{"id":1117,"date":"2025-02-25T15:22:55","date_gmt":"2025-02-25T15:22:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3.jpg"},"modified":"2025-02-25T15:24:51","modified_gmt":"2025-02-25T15:24:51","slug":"s-4","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/komsu-yakuptan-cektikleri\/s-4\/","title":{"rendered":"s"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1117","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"192\" src=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3-300x192.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3-300x192.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3.jpg 640w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde tuhaf bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme vard\u0131. \u201cKa\u00e7 kere s\u00f6yledim, Fatma? Yaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131na olmaz bu i\u015fler. Sana zarar gelmesini istemem.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim yerinden f\u0131rlayacak gibi att\u0131. \u201cDefol git!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m ama o h\u00e2l\u00e2 kap\u0131y\u0131 zorlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. O an ne oldu bilmiyorum. Belki i\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r bast\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m korkular\u0131n isyan\u0131yd\u0131, belki de art\u0131k susmak istemedi\u011fim i\u00e7in&#8230; Ama var g\u00fcc\u00fcmle ittim onu. Dengesini kaybedip d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Mahallede bir sessizlik oldu. Herkes camlara ko\u015ftu. Kad\u0131nlar, f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131larla konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Yakup, h\u0131rsla aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Ama bu sefer ben korkmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durup g\u00f6zlerimi ona diktim:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir daha kap\u0131ma gelirsen seni polise veririm. Seni herkesin i\u00e7inde rezil ederim. Ben yaln\u0131z\u0131m ama \u00e7aresiz de\u011filim, Yakup!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O gece mahallede herkes f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015ft\u0131. Kimileri bana \u201cDul kad\u0131n, dikkatli ol\u201d dedi, kimileri ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. Ama ben umursamad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o gece, hayat\u0131mda ilk kez korkmadan hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ve anlad\u0131m ki, bir kad\u0131n\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fcc\u00fc, kendi sesidir.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnden sonra Yakup soka\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bile d\u00f6nemez oldu. Ama ben, geceleri kap\u0131m\u0131 kilitlerken art\u0131k korkarak de\u011fil, gururla kilitliyordum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kimse beni \u00e7aresiz bir kad\u0131n olarak g\u00f6rmeye cesaret edemeyecekti.<\/p>\n<p>Ve en \u00f6nemlisi\u2026 Ben art\u0131k kendi sesimi bulmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":640,"height":410,"file":"2025\/02\/s-3.jpg","filesize":97709,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"s-3-300x192.jpg","width":300,"height":192,"filesize":14148,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3-300x192.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"s-3-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":6895,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"s-3.jpg","width":640,"height":410,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":1115,"source_url":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/s-3.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1117"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1115,"href":"https:\/\/bilgitarif.com\/yeni\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}