{"id":1618,"date":"2025-03-12T21:20:45","date_gmt":"2025-03-12T21:20:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/x-2.jpg"},"modified":"2025-03-12T21:21:14","modified_gmt":"2025-03-12T21:21:14","slug":"x-3","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/beni-buraya-getirdiklerinde\/x-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Beni Buraya Getirdiklerinde"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1618","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/x-2.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"168\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/x-2-300x168.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/x-2-300x168.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/x-2.jpg 715w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Beni buraya getirdiklerinde, bahaneleri haz\u0131rd\u0131: &#8220;Orada daha iyi bak\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, d\u00fczenli yemek, d\u00fczenli uyku, sohbet edecek insanlar&#8230;&#8221; \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m benim iyili\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fler g\u00fcya. Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lan bir paket gibi, bir valizle teslim ettiler beni buraya.<\/p>\n<p>Oysa sen olsan b\u0131rakmazd\u0131n be Mustafa. Biraz fazla d\u0131\u015far\u0131da kalsam merak eder, kalkar pe\u015fimden gelirdin. \u015eimdi kimse gelmiyor. Yabanc\u0131 duvarlar\u0131n, ezbere \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim koridorlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde g\u00fcnlerimi say\u0131yorum. Yemek saati, yatak saati, uyku saati&#8230; Seksen ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra kural \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm hep kap\u0131da. Belki \u00e7ocuklardan biri pi\u015fman olur da geri al\u0131r beni diye. Her telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7im umutla k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131yor ama hi\u00e7biri benim i\u00e7in de\u011fil. G\u00fcnler haftalara d\u00f6nd\u00fc, sonra aylara. Kimse gelmedi. Ben de beklemeye devam ettim.<\/p>\n<p>O gece erkenden yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k yine. Uykum hafifti, bir sars\u0131nt\u0131yla uyand\u0131m. Hem\u015firelerden biri ba\u015f\u0131mda duruyordu. &#8220;Teyze, telefon var sana,&#8221; dedi. Daha oturmama f\u0131rsat vermeden iki hem\u015fire daha geldi yan\u0131ma. \u00d6nce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Sonra elim titreyerek telefonu ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Alo?&#8221; dedim. Sesim zar zor \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kar\u015f\u0131dan gelen ses derin ve titrek bir nefes ald\u0131. &#8220;Seni almaya geliyorum,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcre\u011fim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tan\u0131d\u0131k ama bir o kadar da unutulmu\u015f bir sesti. Bir an konu\u015famad\u0131m. &#8220;Kim&#8230; kim dediniz?&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Benim. Mustafa. Bekle beni.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcre\u011fime y\u0131llar\u0131n \u00f6zlemi \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. 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