbul\u2019a gidince, K\u00f6yde, koca evde tek ba\u015f\u0131ma kal\u0131verdim. Genelde Kom\u015fular\u0131mla vakit ge\u00e7iririm, \u00e7o\u011fu zamanda yaln\u0131z\u0131m evde.. Baz\u0131 internet sitelerine girmi\u015ftim meraktan, bir ka\u00e7g\u00fcn sonra Telefonumun ekran\u0131na bir bildirim d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc: \u201cMerhaba, tan\u0131\u015fabilir miyiz?\u201d Ad\u0131 Mert\u2019ti. Profilinde gencecik, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir gen\u00e7ti\u2026 \u0130lk ba\u015fta yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla yazd\u0131 sand\u0131m. Ama yok\u2026 beni bilerek bulmu\u015f. \u201c\u00c7ok zarif ve asil g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz\u201d dedi. Ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim\u2026Bu s\u00f6zler \u00e7ok ho\u015fuma gitti.. dayanamad\u0131m bende cevap verdim.\u2014 G\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ti. Konu\u015fmalar ilerledi. Geceler boyu hert\u00fcrl\u00fc sohbet ettik. Sabahlar\u0131 \u201cg\u00fcnayd\u0131n g\u00fczel kad\u0131n\u201d Ak\u015famlar\u0131 \u201ciyi geceler mele\u011fim\u201d derdi. \u015eiirler yazd\u0131. Sesimi duymak i\u00e7in arad\u0131. Ay\u0131pt\u0131r s\u00f6ylemesi ama\u2026 benimde her s\u00f6yled\u011fi ho\u015fuma gidiyordu etkileniyordum. Sonra bir g\u00fcn,\u2026 Ayten\u2019im olur musun?\u201d dedi. \u00e7ok heycanland\u0131m\u2026 Beni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 \u2014 \u0130stanbul\u2019a gittim. Beni kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne bir otelde kald\u0131k. Sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r birbirimizi tan\u0131yorduk. Ve evet\u2026 Her \u015feyi ya\u015fad\u0131m onunla. d\u0130bine kadar kad\u0131n oldu\u011fumu hissettirdi bana. Bana kalsa daha fazla kal\u0131rd\u0131m ama art\u0131k geri d\u00f6nmem gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi bana i\u015flerim var daha \u00e7ok g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz seninle dedi. Ama sanki bi so\u011fukluk vard\u0131 sesinde, ayr\u0131l\u0131rken ben ona s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m ama o bana benim gibi sar\u0131lmad\u0131 sanki beni \u00e7abucak g\u00f6ndermek istiyordu. Otob\u00fcse bindim yerime oturdum camdan tam ona bakacakt\u0131mki \u00e7oktan arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f gidiyordu bile\u2026 Yaar\u0131m saat sonra telefonumun ekran\u0131 titredi. Bir mesaj: \u201cAyten, sana s\u00f6ylemem gereken bir \u015fey var.\u201d G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim. Ne s\u00f6yleyecek ki daha? Belki \u201c\u00f6zledim\u201d diyecek. Belki yeniden g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek isteyecek. Derken bir resim att\u0131. Ellerim titredi\u2026 A\u00e7maya korktum ama a\u00e7t\u0131m, Etraf karard\u0131. O an \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc gelen benim resmimdi. otelde \u00e7ekmi\u015f. sonra bir mesaj daha geldi. \u201dsen as\u0131l \u015fimdi ataca\u011f\u0131m videoyu izle\u201d yaz\u0131yordu\u2026 hemen ard\u0131ndan video geldi \u2026.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":1200,"height":322,"file":"2025\/07\/ff-11.webp","filesize":70758,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"ff-11-300x81.webp","width":300,"height":81,"filesize":5226,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/ff-11-300x81.webp"},"large":{"file":"ff-11-1024x275.webp","width":1024,"height":275,"filesize":50490,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/ff-11-1024x275.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"ff-11-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4558,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/ff-11-150x150.webp"},"medium_large":{"file":"ff-11-768x206.webp","width":768,"height":206,"filesize":29676,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/ff-11-768x206.webp"},"full":{"file":"ff-11.webp","width":1200,"height":322,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/ff-11.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":4026,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/ff-11.webp","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4027","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4027"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":4026,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4026"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}